tag:naturalflowism.com,2005:/blogs/https-www-blogger-com-blogger-g-blogid-4034774554184531568-allposts-src-sidebar?p=3Natural Flowism Studio Blog2022-08-29T22:03:00+01:00NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOSfalsetag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/70487302022-08-29T22:03:00+01:002023-10-16T15:53:01+01:00Invisible Bruises I'm trying to be OK
<div>About the hours that go by
</div><div>Blood pressure levels teach me to rest
</div><div>Whilst my mind wants to stay focused on my bucket list
</div><div>It's OK to sit and rest
</div><div>Trying to soothe away the silent invisible bruises
</div><div>It can be hard to redirect all the challenging ideas in my imagination
</div><div>Go, go flex I hate to admit it
</div><div>Ny mind is just not in coordination with flexibility or even health and healing at the moment
</div><div>What horrible tale has your mind come up with next?
</div><div>No tale just a memory of around about the beginning of the millennium
</div><div>When I did not realise I may have been threatened
</div><div>The possible subtlety of the dictation of punishment themed on somebody
</div><div>No one would guess there is a fantasy to over throw those with creativity
</div><div>Someone wants to get them in
</div><div>They begin forms of highly covert Intimidations before they really settle into formations
</div><div>We made you our mascot in our heads
</div><div>Match but don’t confess
</div><div>Stratagem
</div><div>So now
</div><div>That is how they play their jest
</div><div>People living their most ordinary best lives, are not left to be their best but are attacked by every attempt to pull them toward those with little resistance or defiance to living in subterfuge!
</div><div>And again nobody appears to suspect
</div><div>Because not everyone knows what everyone has said!
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/70388822022-08-16T09:46:00+01:002022-08-16T12:00:10+01:00HOUSE of FLOWISM LtD<div>It can be like all the dinners you never had getting started at something especially with art, and in design...and the amount of time it can take. </div><div><br></div><div>You can get starred but suppose something just does not take, or feel right but you just cannot see why? </div><div><br></div><div>Life can make you self conscious enough without being an artist on top of that! </div><div><br></div><div>Suppose it takes you forever to resonate with your own works because your life has you snagged into dealing with abusers like stalkers, Internet trolls, burglars, or bad marriage break ups, unscrupulous business partners, and on top of that world crisises, and if you are flat out broke how are you ever going to find the strength or space in your mind to emotionally connect, attract and drive success to all you do. </div><div><br></div><div>All you have been through can be as inspiring as it is uninspiring to others. </div><div><br></div><div>In the midst of making something appealing, your works or you may come across as unappealing to others.</div><div><br></div><div>A Combination of all these things has become part of my negotiation through different mediums, and materials.</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Presents </div><div>^</div><div>HOUSE of Flowism LtD</div><div>^</div><div>#laviniadeayr</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/69252342022-03-17T21:21:00+00:002022-03-18T00:15:12+00:00Stalker With What?<div>The Firms Man's Got it Really Bad!</div><div>^</div><div>Where the Freedom and Love at?</div><div>^</div><div>She couldn't bare to lose them</div><div>Not her to him</div><div>Or</div><div>Him to her</div><div>Even though the two people had never really known each other except in her fear of losing control of herself!</div><div>^</div><div>Toxic boundaries come first in this tale of a woman who turned everybody else’s life into her personal merch</div><div>As she and her gang stalked driving against the motorway central reservation, as they drive along looking up. I fall asleep and made it blatant!</div><div>Forearm to hand lifted in the air</div><div>Time and time again from yard to fuel station forecourt</div><div>Following closely behind</div><div>Stuck around my life</div><div>Forearm to hand lifted in the air</div><div>Thrown into a daze?</div><div>I fall into a fall sleep feeling again, and again, and again. </div><div>Can barely stay awake at home.</div><div>No cups or cards done</div><div>But I have slept till tired year after year after</div><div>Cannot get enough of much done</div><div>Why after so many years of domestic abuse will it feel like no one would believe there is a stalker, an abuser, who will teach others to in general knock people out in the strangest of circumstances and have them seen as sleeping which is a convenience researched and created by someone who has remained stuck on cosy afternoon naps, unable to cope with the reality of the professional world.</div><div>^</div><div>“Hear my world” is the child abusers stifled cry</div><div>A child abused who still abuses as that child!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/69236082022-03-16T11:29:00+00:002022-03-16T12:15:10+00:00Oddments of Poetry Trying to detect Freedom and Love!<div>The Detection of Freedom and Love in...</div><div>Love Cruelty Fear Freedom </div><div>A Blog of Alternative Personal Coarse Work!</div><div>Research Poetry Questionnaire (1)</div><div>What is love?</div><div>Safety in something you feel and say?</div><div>What isn’t love?</div><div>Danger in something you ball up as dangerous Energy projecting and impacting someone so violently distressing them because they don't feel the same way?</div><div>^</div><div>Energy Exploration </div><div>Alternative Coarse Work: No Need for Experimentation(it has already been done!) (2)</div><div>Energy can work in conjunction with a persons mind, perception, and physical health to crack wood, and create many other destructions, what are the myriad of disguises used on the unsuspecting?</div><div>^</div><div>What are the Componenants of Feeling Freedom and Love </div><div>[This is An Alternative form of informal personal internal study](3)</div><div>What is the feeling of freedom and love?</div><div>What am I more likely to feel, or relate the feeling too if I could switch out what my mind went through during abuse?</div><div>^</div><div>This is Alternative Course Work Research Poetry!(4)</div><div>No fear</div><div>Living inwardly and outwardly</div><div>Trust and the truth feeling and looking as good as fresh air and Fresh Clear Water tasty as a meal of Clear Water Fish </div><div>Respect and enjoyment for the gift of healthy communication, and speech?</div><div>Respect for intention and intellect when used for the healing purposes, and for the good of all concerned?</div><div>Strength to live in complete and utter truth every moment of every millisecond, minute, hour, day, month, and year</div><div>The respect for the truthful ways of true construction, with absolutely no negative limitations</div><div>^</div><div>Short Story Poetry(5)</div><div>Accuracy: </div><div>Taken on as a wife nothing matched</div><div>8The alignment of words with actions without any other type of attachment</div><div>It was a marriage of the quite contrite!</div><div>He who had been a good wife</div><div>^</div><div>Remote Evil Research Poetry(6)</div><div>Would you believe that such a thing can be devised?</div><div>Yet again I am here not scared to say utter over, and over again.</div><div>This not just about the smoking curses at M6 junction with the A34</div><div>This is about years of planning </div><div>Years of need to devise anything and everything not to let go</div><div>Must Control</div><div>Must have Hold</div><div>Cab you do your job with your eyes closed?</div><div>Visions of a comparative test</div><div>Can we sit and watch from a far how our project upon thee will have your eyes rolling in the back of your as though your are Satan’s Cabbaged Whisky </div><div>I love thee</div><div>You may think your mind screams</div><div>I love thee</div><div>But why the need for so much when in person the absolutely no feelings of care, neither feelings of Love</div><div>With too many coincidences and incidents of things gone wrong in the name of love for someone which only feels like live to the one who proclaims it</div><div>Feels like almost a life time of somebody else’s gang always coming out from remote crevices to check on how effective their evil deeds have become!</div><div>Rapes so Evil it clothed and closed the minds, and hearts of so many </div><div>Why the harsh truths of the brutal abuse upon innocence hurts and closes the minds of so many</div><div>Too painful a burden for anyone to care a lost generation stuck on let’s pretend make belief.</div><div>But for one who cannot afford to allow the escaped to be free and continually get a way due to their vacuous need for control...bruised a nation created a no love state then went hell for leather on remote control slinging it all in as Energy bombs anything to divert attention from the mistakes that had been their perfect covers for years....beat in the head so much left to deal with as too high on drugs now trying to mess with legal ways as an adult with lower school mental age.</div><div>A person life’s story so cruel and so sad nobody dear touch them or clean a way the savages that follow them about everyday waiting for next mogul who they are convinced is about to pay out....this after stolen residencies, a whole families fortune. Now all the con merchants are tighter that shit on a stick?</div><div>Where is all the love and freedom in all of this?</div><div>Which sentences or bit of poetry conjures up the closes fit?</div><div>No answers on a postcard </div><div><br></div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>These are Creative Works</div><div><br></div><div>Created by Lavinia De Ayr</div><div><br></div><div>@naturalflowismstudios</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/68233352021-11-28T11:11:00+00:002021-11-28T13:15:03+00:00Still Bugging and its been years of....<div>
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</div>For the express attention of Detective Rivington Smythe...but further up the road!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>TN drives passed me and a rip is felt in the lower back part of my head just above my neck on the right side of my head. X.</div><div>It alters me</div><div>Is someone jealous of me or them?</div><div>Ovv tries to work on me</div><div>They continue to try to work on Me along the M25</div><div>Its been since South Africa...</div><div>There is a white line in the sky that flies away after TN has driven by</div><div>I arrive Washington no dome twenty seventh November twenty-twenty one after nine am</div><div>Puddle dog right ear pulled</div><div>Pedestrian crossing just past Ealing toward hanger lane</div><div>Sea shells </div><div>Broadway smells</div><div>As a gang of stalkers antics are covered by scientific money collecting churches</div><div>Somebody got famous and that carried through as though that endorsed all what stalkers can do!</div><div>It is as if success is hiding riveting abuse only to the sadist and misogynist who enjoy seeing a person constantly forced to find ways to survive their abuse!</div><div>Patrols few would recognise as such</div><div>A kidnapped life style few would recognise as such</div><div>They’ve always known they had it all </div><div>They watch as another generation in society only just wakes up to what has been going on all along. </div><div>Cover after cover</div><div>Slowly comes off</div><div>Killers must have thought they walked off scot free </div><div>Free as a bird until new understandings about the causes of mental health made their alibies unfurl which catapults plans to rage chaos attempts to rage wars so they will never get caught again just because she done in a friend?</div><div>Whose on the mend?</div><div>They raise false hope as they lay claims of a wedding and spread</div><div>False rumours about a romance which will never take effect is spread to have the effect of abusing people to be submissive to a cause from which they cannot repent. They did no wrong but must be kept on.</div><div>Whilst medical conditions prevail feels like a cult? has devised a way to lay grip onto a persons body? Here's that story:</div><div>Ten Fifty Eight Zero Four</div><div>Paid for goods on the Twenty Seventh of November Twenty - Twenty One. Echo Four Eight Sierra Tango maybe? I could feel it. Energy puffing away my lower back begins to feel gathered getting tighter and tighter till its is difficult for me to move, and almost breathe uf it had carried on! As i walked away from paying for my goods i brush the energy down from my back as i walk away! </div><div>Again it reinforces the cruelty and level of control there has continued to be in my life. I cannot think of anything i am doing apart from getting in with my life which will raise the need for that level of oppressive control over me which another attempts to be. These are patterns that i now realise began to be raised possibly as far back as two thousand and three. But yet something else reminds me of the cruelty that had always been even before the age of three!</div><div>^</div><div>To date someone who has never been stalked is unknown to me</div><div>To know or have interacted with anyone who has not struggled to get out of a marriage or from someone is unknown to me!</div><div><br></div><div>Raising a child in the middle and all the way through campaigns of stalking is known to me!</div><div>^</div><div>For this to be the case hoos effect treatment possibly may not be in place?</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism </div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/68190992021-11-23T14:40:00+00:002021-11-23T16:15:12+00:00Attached Until they or until we allUnderstand?<div>Whether you reach here by lamb or fowl...the world unfolds be it good or bad.</div><div>^</div><div>Cover ups become uncovered if your life has the span</div><div>^</div><div>After living for a long enough time society as it is can seem like a carefully contrived plan to blight the belief in good health and freedom adventure and no need for no good restrictions!</div><div>Why did we believe in the projectionist who can project illness and no doubt possibly contrived a plan that will not vibrate toward the manifestation of health!</div><div>Stress and what stress is</div><div>Who would have thought</div><div>Certainly no me </div><div>That years after feeling the weight and pressurs of taking on what feels like everybody else crap that if you can become mentally strong enough somehow you can employ your own imagination to throw it all back. Only that which does not belong to you, of course!</div><div>Some people have the gift of freedom to not accept what is not there. But sadly so.many of never realised what was being done to us ...therefore we became mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, and financial sick because we had no means of immediatelly recognising what was not ours. Therefore it stayed with us as ours instead of being returned to sender!</div><div>^</div><div>Nobody but a few would believe these things called curses can actually speak and move out and a way from you.</div><div>Considered babble amongst the wrong set</div><div>But unless you can understand a level of assault of attachment planned and carried out against someone to be effective whilst they are conscious or sub-conscious in board day light and by night remotely and otherwise. The attachment created and that person spoken about as a something which is a belongjng of the attacher.</div><div>By goat or curry they cannot see of feel like as freedom and love for everybody.</div><div>And sadly they are not wrong within them something has gone attachment becomes their main function.</div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>#laviniadeayr</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/68169362021-11-21T07:23:00+00:002021-11-21T10:15:13+00:00Wooden ShiplapComing down the M40<div>All I could hear is:</div><div>Pile dick or piles of dicks</div><div>Shoved in the blue</div><div>The crutch took it</div><div>The obsession of projection</div><div>The belief their projection game is where riches were made</div><div>Projection till they touch the spot meant you could control everyone!</div><div>^</div><div>It hatched more than just a plot and plan</div><div>Driving down ths motorway</div><div>Vile </div><div>I could my breast being felt</div><div>Have to use my imagination over and over again because somebody's gran father got lucky with somebody's titties!</div><div>Now they try it over and over again</div><div>^</div><div>Cup cake looking bobble hats</div><div>Worn off the crown of the head</div><div>Threat of the mamagram?</div><div>As arms are lifted so my paranoid imagination feels stretched too</div><div>I have got to get it out</div><div>I have got to get it out</div><div>Not just the red wax incest man believed by others to be stuffed up inside of me</div><div>But the threat of the mamagram man</div><div>And the yellow jacket gang!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/68168422021-11-21T02:21:00+00:002021-11-21T05:45:12+00:00Are their Grabbing you're Crutches too?<div>1st Incidents</div><div><div>Tbey cruise by</div></div><div>You're on road</div><div>All of a sudden you're seat feels: A cluck </div><div>A punch </div><div>A pull</div><div>A bunch of breeze</div><div>Behind near you're low back</div><div>A feeling of clamp</div><div>3.5ton weight</div><div>Bowels feel inflated </div><div>Another plot</div><div>BUT FROM WHERE?</div><div>Another strange experience.which remains unstated who would believe you?</div><div>It is hard to know what others see when they see you</div><div>More feelings ir sensation of somekind of sexual type feeling</div><div>So easy to take the blame upon yourself</div><div>But no other sensatuon was happening until they come driving toward flashing their light with all tbis underground nasty shit happening!</div><div>At times every single car that passes</div><div>So....who is paying to have the other roads airmarked as closure?</div><div>^</div><div>Could imagine a plot so wicked?</div><div>The need to abuse one person or one family</div><div>A decision made?</div><div>Or someone's worsening condition?</div><div>Had a plot or plan for somebody life and that of their children to get in and amongst everything they are created or inherited</div><div>An obsession that went along with everything?</div><div>^</div><div>The decision to forced ithers to feel exactly they do not want to feel. Something they spent developing and funding</div><div>But what are they really grabbing?</div><div>What gossip are they truly creating?</div><div>The gift of word guzzled and appreciated</div><div>Why not just drive by without any clinging needs created under the of the guise friendship whilst fulling the needs of assaulting?</div><div>^</div><div>There are memory prompts on road to drive safe and so on, and so forth</div><div>There are memory prompts and warnings if thieves operate in an area. But where are theives memories prompts or early lessons?</div><div>For instance....</div><div>Remember: to leave things where they are since they do not belong to you!</div><div>2. Belongings left unattended is not an "opportunity" for you!</div><div>3. The vehicle you are driving is a potential weapon do not do anything to any other driver to cause an altered state of mind!</div><div>Can memory prompts from social orgnisation who have the monopoly on crime and behaviour put an end to those who face daily, hourly, or moment to moment assault?</div><div>Do pupils who were forced unto schools for delinquents have to pay the price for the rest of their lives?</div><div>Anybody else sick and tired of the amount of power that appears to be or given to stalkers, if any of this could give rise to any truth?</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism </div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/68165442021-11-20T19:51:00+00:002021-11-20T20:45:07+00:00Their Substance!When he finally comes to you<div>FROM WHERE?</div><div>FROM WHERE?</div><div>Candles lit</div><div>You're dressed all slick</div><div>Hair so neat</div><div>Straight like bedsheet</div><div>He comes to you...</div><div>FROM WHERE?</div><div>FROM WHERE?</div><div>You're dressed up</div><div>And all stressed out </div><div>Been waiting to see him</div><div>But where has he been?</div><div>You"ve been tbrough it all</div><div>Thought of it all</div><div>Why?</div><div>Why?