This is now a long awaited show at least for me. Recorded on the 16th of December in 2022 unexpectedly it turned about to be a show is 02:02:40 two plus hours long!

Once the show was recorded I managed to bounce out a wav file but found that I could not share the full show because my laptop did not have enough space. Once I got to the stage of transferring the show to Bandzoogle the compact player found the wav file was too large, so I needed to convert the show to mp3. Well, as mentioned I had run out of the space despite trying all kinds of internal and external storage solutions I could not for the life of me upload this show.

The show, I felt was paramount to my healing and moving forward from audio to film and video. For me at least, I was manage to excavate what was poignant for me to feel free.

The truth is, I had no idea that in the summer last year when I bought a new laptop that I would even think of creating my own style of podcast style, talk and interview style radio style afternoon theatre style modern shows. The very first show was an absolute gaff for me to test out and hear the quality of a newer laptop. But, after the first show I enjoyed myself so much I thought there is something in this even if only for me to feel better for doing it, I couldn’t stop. I began creating ambience with GarageBand Loop packs etc.

Then it got too much least of all due to storage. I realised I wanted to continue but I needed to break up the format a bit, and be able to be more of my authentic self and use that to really explore creating my own music to as full extent as is possible so the ideas of ambience came from deep within me. That way, I would grow even further confidence in my ability to really produce the whole entire complete package.

What I maybe still did not realise until today: 01/01/2023/17:59. Is quite possibly I have transitioned into a bit of bit more regarding accomdating media. Techincal requirements are obviously different which is something I am still learning because I am no tech. It just so happens as an artist you need to learn about where and how you can apply your artistry in a modern world. My began learning about tech when it was called a gramophone yet people where talking and recording and not writing or having problems with spelling!!!

The content is still all close quarter stuff. The importance of which to me, is to capture being able to continue my journey into retail which has just been hilarious long.

The indirect culprit is again about another area of stalking. Now that I have listened to the show again it really speaks to what it is like in the beginning of stalking when a stalker has worked surreptitiously to gain access in your life without your knowledge and all the various dynamics that can bring out and the years, and what it takes for that individuals dynamic aka diagnosis to be seen. All the way this show and most of my work like a lot of people in media and front fronting places I talk only as if it were me as a form of protection toward others. I am not the only going through this. Which makes the experience about way more than ever can be shared of presented.

To finally, get this show out late evening 31/12/2022 it occurs to me that I maybe able to pick up the show if I use my phones voice recorder. But, I would need 2 hours of relative quiet to do so. Which means while you are listening to the recording you can hear me heaving breathing sitting by the devices trying to keep all the screensavers away by continually tapping each devices. So, if all sounds very weird it truly is!

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