Normalisation = Fear of Treatment!

I was not but 00:37 into my journey along the M25 just prior to A40 M40 turn offs when a white volvo jeep-ish looking car  possibly lingered a bit then drove passed me. 
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I had slept earlier and had just had a reset power nap. I was doing fine. My energy was not ungrounded! But by the time I noticed this car I began feeling weird. By the time the jeep sped off toward London bound turn off I realised my energy was being pregnated with a drowsy feeling again!
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All that night for some reason almost every time I saw a 3.5ton van with a tail lift I almost fell asleep!
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What started out as randomly finding intruders trespassing into my home now looks like 2 stalkers I was not aware I had!
Something unsettled me deeply. I took the risk and turned the camera on myself and made a short film called: As Though My Life Doesn't Matter!
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A lorry with international plates passed me but I had long been suspicious the 2 stalkers that I caught on camera intruding into my home were possibly a UK based European lorry drivers?I just managed to catch sight of a very slim girl no longer driving artic but now in a 3.5ton but I could feel not only a gaze but as though a pin was being driven through my butt thro ugh everything inbetween toward my left thigh! Perverted it felt like.Out of shock pure shock I find my imagination jam packed with projective ideas to thwart this problem. Normally, that is not what I do. I never grew up with any exhaustive knowledge of the chakras or anything new age apart from learning about astrology...but with incidents of competitive anger any single drive now seems filled with deluded car driver and otherwise convinced there sending some kind message which generally unfathomable just like the recent trend of people driving past punching their mouths out,  ×what's that all about?
To be cont'd