</div><div>He's done his rounds</div><div>And tonight it's you're turn</div><div>Glossy video inspire this</div><div><br></div><div>Songstress's sing about it</div><div>Industry makes trillions from it</div><div>It appears to be the most popular thing</div><div>His manipulation and addiction if that is what it is connected deep into you're emotions or you're addictiveness and many others like you...got you all in it together</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Just another substance he's become used to taking!</div><div>When he/they finally come to you....</div><div>FROM WHERE? </div><div>FROM WHERE?</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67784992021-10-17T09:23:00+01:002021-10-17T10:15:11+01:00At the Delinquency!<div>Wasted to many years just thinking!</div><div>^</div><div>Probably the best thing you can tell the universe is, i do not know how!</div><div>^</div><div>Possibly one of the biggest health lessons from the universe is with what kind of thinking!</div><div>Its a big one which takes some soul searching to get done!</div><div>^</div><div>Has the meteorite arrived?</div><div>As what sounds like nosey garden dwellers prey on the thoughts in the mind?</div><div>^</div><div>A bunch of women tried to turn man to get away with their crimes</div><div>Leaving in their wake confusion and feelings of falsehood of some kind!</div><div>^</div><div>Has the meteorite arrived?</div><div>As my mind still twists and turns painfully on what and why?</div><div>^ </div><div>I hate to admit it</div><div>I have hated to admit it</div><div>Even though to some it maybe clear to see or feel</div><div>But part of the catalogue of errors left within me after a life time of trying to self-heal from abuses (because the wrong type therapist can leave you with even more damages to overcome) is: intrusive unwanted thoughts!</div><div>^</div><div>i've always known im an empty head so to speak!</div><div>The problem came again or really became noticeable to me yet again in 2003.</div><div>Wool pulled over the eyes saw me afflicted with rotary thought yet again an adverse effect for turning up and working but a bad decision had been made on my part due to few good available choices on the path I had chosen...but today it appears somebody lay hidden seen or known by everybody else....but not by me as i was too busy concentrating on Motherhood not somebody who stood by somebody else imfamously or famously. I was sadly too deep in debt with the costs of lone parenting to be bothered about another delinquent who just could get over another possible person sick with promiscuity and too ill with the sick and violating treatment of others and the inability to say no to their own damage worst of all whilst reminiscing on my name whilst seeing me, my life, my child’s life as something to speak of with hatred; condescension and the most degrading of shame! Had i moved beyond the events of primary school again! As today my life feels like constant intimidation of obsessed nosiness from queues at the chemist to home intruders and ongoing trespass of years gone by. Admittedly, I moved from abuses without many people being told why but now it has been more than 30 years gone by and something has unsettled everything and everyone!</div><div>^</div><div>Why didn't “we” as society not set up effective filter programs: infant from home to nursery checked for possible parental/caregiver/guardian damage?</div><div>From: nursery to primary thorough checked for possible repair and training and treatment....and so on and so on right the way up through the system of education wouldn't society in general be irrevocably changed? Would their be less crime and suffering because so much behaviour and other problems will be detected earlier on? Wouldn't many of us be less targeted by the sensitive or bully in the class room coming back or resurfacing in our lives because suffering from what we did we laughed wrong at the wrong moment but then moved on only to find we are being dragged kicked and punched so to speak back to schools playgrounds? The nosey ones who went on to become the best spies forever poking around in the background of your life...what on earth would they feel like? But what does any of that if true amount too? </div><div>Evidently, something very bad has gone on?</div><div>Sadly, there is little or nothing you can do if someone from your family or school went on to do something so cruel to someone or just in society in general....everyone on every side would be at a loss and full of the effects of damage from whatever was done!</div><div>^</div><div>But investigations haven't stopped around me. From night to day the presence is like the effects of no holidays....as someone keeps on calling me name amongst them...we grew up as a family accused, if true, despite all we had been put through!</div><div>Just wanting to do ordinary just wouldn't do because the unwanted finds you!</div><div>^</div><div>Frim dashing detectives, doctirs and nurses, law enforcement's personnel...yes...yes....something else happened....oh yes....in 2006-2007. A clairaudient voice used to shout at me more in East London than anywhere else.....fawn....fawn....could i understand why? No...i moved on with my life....fawn your fawn at times....did i know why.....no i got here in 2014 and got on with my life......fawn...fawn until you know why....even sounding like “your fawn" at times!</div><div>^</div><div>But what do we with this life?</div><div>Try to get on with it night after night</div><div>As murderers remain useful to those filled with hate and spite</div><div>What chances do you have when coming from families which become legally mixed?</div><div>When the same things keep happening in an almost identical matter in tw0 separate locations?</div><div>^</div><div>Back in the day in large familes trying to survive a kid was given to a kid to help ease pressure so they could play together and look after each other.</div><div>Well, I suffered from being a very possessive child....abused....i didn't know those kids weren't mine! So much I had never understood, much remained unexplained whilst been battered essentially for coping with all your injuries. I didn't understand who these kids were or that they weren't mine until i became independent of what went on.</div><div>^</div><div>Cried all day like my life seems to be still crying today</div><div>^.</div><div>....as i sit down...as i go through this with what type or kind of thinking?</div><div>Have you ever asked your self especially when you all the decision you made led you into a complete and utter mess... how was your life supposed to turn out? </div><div>Don't think i ever did until</div><div> recently as my life became blighted by a lot of unwanted attention!</div><div>Is that a pointless question or a good question to ask yourself when trying to build a better life for yourself?</div><div>^</div><div>How much less would any of us have suffered if we were properly filtered for want of a better word, and not just heaped into a pile which deemed us all as delinquents setting the scene for ongoing addiction to revenge instead of adequate treatment for: self-respect, addiction to destruction of the self and others, possible or “ likely” ADD, self-esteem, self-confidence, and the most important one... correct and accurate perception of ourselves, and other people, and perceived circumstances, and perceived challenges?</div><div>^</div><div>With what type of thinking was the abuses forced upon us not seen in wider society?</div><div>^</div><div>With what type or kind of thinkg was justice almost impossible to find or negoitate once found?</div><div>^</div><div>With what type of thinking are we creating? Living? Chosing? Negating? Ignoring? Or paying attention? Or paying attention but ignoring putting the eggs in socitey at the top of basket?</div><div>^</div><div>People with what?</div><div>Are doing what?</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Beíng!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67773662021-10-15T18:29:00+01:002021-10-15T22:15:23+01:00To Catch a Little Cloud - Expressionisn Therapy!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Ue8SqQs80T0/YWm0nm1wBfI/AAAAAAAAJIs/ZFX-lpAVLFEbSaba9tsd1e1u7hpYsey7QCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1634317680377587-0.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Ue8SqQs80T0/YWm0nm1wBfI/AAAAAAAAJIs/ZFX-lpAVLFEbSaba9tsd1e1u7hpYsey7QCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1634317680377587-0.png" class="size_orig justify_inline border_" width="400" /> </a>
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</div><div>To Catch a Little Cloud – Expressionism Therapy!</div><div>Waking up and Writing Poetry upon Waking!</div><div>(Punctuate as you see fit!)</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>The sky is blue and I feel like I miss you!</div><div>Love has been long gone because demon Mommy and Daddy had their fun</div><div>So far apart</div><div>Love has become like a poison chant </div><div>Whilst nature continues to pound away at our hearts so love can still play a part in the chain of events where so much hate was raised to rain on each and every refrain!</div><div>^</div><div>To ask another question today feels like it will exhaust the brain</div><div>^</div><div>But the skies are blue and i think of you</div><div>God only knows who!</div><div>If skies weren't blue would i still think of you?</div><div>To have kept a note of you for so many years</div><div>Cannot confirm that be for love</div><div>But maybe more for a symbol of all that went wrong</div><div>It can take a full entire life time to out live what abusers did, and have done!</div><div>^</div><div>Society, whatever that is...still hasn't fully clocked on to the extent of what has gone on</div><div>^</div><div>When getting on with what needs to be done on an everyday practical level</div><div>Who has time to manipulate others?</div><div>^</div><div>Who or what....</div><div>....makes the time to fear people who may potentially meet or even fall or grow to love each other by first becoming possible acquaintances, friends, business partners...or then as a result of all that maybe...just maybe they might keep growing toward becoming lovers, life partners....and then....possibly within that...they might find that they may have created a spiritual partnership type bond....who has the time or mental devices which will seek to manipulate such a hate that will work so hard to keep people so far apart...?</div><div>^</div><div>With a sky so beautiful and blue changing in each moment no matter what we say or do</div><div>Does it matter the hue of blue...</div><div>As the white clouds fade into the blue sky another change has been made as more time goes by marked and faded by sun kissed natural light</div><div>^</div><div>As love investigations never fade nothing stops for now</div><div>Because demon mommy and daddy have already had their fun </div><div>As blue skies are created after the hazy colour palette of morning dew as the sunrises to create a day where the sky produces so many subtle shades of different blues</div><div>^</div><div>So why ask why and have so many questions of why</div><div>Why can't you write something that is not questioning of why Especially, when there is love is there an undercurrent fear of something which has or is wrong the heartbreak of the unsaid or not done, if true of anything or anyone?</div><div>^</div><div>What it is to live know and feel your love is never wrong nor does it hurt anyone...but the dis-ease or disordered your intention of good in Love has become mangled with has made all your feelings and attempts to love someone go so wrong that your supposed feelings of love hurt you and potentially anyone or everyone around you!<br>
</div><div>^</div><div>Your intention of a soft and tender touch sold out and bought outright and taken out by whatever drove you to violence!</div><div>^</div><div>To be held and made love to all night long again has sold you out taken out and away from you because of the lust you refused!</div><div>^</div><div>Your capacity and ability to love anyone unconditionally making you completely appreciated by the wife husband or partner you would choose destroyed by spite and jealousy caused by untold or undiscovered injuries or damages which have costed you with years of inabilities, and misdirected needs for intimacy!</div><div>^</div><div>Nothing retrained</div><div>Nothing changed</div><div>Bitterness for years on end</div><div>Unhappy people</div><div>Too many unhappy people</div><div>Too many dis-eases in a life time where so much good and opportunity is missed because too many heads remain lost in sickness, and disease!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div>The grey skies</div><div>That follow blues skies</div><div>Which leave so many moaning and groaning about love lost </div><div>^</div><div>Bravery </div><div>or </div><div>Depravity</div><div>How to move on?</div><div>How will you get on if Your next relationship requires no game?</div><div>No mind game</div><div>No strategy</div><div>No game plan</div><div>No: if she does this I'll do that</div><div>If he does this I’ll out wit him like that</div><div>A disastrous cycle that will never end </div><div>Under a beautiful bright blue sky where problems seem so far a way till a dull and gloomy day where if love required just the two of you to be honest and true without a game plan or masked plan of ill or bad intentions which will destroy the very essence of true intimacy and breed discontent which clings rather than stays together, how will you move on?</div><div>^</div><div>After the rain is the rainbow and yes....all the other clichè's follow eventually behind all grey skies blue skies follow </div><div>Loves has its ups and downs but why can't love just last by always being kind and mellow without highs or lows?</div><div>^</div><div>Love is built before love becomes </div><div>Love doesn't hurt but the disorder and illnessess projected or injected into love does!</div><div>^</div><div>There is no need to let go </div><div>But why cling to dirt</div><div>Etiquette teaches how do you do?</div><div>So why does my mind ask: who the fuck are you?</div><div>^</div><div>As blue skies become even more blue as the Sun deepens and brightens the colour hue</div><div>Too angry for Love</div><div>Always on edge</div><div>Not willing to budge</div><div>Your mind's making fudge but what love really wants is love </div><div>But...</div><div>...you find someone weak and unable to resist being made to blame but who is faithful and dutiful but yet you still complain all the same . Because, now you are stuck in resentment for the choice you made...instead of fixing your head so your true ability to love someone you really want won't be stuck under the abuse or injurt you suffered which created your own ignorance and vulnerability of someone feeling hatred whilst trying to make it pass for love!</div><div>^</div><div>Under these pretty clear blue skies where clouds only show up in part of the beautiful clear blue skies!</div><div>^</div><div>Created and Inspired a Blue Sky Day in Scotland!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>#laviniadeayr</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67676582021-10-06T13:50:00+01:002021-10-06T14:00:36+01:00Post Examination<div>Post Examination!</div><div>Give a Stalker back their Life before they Take a Life?</div><div>So Lavinia...during this interview we will attempt to tie up loose ends and then tackle the main bane subject matter. </div><div>Does it begin with nosiness? I just had a feeling you would have more to say on the matter...what exactly did you mean about predictive nosiness?</div><div>Lavinia: seems like its back to the days of I know what you are going to do next....rolled out and more widespread from on generation to the next?</div><div>...and that feels like what though...what is it like exactly to have someone treat you like that...and to see someone locked into wasting there own time doing that to you?</div><div>Lavinia: dear God to be the focus of someone so obsessed with you that they spend, spend, spend....spend the time to recreate the reflection to prove they knew...every choice I would make? My mind my internal private ways has to be externally attacked day after day.</div><div>Is it also hard because you don’t seem to be able to resolve who or what it is?</div><div>Lavinia: yes you can only hope such a person will wear themselves out! As some stalkers do. Triggers do stop and some can naturally heal and move on. </div><div>Is that why you turned the phrase give a stalker back their life before they take a life?</div><div>Lavinia: It refers only to where possible. I acknowledge and recognize it is a very blanket bold and potentially dangerous statement to make! There are a myriad of reasons why a person gets triggered into the behaviour pattern...despite their bravado and fear they go onto cause...it is an incredibly sad state to see someone disintegrate into given the power of the human psyche and intellect and all that it can accomplish!</div><div>Yes! That is very true. If you put a stalker up against a high achiever it could look very different.</div><div>Lavinia: The thing is stalkers are also high functioning achievers, and that is part of the big and costly problem each and stalker is, and has been because a stalker legacy of damage lasts life times. Generation after generations is continually affected by either jeep up the behaviour, or by beíng forced to continually foot the bill for those who continue a stalkers legacy! They are not all bums on the street. I was only describing one description. What we must be educated about is every variant of each individual who suffers from that need to have so much control....</div><div>Variant?</div><div>Lavinia: scenarios maybe a better description. How many ways can we foresee and teach and understand the traps a stalker natural sets. As early as a school child i remember being unsettled by someone. But i could not articulate it as feeling or being stalked. I would have said bullied but not stalked. Which would have meant something different not a life time of being pursued, accused, spited, sleighted, picked on, put down, and then left with the bill each and every time. Psychological, mentally, physically, and financially. Not just me remember this all my family one way or the other has been affected by stalking or have had to react to it somehow whether they even realise it or not! The “dis-ease of each stalker never just affects their primary target it splinters and exploded into every inch and micro part of society. So...why ignore it? Somebody is too scared somewhere true or false? Is it because some people find the behaviour lucrative? If so, who?</div><div>Oooooh...doesn't stalking still come down to one thing...the same thing their need for attention ends up becoming unwanted attention?</div><div><br></div><div>Lavinia: whilst we're not paying attention...but the sad thing is paying attention and observing others is a natural part of life. Human beings learn from animals and each other, and of course many other things! The extent may act as a division...as to our observation or attention affecting others in such a way as wanted and unwanted! But i tell you what in all of this for far too long “society” “social causes" and worse yet politics have been allowed to “treat" deeply rooted medical and clinical brain health issues...</div><div> </div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67654692021-10-04T08:26:00+01:002021-10-04T12:45:21+01:00Should She Have Published Her Private Works? Q&A<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Should I<span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>Have Published my Private Works?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Q&A<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Good Morning, Lavinia lets get started. You had quite an out pouring over the weekend what was going on there? Was it planned?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: No… actually not all was planned…..some of it was!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">So….it was more about just releasing trauma? Stress?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: Yes, it really was it just flows out because I’m open to it<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Why take so much time to write so much with a book unfinished?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: I do not want the book to get too bog down or distracted by this stuff. Whilst even with the book I have most of the direction by now. I just wasn’t completely ready to delve into it despite protestations. <p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">….and unfinished?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: it allows the reader to see my state of mind. What I observe…what I leave behind…for me it is the bravery? Courage? The strength to be as I am with no pretense!