CRF=Cutting Room Floor=Random Writings & Notes ÷ By No Order × By Feelings+Observation -♧◇♡♤■□●☆!

I am so Thankfully Gratefully Blessed to Repent and Surrender to the Forgiveness Purpose and Power Life is...

THE THROW DOWN...

This is about - What I feel and whst things people and circumstances feel like to me

These are random notes they may or may not relate to a truth!

...incapacity relating directly to time management. 

A lack of empathy and intrusion into my life because of a public person's persona or public life?

Dreading. Hating having to face or confront the sadistic plans or behaviour of a stranger who is stalking me in an unknown manner? Or in a style and manner akin to what is known in society as Press instrusion which in reference to Law may well be able to actually be seen as criminal offence?

The fact words almost fail me to express a knowing feeling that other people have deliberately made me and my daughter distraught and distressed and even delibrately hated and at certain times poor just so they can be rich and build their brands off the back our distress?

Possibly off the back of the incest violence and abuse I/we have been forced to suffer in our lives! Within that in my bid for us both to heal and know and heal in truth I realise I may be viewed as capitolising allbeit my own pain for gain. Even though initially it was all I could do to break free of a stalker and abusers restraints!

The fact the evidence of antics have become more obvious and true. Does is it really a link to incest and if so where or how will i ever find if necessary concrete the unequivocal truth, if needed?

A womans name was predicted in a reading with a pyschic a name which begins with a B?  

About to go to the store dreading the queues which will be already filled and waiting for my "appearance" as the compressing and oppression of a helicopter continues? Light aircraft pilot has already flown over!

I have been living in internal turmoil conflict and confusion about who and what to let go! It can feel and even appear to others (narcissists, sadists, mysognists)  like glee to be free and feel relieved having made the right decision to get up and out and away from their deeds! 

I have literally gratefully woken up today feeling air crushed to my chest in false wonder hating past regergating memories. 

As i can see pre see them now waiting to confront me!

Hated by the jealously or a false appearance of some kind ingrained in the search of those who seek to impress aristocrasy hound me mistakenly because I look like someone else for some reason which they cannot even articulate.

 I dont know how to trust...that I can ask life to be kept away from anyone incestuous rich or poor old middle class or young?

Dear God the Father and Mother may I finally be free of anyone who maybe chasing me because they are practising incest or are hiding something else in their current or ongoing practice sexual offences or unrest which is nothing to do with me!

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In Gods Name Alone!

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Natural Flowism

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A Freedom of Being!

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I am Grateful!

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Enough!

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