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">…and that is important to you is….why so?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: because abuse lies!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Ok we’ll be back with Lavinia later….Lavinia publish will you…ta!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Welcome back to this Q&A session with Artist Poet Owner and Founder of Natural Flowism Ltd Lavinia De Ayr! <p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Should you have Published your own Private Works?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: Umm…for me…I was in a fix…this wasn’t just about being followed down the road. This was or at least felt like a second time around stalkers campaign…<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">…or was it…considering…do you not think by now somebody else had surfaced who unbeknowest to you may have been botheration to you all along?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: I do wonder that now. I also wonder why I would yet again have to be and feel abused as a result? And in fact by last night…<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">…the third of October twenty - <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>twenty one…<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia:<span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>…I had come to the conclusion that all this surround sound so to speak has everything to do with the original stalker. The level of possessiveness. Once it gets to the stage where a stalker gains enough access to their target that they can organize everyone’s conversation around them…and worst of all almost control things to the point….if true of course….but if a stalker is so dangerous and many of them are that they can energetically manipulate negative energy toward two people deliberately pitting them against each other…<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">…is this referring to the Friday argument? What do think the significance of segmented fruit is?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: yeah….mmm….i used to find it really strange when it was really intense that almost every Friday there was something done to affect energy that would bring about an argument of some sort. But, for some reason I also knew it was all very suspicious….<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">…in what years that particular antic so intense do you remember when?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: ….during 2009 toward about 2012ish. But once I began to realise what was being done I tried my best to abate any conflict. What I still hadn’t learnt was enough about energy being deliberately being projected in toward you or about beíng used or more likely abused as a gauge or barometer of sorts!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Hmmmm…segmented fruit?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia:…mmmm….the only thing I have been thinking about recently is….if you look at a company through a “pie” chart. If you analyze each segment and find that the area <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>of employment shown in the “pie” chart is the smallest…the thinniest slice does that signify exploitation of a work force? Which nay result in Poorly performing work force?<span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>Does it signify an abusive/sick minded leader? Or does it signify a lack of experience and know how in leadership? Or poor quality produce or in other <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>areas of a business or even a country as a whole?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">So…from what you are asking I dare to presume is how clear is the evidence of abuse and human rights issues in the face of possible abuse? How much ready evidence is being ignored?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">When we come back Lavinia will answer more questions about decision to publish her private works!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Welcome Back!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia, lets talk about how you feel about the reaction to your work…do you think or know about the feedback from others? How has it been since turning yourself into a self – publishing author and editor?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: ….Hmmm….its has been strenuous to say the least. My Attention Deficit Disorder has surfaced that’s for sure. Yet, overall, the experience has been cathartic…I wouldn’t be without it.<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Hmmmm….<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: I think more recently another wave of reaction has been stirred with further abusive and more over queries. What looks like some very abusive characters with little decorum about them. <p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Ooops! Your writings ended yesterday with diary entries as you caught up on weeks gone by. <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>What was your study behind those works?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: ummm….there has a change in the “tone” so to speak of what has been going on.<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">As the artist and poet what are you finding in that “tone” so to speak especially as a writer of ‘abuse in a family context’ and of ‘stalking’ does your choice of subject affect the reaction toward you? What do you think?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: right out the gate a big Yes! Subject choice is a major factor in how you will be received! Think about it….there will never be a right time or thing to say when it comes to a stalker or an abuser in your family often the two overlap. So, how popular can you become. You can’t and will never be loved or popular if you are from a family of abusers who cannot get well soon or get better full stop! Spite is one of the longest running forms of abuse from either side. I am still struggling with myself on a moment to moment basis whilst under attack not to react or retaliate in spite even whilst being “spited”.<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Have relationships been affected or destroyed out right?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: trust me I don’t even want to go there because nothing is pure! <p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">What on earth do you mean by that?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: All I can say is: <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>in any abusive or conflict situation every human is better off learning the difference between a pure and true loving bond and trauma bonding?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Oh…I get it. So it is to grow in the awareness to know when you are forming a bond with someone of your own choice rather with someone due to an enforced situation. So try and get to know yourself better and choose rather than presume?<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Lavinia: Yes. That is what I meant by nothing is pure!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US">Thank you for staying with us. We will regroup and return at a later point in time!<p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span>Should I Have Published my Private Works?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Q&A</p><p class="MsoNormal">Good Morning, Lavinia lets get started. You had quite an out pouring over the weekend what was going on there? Was it planned?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: No… actually not all was planned…..some of it was!</p><p class="MsoNormal">So….it was more about just releasing trauma? Stress?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: Yes, it really was it just flows out because I’m open to it</p><p class="MsoNormal">Why take so much time to write so much with a book unfinished?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: I do not want the book to get too bog down or distracted by this stuff. Whilst even with the book I have most of the direction by now. I just wasn’t completely ready to delve into it despite protestations. </p><p class="MsoNormal">….and unfinished?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: it allows the reader to see my state of mind. What I observe…what I leave behind…for me it is the bravery? Courage? The strength to be as I am with no pretense!</p><p class="MsoNormal">…and that is important to you is….why so?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: because abuse lies!</p><p class="MsoNormal">Ok we’ll be back with Lavinia later….Lavinia publish will you…ta!</p><p class="MsoNormal">Welcome back to this Q&A session with Artist Poet Owner and Founder of Natural Flowism Ltd Lavinia De Ayr! </p><p class="MsoNormal">Should you have Published your own Private Works?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: Umm…for me…I was in a fix…this wasn’t just about being followed down the road. This was or at least felt like a second time around stalkers campaign…</p><p class="MsoNormal">…or was it…considering…do you not think by now somebody else had surfaced who unbeknowest to you may have been botheration to you all along?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: I do wonder that now. I also wonder why I would yet again have to be and feel abused as a result? And in fact by last night…</p><p class="MsoNormal">…the third of October twenty - twenty one…</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: …I had come to the conclusion that all this surround sound so to speak has everything to do with the original stalker. The level of possessiveness. Once it gets to the stage where a stalker gains enough access to their target that they can organize everyone’s conversation around them…and worst of all almost control things to the point….if true of course….but if a stalker is so dangerous and many of them are that they can energetically manipulate negative energy toward two people deliberately pitting them against each other…</p><p class="MsoNormal">…is this referring to the Friday argument? What do think the significance of segmented fruit is?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: yeah….mmm….i used to find it really strange when it was really intense that almost every Friday there was something done to affect energy that would bring about an argument of some sort. But, for some reason I also knew it was all very suspicious….</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">…in what years that particular antic so intense do you remember when?</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: ….during 2009 toward about 2012ish. But once I began to realise what was being done I tried my best to abate any conflict. What I still hadn’t learnt was enough about energy being deliberately being projected in toward you or about beíng used or more likely abused as a gauge or barometer of sorts!</p><p class="MsoNormal">Hmmmm…segmented fruit?</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia:…mmmm….the only thing I have been thinking about recently is….if you look at a company through a “pie” chart. If you analyze each segment and find that the area of employment shown in the “pie” chart is the smallest…the thinniest slice does that signify exploitation of a work force? Which nay result in Poorly performing work force? Does it signify an abusive/sick minded leader? Or does it signify a lack of experience and know how in leadership? Or poor quality produce or in other areas of a business or even a country as a whole?</p><p class="MsoNormal">So…from what you are asking I dare to presume is how clear is the evidence of abuse and human rights issues in the face of possible abuse? How much ready evidence is being ignored?</p><p class="MsoNormal">When we come back Lavinia will answer more questions about decision to publish her private works!</p><p class="MsoNormal">Welcome Back!</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia, lets talk about how you feel about the reaction to your work…do you think or know about the feedback from others? How has it been since turning yourself into a self – publishing author and editor?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: ….Hmmm….its has been strenuous to say the least. My Attention Deficit Disorder has surfaced that’s for sure. Yet, overall, the experience has been cathartic…I wouldn’t be without it.</p><p class="MsoNormal">Hmmmm….</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: I think more recently another wave of reaction has been stirred with further abusive and more over queries. What looks like some very abusive characters with little decorum about them. </p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">Ooops! Your writings ended yesterday with diary entries as you caught up on weeks gone by. What was your study behind those works?</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: ummm….there has a change in the “tone” so to speak of what has been going on.</p><p class="MsoNormal">As the artist and poet what are you finding in that “tone” so to speak especially as a writer of ‘abuse in a family context’ and of ‘stalking’ does your choice of subject affect the reaction toward you? What do you think?</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: right out the gate a big Yes! Subject choice is a major factor in how you will be received! Think about it….there will never be a right time or thing to say when it comes to a stalker or an abuser in your family often the two overlap. So, how popular can you become. You can’t and will never be loved or popular if you are from a family of abusers who cannot get well soon or get better full stop! Spite is one of the longest running forms of abuse from either side. I am still struggling with myself on a moment to moment basis whilst under attack not to react or retaliate in spite even whilst being “spited”.</p><p class="MsoNormal">Have relationships been affected or destroyed out right?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: trust me I don’t even want to go there because nothing is pure! </p><p class="MsoNormal">What on earth do you mean by that?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: All I can say is: in any abusive or conflict situation every human is better off learning the difference between a pure and true loving bond and trauma bonding?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Oh…I get it. So it is to grow in the awareness to know when you are forming a bond with someone of your own choice rather with someone due to an enforced situation. So try and get to know yourself better and choose rather than presume?</p><p class="MsoNormal">Lavinia: Yes. That is what I meant by nothing is pure!</p><p class="MsoNormal">Thank you for staying with us. We will regroup and return at a later point in time!</p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-US"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><!--StartFragment--> <!--EndFragment--></p><p class="MsoNormal"></p><p> </p> <!--EndFragment-->NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67650582021-10-03T21:36:00+01:002021-10-03T23:30:07+01:00...they wait to see if you knewThe whole village remixed and regrouped...<div>
<!--StartFragment--> <p class="MsoNormal">Just sat there planning her revenge all these years long</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From Scottish Airports to Earls Court? He played his lip like three two one two three</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal">No code language, thank you</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I laid on my bed and heard a voice shout out the “det”</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From South Africa to Tangerines</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From New York it seems to the back of Hackney</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From the Scottish Hills to my books unfinished</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From mess to progress</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From the sickening of the overt</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">To clairaudient talk of Canary Wharf and Docklands</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Who can tell which or what manifestation has come</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">And I am still not ready yet to bring the conclusion</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Though I know the direction of stalker is still back with the layers which were originally laid!</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As one Father comes to terms with hiding from his son as he is opened to what he had become </p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Dear I dare to think of anything else much disturbed by thought as I am!</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Encroachment instead of encouragement</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Years ago few would know what to do when so many adored flirted and was moved by the sounds of their voices as no crowd could be controlled</p>
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<p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal">There in a belief system was inbred and an illness left which would go on to cost so many of us so many</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">It became so inbred it fed itself into authority that has a right to know about you because of what and the way they sang. </p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">An innocent way of life to support admire and continually invest in someone’s Art only trouble is they are not all like that!</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">From Colnebrook to home in the East End sounds like the same voices are around again in that distinctive high laughter</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they aim to please as much displeasure</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Oh just get on with it!</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">They think aloud</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they curse me the control they believe they have</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Though I never checked with them</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Like most people affected by nosey people and stalker I have been far to busy getting on with my own life and minding my own business whilst they busy themselves by what controls them. </p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait for the next move you make</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait maybe to help</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait to tell you about their own hell</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait to tell you of the duplicate abuse</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">As they wait?</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">You go about your day</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">They wait</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Like the anonymity of a rock stars family?</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Then after they wait they explain</p>
<p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">“Some of us decided to Stalk your stalker back after them trying to swindle and get at us!</p>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67650592021-10-03T19:37:00+01:002021-10-03T23:30:07+01:00REMIXED<div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>NOSEY PREDICTIONS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE</div><div>What is in the power of nosiness?</div><div>What is it really?</div><div>How many of us actually recognize nosiness as being a big part of being or trying to be controlling toward others, and is that recognition the key to getting over it as a socially named problem? </div><div>Is it really just about somebody being a nuisance or is there a deep rooted clinical problem?</div><div>The bravado from which nosey people operate is dumbfounding when considering nothing is their business but their own business!</div><div>So why is it nosey people can force some people to be altered mentally emotionally and in any other way possible?</div><div>No boundaries?</div><div>I remember listening to someone many years ago now, thankfully who was quite entertained by all the excuses they had used to gain access into their neighbours houses!</div><div>Its beyond cringe worthy now when I think back on the years I was a curtain twitcher. Someone desperate to escape the abuse, poverty, lost and filled with a fear of never finding success and remain trapped behind that curtain where I never wanted to be in the first place. The minute I was distracted long enough else where I was gone from behind that damned God forsaken curtain and all its awful representations of feeling so trapped hated and bated by those who only ever knew you as someone stuck behind that bloody ugly fucking curtain! Not as somebody bright full of life ambition inspiration hopes dreams, and ability to be more than any stuck or negative or abused people can deem you to be!</div><div>“Let me out they squeal” or so it used to feel to me!</div><div>Never been so glad for the days of not being stuck behind the curtain no more. But with the advent of social media all our research can be done without any intrusion can’t it. Apart from if you find yourself trying to please a very dirty mogul boss who demands you search the country inside out to find the latest idea? Invention? For his or her express exploitation?</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Your Life will never be about needing to be nosey, or violent, or cruel, or controlling to somebody else. </div><div>But you dis-ease, illness, and disorder will be!</div><div> Likewise there is no point in telling anybody “we've told them or warned them to stop their behaviours or cruel treatment towards others” especially after 3 to 4 warnings without adequately assessing those individuals for incurable health damages first?</div><div><br></div><div>A Stalker iNbetween Love</div><div>^</div><div>I had known her: he explained </div><div>But yet it was hard to explain it as love</div><div>Yet when he saw her in potential danger....</div><div>In the presence of a man who would go on to hurt her</div><div>All he could he do was warn him about the significance of the shirt he was wearing</div><div>What good can it do you if someone who claims the are acting or serving from a place of love who never see fit to tell you the truth?</div><div>To feel an overwhelming sensation of love But to never know which man it came from</div><div>To feel you know someone has always cared but could never step out of their own space because of unbridled fear as if ths truth is stooping to low</div><div>To keep you protected without you knowing who why or what it is you are being protected from?</div><div>Has a stalker come between love?</div><div>What would this look like if the script was flipped?</div><div>Stalker iNbetween Love?</div><div>It pierced my heart the title stalker in between love</div><div>To feel love in the absence and distain and rejection when nothing around you is safety but a long running comedy of questioners watching you as they get nosier braver and mislead into a feeling of entitlement which unbeknownst to them is divorcing them from thenselves!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67518382021-09-20T14:54:00+01:002021-09-20T16:45:03+01:00Miracles or Not? <div>Your stalker is not just your stalker</div><div>I do believe I have inherited those that stalk other people sadly just as other people have probably inherited mine</div><div>That is not the way I want life to be at all!</div><div>Which is why I keep writing in increments my feelings thoughts and if any, new personal takes and findings on my ongoing experiences through the ongoing problem.</div><div>Its a very concerning way to live or feel you have to do things. I believe in myself and what i am trying to achieve. But it is concerning if you dare question how you might be seen in the eyes of others. In fact I don't bother and thankfully have gotten to the stage where I don't feel like I care anymore and that is not out of the intention of wickedness or with the intention to be cruel to anybody!</div><div>The Strength needed to fight and find Justice!</div><div>Just don't feel like I have it probably maybe I may have never needed despite all that has gone on!</div><div>Where do I trust?</div><div>What do I trust?</div><div>Who do I trust is not worth asking because the answer is no one!</div><div>Who is well enough produce a better result?</div><div>Seen as someone to continually target by those who have no gauge care recognition or perception of how what they set up would make someone who has done nothing more than cope and survive what has been thrown at them feel. The contradiction in my mind is to loathe the day I will need to pay into a system which currently supports those who want to see people pay cost for their behaviours! Behaviours they cannot stop suffering from or those they deliberately for cruelty sake continually use to control to abuse someone in power. Or to empower their own cruel wicked abusive ways.</div><div>In live make sure you have seen everything like it</div><div>Then you wont fall for the first unusual person you have seen</div><div>Here's a tale</div><div>Back in the day when immigration was in session she fell for him</div><div>She'd never seen anything like him</div><div>She curled her either side straightened the back and wore it straight down</div><div>She took care of the house he went out</div><div>She got beaten up when he got back and lived and loved with that because trauma was not known to be that back then!</div><div>But they always had a ready to entertain clean house!</div><div>An interracial hell made into like a happy haven!</div><div>Question is: does abuse stop....no that’s not it....hmmmm......hmmmm.......does crime......nah....let me think about how to rephrase this...what is the concoction that makes abuse stop if person in authority are in some way connected to a person who needs to report abuse or a crime or intended crime? I read some years ago the spouses of authority had been often disregarded if they dared to report being abused by personnel of high standing or otherwise in authority? If true and it no doubt is....how did the crime or abuse lessen? I want to know the ingredients of the potion that automatically wiped away the abuse or crime and made all the bruises and going psychological damage automatically disappear? Which miracle is it?</div><div>So...last year 02/2020 I finally caught trespassers on camera in my home <a href="https://youtu.be/mWPAF7Tz8PQ">Tresspass Intrusion in Progress </a>
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</div><div>Days later local officers attended my messy home after I attended my local station. Now i don’t know that is connected. The culmination of which I was told “that’s you!” ok so chin out it was more than a bite to deal with. But I just got on with it. I share many of my self healing journals of art poetry online in books I mentioned experience. Done, I’m happy to move on. Fast forward over a year later and I’m here “that’s you" frequently as it is part of colloquial Scottish dialectic for want of a better way of putting things. Which often refers to something being done, finished, or over with? I leave a question mark because I’m sure there is a better explanation.</div><div>^</div><div>If someone accuses you of Being someone you are not or doing something you didn't. Authorities have made provision for complaints. But do you know, well you don’t be because this is a blog but then again depending on who reads this maybe you do. I felt that to complain would lead me back to the trap set many years ago, when antics around me forced me into complain due to concern not only for my self. As Mother I was about 2 years into Motherhood before we were attacked by relationship gone bad and I will now say an ongoing campaign of stalking has continued. Can you imagine the effect it has on children forced to grow up being stalked? There is always worse cases out there but this is hard difficult and bad too. It is very natural for kids to rebel or so it is said. However, domestic abuses can sadly see children struggling to cope with the horrendous circumstances that occur become hardened toward the very problem or person you are trying to avoid. A lot of that is how weak abusers can make a person. Using all kinds of techniques to distract and disorient the person’s they are abusing toward their abusive persuasive will or intention. For not reason most times other than jealous manipulative cruelty.</div><div>^</div><div>When stalking or a stalker turned burglar can end up gaining so much access to your life despite your best efforts to stop or thwart them. You face constant criticism and complaints that whatever you say or do is tantamount to a complaint or telling off of others, when in fact it is the opposite. You are trying to get on with your life, and before someone suffering from the need to stalk despite their bravado that a stalker may not be able to see as such. You are trying to save lives not end them which is what happens when no one responds, or when no one responds properly. Having said that stalking can be incredibly complex to understand or deal with that may due to possible activity being varied therefore it may require more than one area of law to stop a stalker in their tracks or before they harm themselves or anyone else! But what happens when person's rich powerful or famous becomes sick or gets into the state of the need to stalk some who at the time maybe poorer that they living hand to mouth week by week, if that? It is the most awful feeling to find you have someone who cannot see how to take back hold of their life from the obsession in their mind which might be due to some kind of malfunction in their brain which keeps their thoughts stuck or looping on this is you I need to restrict stop or control!</div><div>When I was in primary school SW6 I we learnt this game. Look at a person who has their back turned to you until they touch the place you would have been staring at! 1970’s. After the abuses I have faced especially whilst driving I wonder how far long has that game come on and been developed?</div><div>
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</div>For those that may read this blog if know this is: </div><div>#LaviniaDeAyr</div><div>I am not a journalist or a member of the press!</div><div>I am a Self funded Artist & Self- Healer and share my personal journey in a autobiographic way through creative writing music and many other art forms!</div><div>I fund my life By working as a UK Lorry Driver when and where there is work available time permitting!</div><div>^</div><div>Unfortunately, recently since about 2018 I experienced an increase of abusive situation on the road. In the past week alone they were several more with one 3.5ton driver with non uk plates not driving by as usual seemed to be try to extract or attract some kind of attention, why that is I do not know? For those that do see me out on road please behave without distraction which includes: bike riders trying to lean into vehicle. Leaning back off bikes. Flashing lights deliberately in a destructive or deliberately obstructive manner. This abuse has gone on so long there have been times when at my wits end I have just driven with lights on full beam which believe it or not saw most abusers cower down! I do not understand your protest?</div><div>If any!</div><div>^</div><div>I generally work for agencies who call the shots basically in every area of every booking. I can only go by what is said and what is offered as pay. At times when errors had been made I advised and returned monies immediately.</div><div>There is nothing more I can do than that but had just realised an area of misunderstanding which maybe being used as a reason to create retaliation?</div><div>^ </div><div>When I can I write to express and heal myself once I began doing so it allowed me a greater insight I feel into the experience of being stalked and also the way oyhers respond!</div><div>^</div><div>Preferred Contact:</div><div>DM @naturalflowism</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>
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</div>Also Lavinia De Ayr aged 56 just for those who keep getting me confused with someone else!</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67446222021-09-13T14:48:00+01:002021-09-13T17:00:24+01:00How much resources do stalkers use?<div>Truths and Falsehoods</div><div><br></div><div>It costs to stalk someone doesn't it?</div><div>Not that I need to ask</div><div>It just stands to reason that you need resources to do anything in life</div><div>Even if you find yourself down and out and homeless you still are using some kind of resource </div><div>Clothes</div><div>Cardboard box</div><div>Pavement street</div><div>Most of all your own human energy there is always something a human being has or needs from another human being whether we like to admit it to ourselves or anyone else or not!</div><div>Stalkers pay to stalk</div><div>Someone who feels compelled to turn up everyday around someone who may not even know them or had or has become so sickened by them they cannot even stand to havr them around, despite making it expressly clear they no longer want them in their lives but as a result the rejection triggered the other person into a psychotic level of needing to stay in that person’s life or remain in some kind of contact to that person which makes them pay in some way every day to annoy=stalk in some shape or form the person who turned them away!</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div>Regardless of the trigger is a stalker pays. They invest money time and their life's energy in trying to control something which no longer exists!</div><div><br></div><div>Stalkers always pay!</div><div><br></div><div>A stalker is also some one who has become so sick or has no brain function which will let them know they are so sick that they automatically are MISusing all resources available to them?</div><div><br></div><div>Either way a stalker pays!</div><div><br></div><div>A stalker will always make a misguided investment?</div><div><br></div><div>True or False?</div><div><br></div><div>A stalkers perception of what is worth it is scared, blinkered, flawed? </div><div>True or False?</div><div><br></div><div>Nothing a stalker decides to do adds up correctly?</div><div>True or False?</div><div><br></div><div>Always?</div><div><br></div><div>That is exactly what the illness leads to one way or the other whether that be time, money, or energy. It is also a debt forced upon who ever is being stalked as their energy can be forced to become misaligned their brain becomes de-activated by whosoever stalks them?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>COARSE WORK part 1</div><div>A stalker is someone who could possibly be seen as someone who might automatically owes a debt owed to someone or everyone in society true or false? </div><div>^</div><div>Especially if found to be wilfully carrying out their antics especially if very rich and incredibly powerful and astute in how they continue to carry out what stalking activities they create and are doing? True or False?</div><div>^</div><div>For some reason or the other there was an intense presence of a...how should I put it...It really felt like someone’s very jealous needing to want to stir up jealously toward themselves? </div><div>It has been the most bizarre detail to witness, feel, deal with, dismiss or resolve!</div><div>^</div><div>Seeing drivers twisting and contorting their bodies whilst driving to either look up at vehicle mirrors, cameras, driver or to pass on telepathic messages through an exposed area of the neck! Which is bizarre enough especially if directed toward one who is clearly an expressionist who can communicate in a very direct manner what would the need be? Years of guilt? Years of using and abusing some who never had any clue that it was you? All this time? Even though everybody else knew it was you, all this time later?</div><div>^</div><div>Without a doubt some one like me would be seen as perfect fodder for anyone out to take advantage of anyone who shares so readily and so freely. Many people sick with the need to abuse often see freebies and as a way to get even more instead of Being grateful for what has already been gifted!</div><div>^</div><div>COARSE WORK part 2</div><div>To stalk someone in real life is a dangerous game if Only seen as a game?!</div><div>To stalk someone is a costly and dangerous way if Only seen as a game that needs to be played and not as a serious clinical condition that needs an ongoing large investment to tackle and successfully bring to recovery, treatment, justice, and closure?</div><div>What chance does someone have in life if they never knew until it was almost too late that all their parents did by following all the correct guidelines by sending them to nursery, to school meant they were actually sending their child into the hands of life long predators that would go on to capitalize on that child’s life and every decision and move that child made in life in every shape or form? Because who was really able to properly be checking back in the day that each an every child or person was safe when so many were left so broken after war? </div><div>^</div><div>During the many years of my life a stalkers have affected it still took me many years later to consider possible motives. Suppose the man who stalked my late Mother home during the early hours of the 60's thought somehow her work at a hospital had somehow affected him and his family?</div><div>Suppose variation on a theme of faces that each family has wasn’t true and their were 9 wicked midwives who were having a laugh deciding to send all the babies born in that week home with the wrong parents and have a laugh about it there after? Which left people like me believing they had been born and grown up in the wrong family? Given that birth certificates are registered and written up way after the event of a birth possible or not impossible? To have birth certificate signed off by the wrong innocently unsuspecting parents? Considering back in the day some babies were handed straight to a midwife and whisked away to further care while mom got some much needed rest?</div><div> Whilst not wanting to cast dispersion on the profession it is some how now easy to see where it could all be so possible?</div><div>^</div><div>It’s a horrible and awfully illness to stalk someone despite how glamorous and funny it could be made too look. It can leave in its productivity and malfunction so many left trying to heal from so many lies, deceit, rage, anger, defiance disorders, spite, and slights! </div><div>But what is continuing to keep society constantly testing and putting people who are willing to speak out about the hell, cost, mental and emotional anguish, and adversity they are continually forced to live thought on a daily basis, what is it that is keeping society from attacking the messenger so to speak?</div><div>What would the cost of protesters, terrorist, or corruption look like if stalking was mentioned as being part of them all?</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67405132021-09-08T22:59:00+01:002021-09-08T23:45:03+01:00Normalisation = Fear of Treatment!I was not but 00:37 into my journey along the M25 just prior to A40 M40 turn offs when a white volvo jeep-ish looking car possibly lingered a bit then drove passed me. <div>^</div><div>I had slept earlier and had just had a reset power nap. I was doing fine. My energy was not ungrounded! But by the time I noticed this car I began feeling weird. By the time the jeep sped off toward London bound turn off I realised my energy was being pregnated with a drowsy feeling again!</div><div>^</div><div>All that night for some reason almost every time I saw a 3.5ton van with a tail lift I almost fell asleep!</div><div>^</div><div>What started out as randomly finding intruders trespassing into my home now looks like 2 stalkers I was not aware I had!</div><div>Something unsettled me deeply. I took the risk and turned the camera on myself and made a short film called: As Though My Life Doesn't Matter!</div><div>^</div><div>A lorry with international plates passed me but I had long been suspicious the 2 stalkers that I caught on camera intruding into my home were possibly a UK based European lorry drivers?I just managed to catch sight of a very slim girl no longer driving artic but now in a 3.5ton but I could feel not only a gaze but as though a pin was being driven through my butt thro ugh everything inbetween toward my left thigh! Perverted it felt like.Out of shock pure shock I find my imagination jam packed with projective ideas to thwart this problem. Normally, that is not what I do. I never grew up with any exhaustive knowledge of the chakras or anything new age apart from learning about astrology...but with incidents of competitive anger any single drive now seems filled with deluded car driver and otherwise convinced there sending some kind message which generally unfathomable just like the recent trend of people driving past punching their mouths out, ×what's that all about?</div><div>To be cont'd</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67398522021-09-08T14:17:00+01:002021-09-08T18:45:16+01:00Faces in the Crowd?I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness purpose and power life is!<div>^</div><div>Is the pre 60's stalker back?</div><div>"</div><div>How many of our parents were stalked back in the day long before to stalk a person was properly recognised for what it is...parents who would have lived and died without ever realising the full effect of the danger they were potentially in, and the full extent that would have on generation after.generation? </div><div>^</div><div>For about 6 months clairaudiently or telepathically or whatever way you want to call it I have repetitively heard inside my ears "She's a nurse!" "She's a nurse!"</div><div>Well! Yes she was! My late Mother God Love and Bless her soul worked as a nurse. I distinctly remember mention of a man that used to follow her down the road in the early hours singing her name. Back then it sounded like an hilarious folk tale and tail!</div><div>^</div><div>Waking up to calls about further fraud attempts on my account, something went off in my head which triggered a series of thoughts!</div><div>^</div><div>I dare to include my thoughtfilled findings as the following: suppose a stalker goes on to become a killer intentionally or otherwise? (whisked off never to be seen again does not mean a successful audition!) Did that pre-70's stalker stop or carry on attacking us all as a family without any of us ever knowing how to understand why the root of ongoing problems had occurred?</div><div>^</div><div>Recently, for the purpose of my own self healing I decided to make a distinction in my own mind about how and why my feeling thoughts and memory were or had becoming unwilling attached to certain people or the memory of them. It can be an incredibly painful exercise all around. But it can also help with detachment/feelings of abandment/re-alignment of self to attract who you really want in an all round healthy way. </div><div><br></div><div>If a distinction can be made between who you essentially had to mix with like: people who were your parents people. People you had to go to school with live or work with it may help you make better relationship based on who you truly are rather than power other than yourself.</div><div>^</div><div> In really positive cases your parents friends school work church can all be really great jumping off points for life long mutually faithful loyal friendships or even relationships. But what happens when that is not the case because unbeknownst to you a stalker has been winding you up and grinding you down since the first year you were able to put your feet on the ground or first moved to a new country and it takes you 55 + years to ask who really had the influence over your life?</div><div>^</div><div>People you thought were your parents friends or friends of the family who turned out to predators secretly preying on all you had it have as you try to come to terms with and manage possible areas of brain damage, spiritual and emotional strain and damage? Untold things and negative effects and other damages if let's just someone had not been allowed to continue to develop a very unhealthy potentionally dangerous very long term "interest" in somebody else.</div><div>^</div><div>There are many cases where by a stalker just moves on. Thankfully!</div><div>But in some cases where a stalker moves on it is worth asking into what variant and has that variant been passed through the generation of that person's family, friends, and community?</div><div>^</div><div>Faces in Crowd?</div><div>It's one thing to board ship</div><div>Take up on opportunity in far flung region to where you would normally be...But in the grander scheme thinking about what triggered this blog into being it occurred to me that an opportunity to live in new found land does not always change a person's behaviour. Whilst brutal experiences of what is socially not clinically but socially or politically termed as racial violence came out of silence making it into media books need and film. Thinking of my own experience as a survivor of childhood incest rape. How many unheard rape experiences have there been and would that trigger one family to stalk another?</div><div>^</div><div>The confusion is beyond painful believe you me. The possible level of power that may hold all the answers feels more than just burdensome! To never know which can mean generations of abusive relationships, enforced addictions and crime, whilst we are responsible for how we respond some account has to be taken when innocents are born into years duress due to things never been truthfully told and important information beung withheld or the importance of which never truly known? But at the end of the day the truth is stalkers are more than likely to be obsessed with control and for young couples back in the day and even today striving to get ahead and maintain mortgages and leave something valuable behind for their children with a stalker in tow means everything they are trying could possibly if allowed to be may be under some kind of attempted threat due to the illness of one that may have affected or controlled many others?</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism </div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being! </div><div>^</div><div> </div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67211282021-08-19T11:03:00+01:002021-08-19T12:30:11+01:00iNbetween Fanaticism-Dry Stale List of insecurities and Course typical same old Questions!<div>A lot of people are going out looking for love without clinical or medical training then finding they are married to a person’s too far gone illness which they are ill prepared for and incapable of treating kindly, well, or compassionately!</div><div>^</div><div>Vice Versa</div><div>Man sees woman unattached he starts weighing up his options instead of learning who she is? Where she is really at in her life? What and who she really wants out of life or in her life? What her true intentions are? Most important who is she genuinely and truthfully emotionally attached too and what she is emotionally attached too? And what new emotional attachments is she willing to accept?</div><div>^</div><div>He still loves and adores an occasional girlfriend he met years ago, it’s over but they still speak everyday and her husband is cool with that? He reminisces all the time about their time together: is he homesick? Feeling very insecure and inadequate and underappreciated with the person he is in an intimate relationship with now? Or is he just stirring his own shit? Because he derives a sick pleasure from it? Or is he displaying hidden reactions and feelings which betray the possibilities of him feeling he was manipulated-sleighted-belittled-pressured-taken for granted-bossed around-forced and coerced into a relationship and then marriage and then kids without his express permission?</div><div>What on earth crumbled his boundaries in the first place?</div><div>^</div><div>Its tiresome my love But seriously I can’t be with you anymore! </div><div>Mysteriously man just can’t leave! Just can't get out of the house/family home or property door, and can no longer live unhindered or unattached from who and what he no longer chooses, why?</div><div>^</div><div>He can never leave!</div><div>He has no more choice!</div><div>Was he stalked into the marriage?</div><div>Or is man still under the influence of all his abusers behaviours?</div><div>Is he expected to be so conditioned that he is expected to accept such restrictive inhibiting behaviours as traditionally normal marriage behaviours?</div><div>Or is holding a person against their will supposed to be automatically acceptable when it comes to old time traditions or truths of marriage or just in relationships per say?</div><div>^</div><div>What is the best way...for the GOOD of all concerned..to get someone to take responsibility for themselves and others?</div><div>^</div><div>Is it to assume they automatically have the capacity?</div><div>^</div><div>Or is it each of our individual responsibility to learn our own capacity and capabilities for each scenario we choose or each scenario which we do not choose but that comes up for us anyway in our lives. Is it each well persons responsibility to learn and grow the capacity and resources to be able to deal with all the possible consequences for each moment we are alive?</div><div>Who is responsible for those not well enough? Where do we look to find out who does and who does have the capacity to take responsibility for themselves and others?</div><div>^</div><div>Its a Sleepy Sunday I put on soft wool and eat cold ice cream yes cold ice cream...its a bit of a chuckle chuckle but it is because I miss him!</div><div>^</div><div>Something about life recently seems so one upping insensitive evil even competitive to the ugliest of extremes. Life just has not been feeling like our love any more, which always included everything. We always made space for everything about each other but it just felt gone. Yet I visualized us all day long his head buried in my chest . Envisaged him never wanting to.leave me nor I him. I hate to miss him. I like to live with trust knowing he’ll come back and we will continue but not from where we left off because of course those moments are gone !</div><div>^.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67196322021-08-17T20:16:00+01:002021-08-17T21:15:19+01:00iNbetween Fantascism - For Freedom Sake!<div>Dear Father God!</div><div>^</div><div>I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness purpose and power life is!</div><div>^</div><div>In all that infinite wisdom!</div><div>^</div><div>Loose us this day (as I have so learnt to say)from the Angel of Death!</div><div>^</div><div>Every bank and banker loose them from the Angel of Death!</div><div>^</div><div>Every stock exchange and root of all monies loose it and them from the Angel of Death right now!</div><div>^</div><div>Loose this globe called earth from the Angel of Death from the perceptions created everywhere loose us now from it!</div><div>^</div><div>From every death created by the power of thought invested in us all that was unwittingly formed into strength and empowerment and imagery thought belief perception and manifestation that led every nation to believe their should be decay and therefore death right back before the time of the perception known as Christ and the back to the moment creation began where it was believed death should be? loose us loose me now! this day! this moment! this time! from it now!</div><div>This script!</div><div>This poem!</div><div>This prayer maybe deemed as arrogant! Stupid! Cruel! Unnecessary! to be heeded or needed or not needed! but dear God by the brain power and mentality invested in me I surrender this version to thee and beyond with thee! That the thought form or perception be no more! I do not know what inspires me or thy script or why this came upon me this day? Relieve it! Allow it!as I so surrendered to it! In Jesus name Amen pon it!</div><div>^</div><div>I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent as I repent and surrender to the forgiveness power and purpose life is!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen this day(as I have learnt from others to say) and for always if there is nothing else I can ever do in this life with my life, I surrender this poem as an Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>For Freedoms Sake!</div><div>^</div><div>In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost and for however and with whatever anyone else will supplement those 3 with, amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>#LaviniaDeAyr </div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/67109752021-08-09T11:05:00+01:002021-08-09T11:45:17+01:00inBetween Fanatiscism <div>If there is nothing inside everything is created outside?</div><div>He tried to plead sanity off the backs of the emotionally disturbed physically abused financially impoverished he alone created a lack of humanity...but..was he covering up something else like the lack of female success he creates soon after his presence has been felt...an undercurrents of absolute range and hatred not only for himself but everybody else? Or is he a possible victim or survivor of female incest? Rape? Or molestation or something else? Why does he continue to harbour such jealous hate? Is he the silent witness to the murder only he knows he covertly and tacitly committed?</div><div>Hate it if you are lying all the time and you have got no truth to show at the end of it! But what and who does that really mean? What does that rreally relate too?</div><div>^</div><div>Obsessiveness about creating or having an image exists because nothing else is naturally or internally present?</div><div>^</div><div>You cannot? or may be you can? take an illness out of a disorder dis-ease or brain damage and make it into authority or power simply because of its grip on what is of monetary value? Is that what for so many years so many have tried to do? Whilst deep in the need to let go of those with no ability to accurately relate relay translate or understand information correctly? Within that plight is that deeply damaging phrase too all to often too many of us have failed to understand the impact and damage it has cause our lives! How many times have we unwittingly shown someone no care or understanding by saying and asking: isn’t it obvious? Or I thought it would be obvious!</div><div>In the name of knowledge about brain health how dare any of us say or even ask?</div><div>If someone struggles with perception due to injury and yet that person leads the appearance of a normal life making choices unaware of the extent of they are perception are off balance! How dare we ask or presume what is obvious for those who cannot even perceive social cues? It would be so violent to the person for anyone to presume what is obvious to them or is not obvious to them, and what's more could never be obvious to them because quite natural they do not possess the brain function to perceive what is presumed to be generally obvious to all those who do not lack that particular brain function! Isn't hat more correct? Especially for those who suffer in life as a result of their injuries when it comes to having no grip on what is generally thought to be accurate perception least of all because theu appear to be coping with life just as successfully as everybody else!</div><div>^</div><div>Until you have learnt each individuals ability to perceive learn or understand is on the same page as everybody else nothing is obvious to anyone! Brain damage trauma injury forcible mental emotional spiritual and financial perceptions disturbances due to abuses all affect how an individual can see something as obvious or not!</div><div>^</div><div>I need to address this/ you done mash up my life/ distracted me from my loved ones/ destroyed my reputation so i don’t stand a chance/ you cost me so much and then you can’t ever pay it back it's not that they don't know how you feel....they are doing things to deliberately make you feel things you do not want to feel!</div><div><br></div><div>...its just hard for them to believe you've been had</div><div>Not by a lover</div><div>But trapped within the years of a conniving stalker with a ton of supporters no one else is willing to perceive or see!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/65707622021-03-11T07:36:00+00:002021-03-11T11:45:25+00:00Lanes of Strange Events<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-DgdnPTTtxMU/YEn2eYrdjaI/AAAAAAAAIxA/TuaWvwACqT4RV-GbMd2s3scFKSSrJmp4gCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1615460035159549-0.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-DgdnPTTtxMU/YEn2eYrdjaI/AAAAAAAAIxA/TuaWvwACqT4RV-GbMd2s3scFKSSrJmp4gCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1615460035159549-0.png" class="size_orig justify_inline border_" width="400" /> </a>
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If you do stop serial sex offenders they become more angry and possibly even more subtle but it never just ends there unfortunately </div><div>^</div><div>Its strength and behaviour patterns which get all tied up </div><div>And now its mens rea</div><div>And maybe as well that it may also be that brunette man on the tube train all those years ago as I was going up down and around town getting to work who sat with a large baggy coat feathered neck length hair blatantly holding a brand new pack of what looked like minted money sat across from me looking focused but daze was he trying to show me something so obvious about what world change is?</div><div>^</div><div>I dare you!</div><div>^</div><div>I dare you to see flip it change it and stop talking about what isn't as if is!</div><div>^</div><div>Just for being a Poet of sorts theres back lash misinterpretation, the how dare she! Possessiveness's over expression...but hey!</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64748872020-11-11T12:13:00+00:002020-11-11T14:45:07+00:00Fanaticism pt 9<div>Originally Added to blogger 11/11/2020/11:30</div><div>^</div><div>I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness purpose and power life is!</div><div>^</div><div>Thou Shalt not Leave!</div><div>^</div><div>Set out feeling great</div><div>Driving along enjoying the sound of the engine, the wind blowing, or some fine music </div><div>Minding my own pretty business</div><div>But the cars start lingering in the mirror</div><div>Driving slower</div><div>Then a feeling comes over</div><div>Feels like puffs of air rising or swiping down across your face</div><div>You still ani't taking any notice because your driving and trying to do what is road safe</div><div>Cars suspiciously waiting driving </div><div>A Yellow Van </div><div>An energy swathing begins occurring</div><div>The next thing you know you are struggling to stay awake behind the wheel whilst driving!</div><div>Forced to fall asleep</div><div>^</div><div>There is a long line of traffic driving in the same lane behind you</div><div>Lengths and lengths of long trucks</div><div>But you observe one driver with their lights too high or too bright</div><div>That driver keeps pulling out and flashing lights</div><div>You try to ignore it but it keeps happening and then you start to feel you energy changing</div><div>Forced to change again</div><div>Because someone is practicing something in the belief it will never be identified as someone else</div><div>^</div><div>A jealously of such hate</div><div>Which can never congratulate</div><div>A jealously of such hate</div><div>Which hates anyone who can graduate</div><div>A jealously of such hate</div><div>Which will concoct and derive a way to destroy in such away that evidence will only ever point at one perceived as a victim and equally as a survivor for ignoring the aims of the one so jealous!</div><div>^</div><div>Driving down the road again</div><div>And many will try claim something is wrong with the state you are in</div><div>Stressed out and traumatised, yes!</div><div>Terrified even to be left not earning after the years jealously managed to find their way into destroying what the mundane and boring where doing to make a living!</div><div>But they had to get into destroy everything</div><div>How dare she leave and seek better from education or any job place and most of all my life!</div><div>^</div><div>But you will be to blame if it is not seen or realised that this is the work of possible levels of highly psychiatric illnesses</div><div>It is not that you are without compassion </div><div>But this continues on because of where the levels began</div><div>It is hard to have to speak out against someone</div><div>It is hard to forced to speak out against a regime</div><div>It is hard to be one person forced into a position to have to stand up to an entire institution which also holds or has at one time held within it abusive beliefs and systems!</div><div>^</div><div>Thou Shall Leave a State of Fear for a Love which will always understand no guilt will ever abide where illness is left to thrive!</div><div>^</div><div>Driving down the road</div><div>Poked prodded shoved</div><div>By energy derived from illnesses or the necessity to resist</div><div>Feeling forced to use your imagination to match the hate sent into your system</div><div>Where you are driving down the road and again feel woozy after the driver of the red car infront is lingering and watching you as you drive past crackit lane</div><div>Waiting and gauging for when the "sleep now" command can go in</div><div>^</div><div>Excerpt from up and coming book</div><div><br></div><div>Fanaticism! </div><div>To be published</div><div>Amazon kdp</div><div>www.naturalflowism.com</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64628892020-10-25T13:00:00+00:002020-10-25T13:45:17+00:00The Obvious...<div>I swear the thing about the obvious is that everybody or almost everybody sees it but maybe just maybe not everybody can say it, because it is obvious</div><div><br></div><div>It is lined up perfectly </div><div>Because it is obvious</div><div>But it begs something which is obviously obvious whilst not yet being obvious obviously!</div><div> </div><div>Something happened around me in such away I know it was something of someone obvious yet it has possibly morphed into something of someone doing what they do less obviously </div><div><br></div><div>I was fine alert and awake</div><div>Then felt a very fine slight movement of air swipe from top left of my face and as if it was pull down to the bottom right of my face toward my jaw as a car emerged from the service station to merge with the flow of motorway traffic</div><div><br></div><div>But upon approach my thoughts turned to suddenly being filled with dread of being forced to feel drowsy when it is not what I am feeling really. Yet if you know a regular occurrence will occur it is obviously wise to be prepared but not so obvious to confirm that us an attacker lagging behind as they wait and gauge their approach which will leave being yanked and dragged and feeling battered just for doing the work you need which matters.</div><div><br></div><div>There are halls and corridors filled of those which suffer the most horrendous ills whilst causing the most cruel and dreadful skilled in appearance distracting their obvious inability to have any kind and healthy intention </div><div><br></div><div>Many visit and work with the Intention of healing and being kind</div><div>I was one of them at one point in time. But I was too immature to look back to see who would have seen me or noted me in my blind empathy to know what cruelty would do when kindness is shown. </div><div><br></div><div>It is much more obvious now </div><div>Because years of experience has forced me to wake up to the multiple tricks of distraction easily preyed upon whilst I try to prioritise my focus and attention</div><div><br></div><div>It is obvious</div><div>But it leaves an obvious thing</div><div>Something which leaves the obvious less obvious yet obviously present</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism </div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64628902020-10-25T10:31:00+00:002020-10-25T13:45:17+00:00Woke up remembering...<div>Though enjoying being in public places had been made uncomfortable </div><div><br></div><div>I remember being just fine until that helicopter began rising and my mind and head began spinning with messages like: your not staying</div><div>Shouldn't you be going?</div><div><br></div><div>Today when I remember I hear things sentences like: ...and I went and paid him - the make things impossible payments</div><div><br></div><div>Now, i am not stating any facts or laying any claim to such payments existing or such action of being true!</div><div><br></div><div>I just remember feeling instantly unhappy with and without fully consciously realising or properly processing feelings of feeling violated and attempts at public humiliation whilst internally terrorized in public and in private!</div><div><br></div><div>They laughed</div><div>I have laughed</div><div>I know different laughs</div><div>Was so in pain</div><div>I laughed till others felt shame </div><div>Learnt from the years I was laughed at beyond just feeling humiliated and I still grew up to laugh when young too immature to realise the illness excessive laughter can be and the long lasting negative effects it can sustain on certain vulnerable citizens.</div><div><br></div><div>They laughed</div><div>With beautiful white teeth smiles</div><div>On bended knee</div><div>Sporty</div><div>Were they real?</div><div>I was so steeped in spiritualism at the time</div><div>Looking back it feels like they were hiding somebody</div><div>Bad reputation </div><div>Theres me living trying to get to normal by writing and eventually sharing my personal initmate diaries for my own self-healing only to find the years when I was under the age of consent below the age of a child sexually abused all those years where being used to again abuse me for being loose!</div><div><br></div><div>Yes as an adult you have your responsibility to take and decisions to make</div><div>But I will write again</div><div>It takes years to wake up and become knowing and strong when abuse has been relentlessly maintained by abusers who cannot heal or run from what they have done</div><div><br></div><div>That pond</div><div>Those ducks</div><div>Those swans</div><div>The stories they must be able tell</div><div>The Gardens</div><div>The Park</div><div>Still to this day has been the everyday get out </div><div>In my younger days it was where I thought I had dreamt up a freer life </div><div>Away from religious restrictions</div><div>It was where speakers spoke</div><div>And hippies often shared kisses</div><div>The park is where I would go heartbroken by exes and career choices and job loses frustrated by my own lack </div><div>Sit witless be approached by male stranger and end up experiencing chewing gum kisses </div><div>Left me feeling completely insulted and down graded nothing romantic </div><div>Each and every time</div><div>No love</div><div>Unexpected liaisons I still hadn't learnt to avoid!</div><div>The lushness of nature shaped into a park</div><div>The perils of the abused as they try to learn how to find the level of love they need for their own hearts to heal!</div><div>Especially when so often Love is confused as sex lust and desire</div><div>As though as easy as looking at flowers to attain</div><div>In peace I remember this refrain</div><div>But a little voice says to me...you should have gone back to sleep until you could get up without remembering anything!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64628912020-10-25T09:19:00+00:002020-10-25T13:45:17+00:00Waking Up feeling...<div>Corrected Version</div><div>
<div>Too many years stolen stuck thinking</div>
<div>Too many years debilitated by unanswered questions </div>
<div>Too many years spent being followed everyday</div>
<div>By sick obssessional and deluded naysayers!</div>
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<div>A stalker is a stalker and stalking does not change </div>
<div>Calling it journalism does not reduce the pain</div>
<div>The people want</div>
<div>The people need</div>
<div>The people read</div>
<div>But are the people all good</div>
<div>Or are they sick with greed or wrong needs?</div>
<div>Are the people injured </div>
<div>Or full of dis-ease </div>
<div>About what they think they need or want to see or read?</div>
<div>So why feed?</div>
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<div>Too many years spent lost and feeling stolen</div>
<div>Though thankfully some good and informative information has been chosen</div>
<div>Researched and taught millions of us many many good lessons </div>
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<div>A stalker is a stalker</div>
<div>Stalking is a very serious and even deadly diagnosis and set of behaviours</div>
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<div>Which cannot be hidden clothed or clad behind anything, anyone, least of all a profession!</div>
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<div>Because sooner or later</div>
<div>A person with such behaviours</div>
<div>Will be forced to expose the behaviours nature!</div>
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<div>Too much time....</div>
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<div>Too many years.... </div>
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<div>Thank God they sat there saying </div>
<div>Shrugging and winking about the blatant crimes they have been committing</div>
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<div>There are no permissions given in a cameras instructions which says you can rob and steal a persons life, their mind, or their belongings</div>
<div>Just because you cannot perceive who is collectively clinically sick!</div>
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</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Unedited Version</div><div>Too many years stolen stuck thinking</div><div>Too many years debilitated by unanswered questions </div><div>Too many years spent being followed everyday</div><div>By sick obssessional and deluded naysayers!</div><div><br></div><div>A stalker is a stalker and stalking does not change </div><div>Calling it journalism does not reduce the pain</div><div>The people want</div><div>The people need</div><div>The people read</div><div>But are the people or good</div><div>Or they sick with greed or wrong needs?</div><div>Are the people injured </div><div>Or full of dis-ease </div><div>About what they think they need or want to see or read?</div><div>So why feed?</div><div><br></div><div>Too many years spent lost and feeling stolen</div><div>Though some good and informative information has been chosen</div><div>Researched and taught millions of us many many good lessons </div><div><br></div><div>A stalker is a stalker</div><div>Stalking is a very serious and even deadly diagnosis and set of behaviours</div><div><br></div><div>Which cannot be hidden clothed or clad behind anything, anyone, least of all a profession!</div><div><br></div><div>Because sooner or later</div><div>A person with such behaviours</div><div>Will be forced to expose the behaviours nature!</div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Too much time....</div><div>&</div><div>Too many years.... </div><div><br></div><div>Thank God they sat they saying </div><div>Shrugging and winking about the blatant crimes they have been committing</div><div><br></div><div>There are no permissions given in a cameras instructions which says you can rob and steal a persons life, their mind, or their belongings</div><div>Just because you cannot perceive who is collectively clinically sick!</div><div>^ </div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64534312020-10-11T11:33:00+01:002020-10-11T16:00:05+01:00Freedom and Love Thankfully Grateful not because you have lied something else means you cannot fully say!I am so Thankfully Grateful and Blessed as I Repent and Surrender to the Forgiveness Purpose and Power Life is!<div><br></div><div>Every time I look around</div><div>Someone is affected</div><div>Even by not being affected </div><div>Some how even that is connected</div><div><br></div><div>This morning gratefully I woke up and asked myself what haven't you been saying or writing?</div><div><br></div><div>For me </div><div>I have taken my creatively written self-healung everywhere I think it should go</div><div>From love to hate</div><div>From kindness to wickedness and back again to freedom and love</div><div>But you know even though I have shared and created so much in as much honesty as I can</div><div>The truth is alot of what I have written about still has lengths and miles of things I would really like to say but feel I cannot</div><div>It is as much as I can do</div><div>Is to get some parts of it out of my system each day week or month etc</div><div>But when I really ask myself is that everything I was even surprised by myself when the answer was no!</div><div><br></div><div>As complaining as I feel I have been forced to be. Something is still tellung me I have not complained or advised appropriately to possibly affect a change in situations which have deeply changed and sadly even affected the way of my being.</div><div>All of that at times feels like a danger almost lurks beneath after years of being mistaken for possibly being somebody else or by anothers perception of who you really are.</div><div><br></div><div>It is sad but true among the wrong mindset speaking about the way you respond to life and others can mean the difference of someone believing they can blame you for all wrong doing without feeling any shame or responsibility about their own behaviour.</div><div><br></div><div>Self Awareness</div><div>Self Searching</div><div>Self Healing</div><div>Is not a freedom for all to blame you because you can look at your own behaviours actions reactions and responses and own them.</div><div><br></div><div>Responding to this mornings wake up call which very gently and lovingly ask me to search myself and at least know that as much time that is given sharing must for me personally hold the realisation of what is not being written from the total depth of my being. The really crux that would more than likely pull the feeling of disappearing moments and lost days into the open where they belong to be dealt with properly to the point they will not continually return to consistently haunt me.</div><div><br></div><div>I have put enough on myself to achieve change and turn around in my own private world. I must admit I have been ill prepared for how my own private energy goals and desires would connect or manifest externally. </div><div><br></div><div>Through anyone person we see or feel one of lifes blessings and challenges is to know and learn if what we see or if what we are told is in the proportion to the real truth if it were ever told.</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Freedom and Love!</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64531052020-10-10T13:27:00+01:002020-10-10T16:45:17+01:00The Unknown iRate Detective interrupts a form of prayer!<div>Dear God</div><div><br></div><div>A mind seems stuck on returning to thoughts of someone it has never known, why?</div><div><br></div><div>"Because it was supposed" TUiD interrupts a time of prayer</div><div><br></div><div>It is known there is a diagnosis but diagnosis is not felt as a diagnosis yet within that also is a diagnosis that begs the question as to how can freedom be obtain from such a diagnosis?</div><div><br></div><div>Filled ego and diagnosis wax lyrical about no love as they cry in heartbreak of all they cannot any longer see or feel</div><div><br></div><div>We remain together in a refrain where never the twain shall meet or be seen </div><div>We never existed </div><div>Yet we feel but not yet freely</div><div>For we are trapped above and from beneath</div><div>Yet we are not linked except some tries to perceive a link as a result of a diagnosis at which time they will perceive to unify things and people where absolutely none could ever exist!</div><div><br></div><div>"Get in your stalker bit or should I say?" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>Silence</div><div><br></div><div>"Ok...then....heres the odd bits she turns up again like a sideways canter who is it?...fuck knows....that last time it was the sideways canter to waving card board opposite the airport on the A40 seemed like a replica outfit from time spent delivering on the back of a Class 2 in 2002 called to a job last minute. What is the need for all this can't say feckry? They are people being sucked into behind the scenes of things they want nothing to do with. They mean no harm they just want to pick up and keep moving on but...maybe all of this leads back to the old days when there were fewer nosey people asking to see into this and that and those that did get involved knew what they were getting involved in because it was what they wanted or it was who they fell in love with! It was about less sick people allowed to pretend they were in love because true love does not produced statics of domestic violence or other abuses....to fuck this blud clart got everybody out...and thats the same for the cuntavirus who sets up shop only around the low paid...back in the day they used to put you through yah money and you have only just got paid. Because the flipping cunt used to be thinking up ways of how you could spend yah money before you even left your work on pay day.... thought of how many rounds of cups of tea you should buy everytime somebody does something on the same job they are already getting paid to do, then just to keep your wages you have got to be able outwit and get passed the market stall of things to buy before you get home to yah partner and kids with nothing left for food and bills...i tell yah back in the day they had you set up proper...and if you dare walked passed their pub where they had all their beers on tab you'd get laughed into the ground for being too tight...it was though you and your family meant nothing!" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>Dear Father</div><div><br></div><div>We pray for the strength to find a healthy way out of out diagnoses cuntavirus and otherwise or stupid!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64517172020-10-08T14:01:00+01:002020-10-08T18:30:06+01:00Somewhere in this Love is Freedom and Bliss!<div>Ever heard of them that can become so jealous in their behaviour toward you that dare you mention abuse or your feelings from their abuse anything said or done will only ever be ruinous to the point of to have any compassion or understanding for someone who had become so poisoned it eventually becomes safer to show yourself as feeling nothing for them at all, it is an unimaginable state of relationship to ever have to face</div><div><br></div><div>I wake up gratefully in what feels like a dual heartbreak. The impossibility of love reminds me of where my life first began</div><div><br></div><div>As I wake thankful and grateful for my life I feel like my head is in a bind and turn to cleansing meditations for a sick home to cleanse the water and to clean and protect the third eye psychically </div><div><br></div><div>I never grew up knowing or understanding anything about third eye, the chakra system, meditation despite going to church and learning to pray. The first worldly thing that captured my imagination as an alternative form of guidance other than the God and the Bible was astrology and astrologers. I lived in years of guilt and fear as I became hooked on their guidance beginning the journey from child rape survivor into a woman hoping to find love not realising all I will eventually do is meet no mutual love at all. Passing fancy. Forced proclamations of Love but in the true sense of it all nothing except the greatest love of all that I too found within me and Motherhood</div><div><br></div><div>I didn't realise that in deciding to share my inner world thoughts and feelings that work would be listed as critical. It certainly is not how I see myself or what I do but I woke on the afternoon somehow feeling like I had broke new ground</div><div><br></div><div>Women become men to fulfil themselves or for the varying reasons necessary some sadly so they can continue the abuse against women and vice versa though this is not fully true or comprehensive it comes to me again and again even though I would prefer to find alternative breakthroughs from an ongoing truth of abuse I don't quite know what including that here is supposed to be about, or do if anything at all</div><div><br></div><div>That world which says its all on you</div><div>That diagnosis which says it must be you </div><div>Because those who suffer from it are too weak to release you or be truly released or free</div><div>The guilt of someone who could do nothing more than try to use me and keep me trapped in their need to distract from what really creates happy</div><div><br></div><div>The years of someone elses innate fear that made sure they were here there and everywhere to make sure there was no one else I could tell or nowhere I could go to escape their guilty need for control</div><div><br></div><div>It has been an all out terror of those screaming the truth on an everyday wage which cannot compare to the investment made to silence those screams till they dissipate, all of this has never just been about me you suffer if you cannot love or heal though it may not seem so in the presence of the ego and its bravardo</div><div><br></div><div>Underneath for those of us who continue to live normally adjusting to what circumstances maybe we understanding that is what true freedom and bliss even as we are forced to watch the plans of cruelty and wickedness trying to be free without any independence of you and me</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^ </div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64504762020-10-06T21:02:00+01:002020-10-06T23:30:17+01:00Who Started a War between Men and Women and Why? TUiD is in pissed off coarse work!<div>If you could imagine....</div><div><br></div><div>"What?" TUiD</div><div>.... being surrounded by people who are convinced they are doing good so far removed from the reality of the oppression they issued!</div><div><br></div><div>I could </div><div>I could imagine it because I am the one living it</div><div>"Oh fuck off and shut up!" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>Nobody acknowledges or says anything about the repressed lesbians forced to be married to who could never care or give a shit about them because after all this is all happening behind a religion</div><div>"Is it?"TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>The sexually repressed deviant and the oppressed are all favoured as the Godly as the undercover police officers attend each divine service unnoticed!</div><div><br></div><div>Insane and incessant beatings follow in the homes of church goers where finally the truth about the reality of the criminal attendees is unearth whilst some escape claiming a need to be preying upon those driving for a living</div><div><br></div><div>They keep up good jobs and successful businesses behind the misery they have created as they stalk other church goers</div><div><br></div><div>...and it all comes out again as though i cannot write anything different!</div><div><br></div><div>To be able to freely think is right except when you chose to be part of cult of some other division which being a driver isn't except for the stalker who has tried to cruely control everybody. Who has tried to remove any importance from rape and remove the stigma from incest so again one part of society can be raped and abused be taken for granted by anybody and anything without their permission! Then the same stalker in another incident joins protests about systemic racism chauvinism and the same kind of systematic abuse they have issued!</div><div><br></div><div>People....no.... </div><div>....it is not just people because there is a certain kind violence that resides in a certain body which appears to be a person but unfortunately eventually they can only ever be identified as a complete disorder and an enemy!</div><div><br></div><div>The right to think freely?</div><div>I pray there is no question mark really </div><div>Because I knew I was attacked so intimately</div><div>Attacked on purpose</div><div>Of all the good and great things we can do with our lives</div><div>But it is has been the consistent need to ride or drive pass</div><div>To consider all who truly cannot communicate</div><div>Debilitated by the one stuck on using inside power to cause unnecessary misery </div><div>Life made worse because of the willingness to let go and survive</div><div>The longer they were not stopped the deeper and greater the prison they created for those deemed unwilling to obey their cruel sickness which convinced some people they had to be in control of everybody</div><div>It wasn't enough to stay away</div><div>They replicated the faces of the ones they targeted</div><div>So intent on their last will in testament</div><div>They fight knockout each other out Then set the lie around those who supposedly never knew but whose life eventually became so infected because of questions of unanswered</div><div>Clairaudience which whispered in the last week of September 2020 and beginning of October 2020 for me to say: Remember I'm in Vietnam...same quiet voice also says...act of God.....</div><div>From who and for who it is- it is not known</div><div>Too schooled to know or be true</div><div>But to set up a constant presence around someone to destroy their natural ability to think for themselves to do that what on earth can such a diagnosis know?</div><div>A careful calculation</div><div>If what you think about comes about then only a stalker can believe that their wish will be fulfilled but there is much more to attraction than that everything must align and not have an adverse vibration which indicates you are being forced against your own will - because if it does the 'against" will be what aligns to the vibration which will show up as a negative and attract!</div><div><br></div><div>The vibration has to be equally permissive for an all out ongoing positive result. </div><div><br></div><div>Since neutral and natural law responds to the most predominant thought...one person being coercive and manipulative forcing a another person to sit in possessive traumatic oppression due their presence.... will be sending an adverse energy to the universe which will create more of the same, correct?</div><div><br></div><div>A lot of frustrated church goers and frustrated women who were desperate to marry who didn't know about hes gay and hes going to stay that way and worship just the same!</div><div><br></div><div>"Oh give me a break this ain't even real...what a load of shit you have written who cares?"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64470742020-10-01T18:14:00+01:002020-10-01T19:15:13+01:00TUiD stars in....to not cast dispersions - The Coarse Work is...what is misding that will whole?<div>The following is scary because it may sound condesending when it is not meant too...</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work example only: context is: unwanted sexual behaviours that disturb harm and abuse otherwise normal relations between people and the ability to meet someone naturally and naturally grow in love lets just say someone dyslexic or something else similar to that or in that field of challenges or within the same context of perception and ability...person is functional and intelligent but can they fully perceive the variation of 'marketing' antics of the sex industry puts out to be able to avoid it to discern and a relationship which has intimacy?</div><div><br></div><div>They are young and vulnerable yet they function as rough and tumble</div><div>Sometimes blinded by their visual identities and the appearance and visual identity and wealth of others...but for the truth is it among them all?</div><div><br></div><div>But it is sexual</div><div>And they are looking</div><div>When your not looking</div><div>There is someone checking that you are looking</div><div>Did she look?</div><div>Here's the game...so you get 1 point if she looks at a girl....ah...and yes someone is developing danger and is stuck on creating a game plan...and its like shouting out loud from behind glass </div><div>Sound proofed glass!</div><div>Creatively you say it</div><div>Therapeutically you need the reprieve and relief from it</div><div>But then there is a terror which begins to build up</div><div>If it builds up in you it will make you sick</div><div>Then you think.....suppose it triggers shit?</div><div>Then you eventually let go and hope</div><div>Because you just dont have it</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64470752020-10-01T15:25:00+01:002020-10-01T19:15:13+01:00TUiD's busy inbetween phone hackers & re-writters another aspect of the case has been discovered......Thursday seems to be the pimps renewal...but there is nothing to get excited about because it means abuse!<div><br></div><div>Phones are currently heated and at the ready as the re-writers hack in....</div><div><br></div><div>Without Excuses</div><div>Without Reason</div><div>Without Success</div><div>Its been like screaming from behind glass</div><div>Glass which is sound proofed! <br>
</div><div><br></div><div>They lure</div><div>They walk with children as if almost like cattle</div><div>Dressed up in bravado</div><div>The pain of exposure and rape allowed to look over and control so many?!</div><div>No gender bias</div><div>Just the effects of assault and rage</div><div>From blatancy to secrecy</div><div>Too well honed and accepted in society</div><div>Pimping is no longer just street selling and sex trafficking </div><div>It is the trolls and the jealous partners</div><div>Who have never met you</div><div>Who become convinced they can match make you without your consent</div><div>It all melts into this one vibe of Thursday being the pimps day and night out?</div><div><br></div><div>Underwhich one man is believed to have been found to have been kind whilst having beaten an assault much of womankind</div><div>Has merged gangs and crime into the best of society and working life but not without an unrelenting hold on what he believes to be his families world?</div><div><br></div><div>Not much Coarse Worl here as something needed to tie us back into finishing the blogs about incest...in the random ongoing game of blame vin = ven = vill = vi!</div><div><br></div><div>When you do not even need to mix or have anything to do with the sex trade but you can be singled out as a clients wish!</div><div><br></div><div>Then find yourself as marked territory against your own will and permission!</div><div><br></div><div>Woe betide you if they can pay to have stalked all day</div><div>Watched in every which way</div><div>Not necessarily because of theie money or fame</div><div>No more randomly</div><div><br></div><div>Without Excuses</div><div>Without Reason</div><div>Without Sensitivity </div><div>Without Success</div><div>Things built up to no a veil</div><div>Much attention</div><div>Vibes and what feels like things are being built up</div><div>Only for the cruelty of dis-ease and injury to be the be all and end all of everything happening</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>...and to come again to this thing called Thurdays.....pimps night or day merged or on own territory....it is not to be a judge or a prude for everybody needs to make their money but when it crosses the line into a space and time not designed for such ongoing psychology damage anyway but for that attack to also be of a sexual nature hypnotically pulled and picked on "air pressure" energy projection techniques which can violate you expose you leave you feeling physically uncomfortable and emotionally and spiritually distarught and destroyed then you must be dealing higher up the more dangerous ends of personality disorders?</div><div><br></div><div>Even families getting on the pimps treadmill</div><div>Estranged but this is the guy the family preferred best....and you don't even know him....years of distress!</div><div><br></div><div>Though none of this may be true to offload your day in writing is one of the best ways to heal your brain</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64443472020-09-28T10:52:00+01:002020-09-28T13:00:03+01:00TUiD wants to confront Lavinia<div>But in the meanwhile sit wondering and dreaming up Coarse Work why...In a form of skilful hatred a town is skilfully run raggedigidee by its own willingness to reject and accept wrong opposites?</div><div><br></div><div>Late to bed </div><div>Early to rise</div><div>Makes a person</div><div>Sick unhealthy and unwise?</div><div><br></div><div>Everybody is press these days</div><div>They make you feel stalked as they follow on behind the followed</div><div>You got christian press blog press everybody just press</div><div>Its like the motorway come like one ironing board and everybody driving deh own little iron press ganging along?</div><div><br></div><div>To be contd</div><div><br></div><div>
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</div><div>The Unknown iRate Detective is still in the Classroom Lecturing via Questioning!</div><div><br></div><div>TUiD warns...during the duration of this section of the course you are very strongly advised to bare in mind that an innocent child and children have been forced to grow influenced by the jealous manipulative abandoning stalking behaviours of not only their own parents but the effect of survival of stalking behaviours will have on them and on the way others behave toward them!</div><div><br></div><div>TUiD further advises to remain neutral as you explore and consider all behaviour patterns advocacy feminism and activism may also include disturbing and challenging behaviours patterns equal to that of intense even borderline stalking behaviours as there may be an overlap as each individual fights to either regain control of the lives or maintain the healthly control they had in their lives prior to being attack. It is vital you remain clear that you see very clearly the point at which the attack on the innocent or unsuspecting began and most of all you are directed to create a big scale prevention which will stop and disallow the connections of persons, the attractions of persons, the negative vibrations of circumstances which will steels the mind of each person in the first place so they will never be attracted to each other in the first place!</div><div><br></div><div>Proceed with Coarse Work:</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work Title: Mother tries to hide the child not able to understand they are both being targeted by qualified psychics who intend to target them for the rest of their lives without their knowledge!</div><div><br></div><div>A Connection to a Soap Opera for a short period of time was forced in as an indirect forced component but what erks me is why....several years and addresses later would it be necessary for the relatives of actors to be the ones to get into her home via maintainence of facilities?</div><div><br></div><div>Are screened dramas legitimate or fuelled by the crimes they portray and is there a link to murder when even the abused refuse to let go or stay?</div><div><br></div><div>How is it possible for jealously to be suffered so deeply so rampantly that even though abused or treated badly the need to hold claw back from...or gain control over is the overpowering ultimate need than to actually leave and be free?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> How do you over come a hurt when it hurt so bad to go through it and even though it is over the pain still binds and blocks you from saying it?</div><div><br></div><div>Whilst there are targeted supplementsand other treatments you can take free flow journaling is one of the least expensive. What is your reaction when you come across very intense traumatised writing?</div><div><br></div><div>If you are dismissive can you articulate how someone who has been forced into living or becoming so incapacitated will be able to unblock the attack their under in time to get appropriate help or care?</div><div><br></div><div>TUiD the truth so many people do not get unblock or unlocked out of trauma which can mean excessive expression which equally gets as ignored as silence!</div><div><br></div><div>What happens next?</div><div><br></div><div>Years of hurt continues</div><div>Deep sadness and bruises of being rejected and mistreated because of so much ignorance about dis-eases</div><div>In some cases reactions and responses have been so badly damages there is no room left for excuses apologies just a continual round of abuses</div><div>Forgiveness is truly only in the letting go because your own pain escalated somebody elses pain and there is nowhere together you can go especially when you were asked to abuse someone and remain hated for being too young to know to say no!</div><div>This is what creates the Godless feelings in the world all the money to bring forth the programmes systems and technologies but the dis-eases are still saying no!</div><div>What is this NO?</div><div>Why is it always NO?</div><div>Why not find the YES?</div><div>That YES which says in fact you don't have to meet that tragic situation or somebody?</div><div>That Yes or go ahead that does not remain negatively aggravatingly or stupidly suspended in "I wouldn't like to say...or I didn't like to say....or I did not want to have to tell you.....or we just didn't want you to know or have to put up with the consequences of having to tell you?"</div><div><br></div><div>How does all of the above form a cult?</div><div>
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</div><div>So...apparently the used to sit all day using all the goodness and opportunity and good health there is life to dream up and drum how they were going to take their revenge on the incest and violent forced upon innocent children forcing them to become abused children and specifically to this case set out to abuse the adulthood not only of one child but also abuse the child that cjils would grow up to have why? Not only because of abuse and dis-ease but because despite abuse dis-ease and behaviour patterns that child was to grow up and try fight to break the chains of slavery rape and incest which all go together seem like the intelligent thing to do right?</div><div><br></div><div>So, what causes family members to react in fear and set about making sure that family member is: 1: stalked 2: Watches that family member to the point they can gauge how they can manipulate an unknown relative into the life of an unsuspecting family member so as to continue another stage of incest and rape?</div><div><br></div><div>Is that family loyalty?</div><div>Sadistic?</div><div>Narcissistic?</div><div>Borderline personality disorder?</div><div>Cultural?</div><div>An affect of incestious rape?</div><div>Criminal Behaviour?</div><div>Or just what is known as keeping it in the family?</div><div>Or barbaric?</div><div>Sexual brutalist behaviour trap?</div><div>Would you support the following behaviours toward the family member who chose to do what they could do to break the chains of incestuous rape: would you agree to treat that family member with; spite? restriction? anger? make sure they are treated as a dissident? or treated as an outcast? that their work home and social life is continually harrassing?</div><div>To change track a little away from incest and dosmestic abuse can you imagine how this will play out else where like in business and employment?</div><div><br></div><div>After all of that how can the present past and future be orientated away from all the above?</div><div><br></div><div>Also, what do you do when you know and it has become extremely obvious someone or a group of people are deliberately abusing or acting to out in such a away to cause you....or put you in a dilemma which will accrue and create the need for solicitor fees?</div><div>
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</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work: </div><div>1. Who made the very 1st "judgement" call which named her?</div><div>2. Who made the wrong or worst move?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"Im going to run you like a chicken farm raising errant eggs..." Clairsentience imposes</div><div><br></div><div>"Why has Uncle S been shouting all these years?" Clairaudience </div><div><br></div><div>"Since going over...hours spent with the holy Pentecost?" answers?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"His son is ruin?" Gentle 1st tare near clairsentience heard saying question marks are for broken messages not fully understood</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Narcissistic personalities unrecognised drum up mystery and intrigue among the niave and unsuspecting. But in crime they and them alone produce leave and dictate the most common and obvious evidence</div><div><br></div><div>Why?</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64328872020-09-14T00:44:00+01:002020-09-14T04:45:14+01:00TUiD in....there was just something about them?<div><br></div><div>That feeling of needing to do something big to stay relevant - the investigation whilst trying to create the biggest "non-event" for someone else!</div><div><br></div><div>If you saw it on a ward</div><div>Someone madly running to frantically do something before someone else you'll understanding it</div><div><br></div><div>The visual impact of seeing someome in a confined space tackling someone dragging down and holding them back pushing elbowing and shoving someone without any apparent provocation </div><div>Tends to be alot easier to understand than the exact same behaviour carried out energetically everyday in public or in a communal domestic setting....</div><div>
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</div><div>The families started to turn a birch<br>What was that racism thing?<br>Defining a moment a part from the obvious violence<br><br>When your socialising or being social and the only white fucker in the room kills the moment with an insult by being condensing stupid or by inadvertantly or deliberately blurting out a derogatory comment and seemingly enjoying the effect it has....aka no more laughter or smiling faces the sadness and stares to the floor!<br><br>And that makes it still wrong to blame 'the white man'?<br><br>Yes because the white mans response has to be clear of not having its root cause in brain damage injury or dis-ease before it can be blamed on the colour of a mans skin<br><br>You have to free da white men dem!<br>Fah we already knew!<br>From da day dem talk ("the mediums") said our history is the wrong way round <br><br>Free da dis-eases cha' man and everything done!<br><br>Its the Children's turn<br>Or so they feel<br>The legacy of children whose parents stalked<br>Nobody is interested or into the feast-enders? but they keep turning up, and they keep turning a vibe<br>It is the legacy of childrenwhose parents stalked? <br>Coarse Work: What do they do to commemorate? What wickedness would the be willing or incapable of not pulling?<br>
</div><div>A killer has been targeting the mediums so they continually forget and become confused whilst yanking the chain of the current victims/survivors hes been stalking...?<br><br>Coarse Work: Remember this is fiction!<br> <br>The Gods Syndromes and the "fly and walk in" set whose only aim is to attach too and constantly attack the unsuspecting of us...in the most sadistic and narcissistic cruel ways possible so as to leave their victims/survivors lives debilated as well as paralysed in an forever rotating questioning mode almost stuck on asking whose doing it?<br><br>Coarse Work: Remember this is a fictional state!<br><br>...as guilt just keeps on showing up in utter confidence that they will never ever get caught as they sub-divide havoc around people again getting on about there business and their jobs not know if where on when they will again be attached too or attacked?<br><br>Coarse Work: Remember this is fictitious!<br><br>In and around the town with the Intention of peace where all the opposites abide a jealously still cannot be contained even years after...<br><br>Coarse Work: Remember this is all without fabrication!<br><br><br><br>Their has been a killer among mediums<br>And a sabotaging imposter but is the imposter only a syndrome? Or someone who is out to target their pockets and their mines? Or their minds? Do the 'mides' add up?<br><br>Coarse Work: Remember this is all fiction!<br><br>They are out to create the most subtle chaos to have the smallest outrageous result because they all went playing alongside?<br><br>A pattern has been developing in an attempt to create a non violent form of protest?<br><br>By only ever working and only ever appearing on an individual basis by continuing a pattern of theft from businesses whilst using the theft and wisps of emergency vehicles as a back drop to their countless distractions.<br><br>Nothing is said!<br>Nothing has been said <br>Nothing has been told<br>Or left untold though nothing has been said!<br><br>It has reached the golden age of events at Fucking Them Up Malice...as the preparation of deliberately created evidence goes into fully swing whilst the real evidence remains unseen catalogued and back logged stacked firmly behind ongoing deiberated created distracting...?<br><br>Erotomaniaists continues to ply fantasy stories to some sub type or sub-divsion of blog and other press claiming internal jealouslys in authority have reached an all time high and is now spilling onto the street...<br><br>But what is really behind the peaceful offerings and cleansing of the red white and blue standard?</div><div><br></div><div>Hard should waitingTautluners </div><div>The constant threat younger women are trying to make</div><div>Horse boxes and straight slim shoulder lines</div><div>Why show me im already pissed off with everything</div><div>Im not a pulling magnet</div><div>This is not a tree</div><div>Im just a detective trapped in the particular story</div><div>But it does strike as kind funny....</div><div>Was that a sighting of a kidnapped girl asked standing the edge of the hill withher pastel clothes and hair?</div><div>Or is this the most annoying ongoing look a like fanfare?</div><div>Its the insensitivity of them really showing their true depth or cruel strength there is just no recognition of empathy is how they come across with below a dangerously low level of the ability to respect personal and private lives boundaries!</div><div>Nanny seemingly frustrated at a look a like famous child</div><div>Take him around the round about at break neck speed</div><div>An ME20 seven round about from M20 which has seen many an appearance of this annoying fanfare look a like team</div><div>The appearance before crime or other incidents with that deep green and white V shaped shell suit sleeve design?</div><div><br></div><div>Its a mad thing to call jealously skeptal...but it is how the feeling is....it is not just morbid it feels highly feminine even deliberately contrived but for one reason or the other must be brought to the attention of Ms Lavinia De Ayr why?</div><div><br></div><div>Research Coarse Work on: unreasonable behaviour-contact-conduct and behaviour only toward just one particular human being individual:</div><div>Is it hypnosis or brain washing that recruits the unsuspecting inadvertant suspects or stalkers?</div><div><br></div><div>Is it an obsession to prove or out do Ms De Ayr?</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work on: unreasonable behaviour-conduct or contact toward just one particular human being/individual!</div><div><br></div><div>Is it hypnosis or brain washing that allows the masses to participate or even be deliberately or inadvertently recruited or forced to participate?</div><div><br></div><div>In relation to criminal law and the area of "suspect profiling" at what point or stage does the need to pretispate or predict a targets whereabouts or next move become a red flag to law professionals given or assuming the individual being targeted stalking whiste-blowing or someone carrying out misconduct would understably already be deeply of somewhat disturbed by the situation they have been forced into as a target?</div><div><br></div><div>And whose creation of a "boo-doll" is it?</div><div><br></div><div>Those who have no knowledge or skill in their experience with Holy ghost/Holy Spirit?</div><div><br></div><div>Does opportunistic intruders go on to become stalkers?</div><div><br></div><div>Or where the intruders into Ms Lavinia De Ayrs property on the 16/02/20 and 23/02/20 already stalking her and still very arrogantly continuing stalk her routes at work and her journeys too and from home?</div><div>Are they also drivers in the haulage industry?</div><div>Or spy's on a ramage of raids?</div><div><br></div><div>Would it be wise to keep in mind the potential benefit to someone who may need an alibi when being faced with a constant stream of look a likes?</div><div> Or would it be better to pass off each event of a stream of showbiz look a likes as just harmless yet very damaging disturbing and annoying "holiday day camp" mobbing events of only particular individual?</div><div><br></div><div>Should every writer/actor/musician be forced to put up with such "brutalism" from others?</div><div><br></div><div>What is the best way to break free of the person who is stalking you especially when either the stalker or a stalkers control or legacy extends to the point it affects your housing especially when you have already moved more than once to get away from the problem and start over?</div><div><br></div><div>Can you calculate what the cost of someone being stalked by some else is?</div><div><br></div><div>Can you identify exactly how many lives have been impacted by this blog and this story as a whole?</div><div><br></div><div>Are you one of them?</div><div><br></div><div>If so,</div><div>Will you continue your silence?</div><div>Make a difference?</div><div>Or just let go?</div><div>Stalkers often "lure" helpers into helping them stalk who they are stalking. They do so by spite threat bribery or deliberately causing a spiteful disruption or restriction or lack around the individual they are stalking or by trying to alert authoratity by hoax so the individual who is being stalked constantly feels accused threatened and intimated. Will you be able to be a witness to all of that anyway?</div><div>Or will that scare you off? </div><div>Stalkers need help. Stalking infects. One of the most common place a stalker may use to gain control is your home. Which means the may try to get to your neighbours to enable them to.gaun more contr over your environment which means if you have an unsuspecting neighbour they may becone infected by the person who is only there to stalk you. Can you see it? Can you connect the dots?</div><div><br></div><div>Is segregation in social housing really a negative?</div><div><br></div><div>Would it really be that bad to only place career minded people who have no anti-social behaviours challenging behaviours or misconduct or personality disorders etc together where they can thrive and live less affect or infected by such behaviours in social housing is that really a bad thing or more cost effective to an individuals and happiness? And to the happiness in society as a whole?</div><div><br></div><div>If only all the nosey people where housed together?</div><div><br></div><div>If only all the violent people where housed together?</div><div><br></div><div>Anti social behavioured housed together?</div><div>Will society change?</div><div>What affect will that have on crime figures?</div><div>Will crime become more contrated therefore more easier to process and prosecute more effectively?</div><div>Will stalking behaviours become alot easier to recognise as people who intend to thrive live can be more easily indentifiable as peacefully going about their business are fully able to do so freeli because they are not living distrubed or infected affected by being forced to live with the effects of the effects of behaviour dis-ease from brain injury or damage of other people?</div><div><br></div><div>If you have ever read about the victims or survivors of being stalked it is commonly mentioned that the felt that authority never took theie complaints and thoughts seriously! Or that nothing can be done about the way the stalker was stalking</div><div><br></div><div>Where does it go wrong for Police and Prosecuting Authorities?</div><div><br></div><div>Do their personal experiences inhibit them as they deal with Stalkers professionally?</div><div><br></div><div>Does incest amongst siblings or parents have anything to do with how badly victims and survivors of a stalker is treated in law?</div><div><br></div><div>Is privilege with a feeling of control responsible?</div><div><br></div><div>Or do the conditions keyworkers find themselves forced to live in affect their ability to deal with victims/survivors of stalkers effectively and fully?</div><div><br></div><div>Or is there a crossover populations caught between housing what they have to do as job, an essential job and what that does to them personally which somehow does not help within their relations to the public?</div><div><br></div><div>And last but not least when it comes to the plight of those targeted by stalkers whether they see themselves as survivors or victims does the forementioned "cross-over" population make getting stalking taking serial difficult?</div><div><br></div><div>Or is it person siffering or enjoying living with personality disorders sadism narcissism make it difficult for stalking to be taken serously?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>
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</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64289562020-09-09T14:01:00+01:002020-09-09T16:30:04+01:00TUiD is in...The Evolving Greed <div><br></div><div>Coarse Work</div><div>Text Book Work</div><div>Unfinished Moments</div><div>She keeps getting to unfinished moments!</div><div>They all keep evolving around "unfinished" moments</div><div>Guilt keeps on calculating and meticulously planning </div><div>1.Whilst innocence just keeps on enjoying a freedom of being? T or F?</div><div>Guilt keeps acting out and keeps a deliberate act up as per normal</div><div>Innocence just doesn't bother whilst embracing new experiences? T or F?</div><div><br></div><div>TUiD is playing Lecturer in Monologue Mode again...can we true or false the following? </div><div>Or can we complicate it by believing there is more than one answer? </div><div>We need to stop calling racism racism it is enabling it? </div><div>So long as we all keep on talking from the middle up and not from the root neurological medical and clinical causes of racism it will continue to evolve and never be over?</div><div>It has become a mass of people stuck everywhere else but on the root cause?</div><div><br></div><div>How long have you heard people refer to the end of their relationship coming down to being trading in for a younger version of themselves or just for a younger person?</div><div><br></div><div>Typical and popular responses have been to jump on the wrong end of the band wagon!</div><div><br></div><div>The onset of dementia can be one of the causes of a lot of wreckless behaviour including crime sprees and acting out in old age.</div><div><br></div><div>This is may finally be a way of realising the truth about the phenomenon of why some people through away years of a good partnership of marriage? T or F?</div><div><br></div><div>As Conversation...</div><div>"So you mean all those years we went on attacking older men and it weren't even about the younger woman or even the man for that matter they are sick? And suffering from and possibly abused or abusing due to dementia?</div><div><br></div><div>"Ah yeah! Not so cool after all trying to be an older player for the young especially when it turns out to be the epitome of old age anyway! How do you ever look cool trying pull that off as a young person as well?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Question is how do you heal the betrayal that goes on to become?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Is understanding dementia enough?"</div><div><br></div><div>To be checked against previously inserted link re: Dementia memory Alzheimer's courtesy of Amen Clinics</div><div><br></div><div>How many times has your heart been broken by untreated brain dis-ease and trauma which you initially thought was actually your lovers character? </div><div><br></div><div>Remember this is unfinished moments....</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64255752020-09-05T03:22:00+01:002020-09-05T03:45:18+01:00The Unknow iRate Detective is listening to supposed tales of love...Coarse Work...but is it love everlasting or not?<div>It is the clear up after the clean up</div><div>And we are still not there yet</div><div>But where were we supposed to be heading to anyway?</div><div><br></div><div>Not here....thats for sure!</div><div>She said... </div><div>she hated him so much she could not leave</div><div>He was the most odious and pompus pussing with privilege to the point he came across as though ravished with poverty</div><div>He would not just accept all he was bestowed </div><div>He would destroy it and then expect it to be instantly replaced to feed him again and again!</div><div>Coiled in a prison of need and need to leave she stayed </div><div>So inherent was his wickedness toward her and the dis-ease within him</div><div>Her pain naturally developed within her into a sadistic pleasure </div><div>As she numbed her own needs </div><div>Captivated by what cruel wickedness his own dis-ease will produce next!</div><div><br></div><div>"Yeah....the pin heads often become convinced they could take over!" TUiD snips in</div><div><br></div><div>Bronzed up </div><div>Cardboard waving</div><div>Salt and Pepper grains </div><div>Everyone playing thinks they are acting as clued up</div><div>But whose sting are we all really in?</div><div>Left home thinking I was going to find love</div><div>But came to realise I was nothing more than an incest ridden freaj show</div><div>Left feeling like the unwanted goose and rouse for every corrupt cop and detective ever known?</div><div>Never a love</div><div>Just the left overs from the original curse!</div><div>"No more sliced ham...eh...sounds like the full ham followed by a sham!" Is TUiD's answer</div><div><br></div><div>"Is it true that through LOVE you can see all the above? Hierachy? Authority? Superiority? All that is Good?"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64213582020-08-31T22:08:00+01:002020-08-31T22:45:54+01:00FreeIt's nice to see people be themselves<div>Not all tense and full of pretence Reciting lines forced by uncomfortable horrible circumstances of someone else Holding them hostage until they cannot tell or be their true selves</div><div>Its nice to see peoples eyes filled with love hope and vision</div><div>Eyes filled with honesty and with more than a promise for the future and the present moment</div><div>Love to see myself in all these things</div><div>Love see people as a able to thrive grow and prosper</div><div>Especially after a day if writing out the belly of what it is like to experience a stalker!</div><div>Just love to love life for what it is</div><div>Yes</div><div>Nothing or none is perfect</div><div>Which makes life even better when you can live and let live and just be free!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64210052020-08-31T10:41:00+01:002020-08-31T13:30:06+01:00Coarse Work: A lack of Support has alot of evidence the inability to support shows something completely different in...<div>...in the unchallenged rant!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>You can attack me all you want but did you ask dangerous people to look after me?</div><div><br></div><div>How many years have you sat there gloating about all you asked was....?</div><div><br></div><div>Only to find nobody was competent enough to be kind why did you not ensure they were well enough?</div><div><br></div><div>May I ask to whom I am speaking?</div><div><br></div><div>Even in the strategy of politics and even more so members of the press of all places as if that is fair to say have all had to step up to see that a stalker is sent down!</div><div><br></div><div>The ability to be capable of the correct level takes wellness. Someone incapacitated by injury and living with the trauma and challenges of circumstances of being stalked often cannot support or even know how to perceive the correct defense. So easy to attack them without looking at the problem as a life long event!</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work: of 1969 (don't know I just felt to add that there just now 31/08/2020/12:55</div><div><br></div><div>How many times can you write the following lines also makes notes about what reality would like as a result of each repeated line?</div><div><br></div><div>Does she know yet?</div><div>Has he copped to it?</div><div>Does she know yet?</div><div>Has she copped to it?</div><div>Does she know yet?</div><div>Has he copped to it?</div><div>Go on keep writing it out and for the ones who know exactly who did this DM @naturalflowism!</div><div>How many more years have we all got left of your ongoing persecution pretence and lies?</div><div>Because it ani't just me whose is being put through this so you can get over any idea it is how you are making me feel this is causing pain for everyone past and present?</div><div><br></div><div>All silence falls and gratitude befalls the wish to continue to express. Find away to say the ways and the truth will find its main stay....</div><div><br></div><div>I can say nothing else and I mean not I beg not to prey on anyone especially as I have not asked permission but elude only to what has been widely reported and I have reposted in public. If a stalkers activity and anticd are not stopped then the victim/the targeted/the survivor all equal in terms struggles to lead a free and safe life. </div><div>Which statistic shows the true percentage of stalkers which just somehow let go and move on?</div><div><br></div><div>I needed to upgrade my mobile phone. I was used to going into a mobile store to find a good deal. It was anywhere between 2007-2009 and it just felt off! I went along with it and I should have walked off. To this day and why I will remember that this day I don't know but it just felt like very careful manuovres until I actually found evidence of a burglar did I realise to my suprise my own look a like so what the hell had been going on?</div><div>As I write I feel clear enough to tidy up the mess this becomes in my home!</div><div>I often return home </div><div>Bogged downed and jostled Jeered at for pointing out my home has had intruders</div><div>Unknown to me</div><div>Unless they be the neighbour who stalked kids now all grown up</div><div>They drive past me continually making signs of being elbowed</div><div>One drives by me with the largest short back and sides large afro </div><div>Swiping the left hand from up to down </div><div>I already know my work days of planned earnings have been cancelled!</div><div>I have no shame</div><div>None what so ever in admittind I have now become deeply disturbed and affected!</div><div>It now takes for me take moments to write this out</div><div>To be able to feel pyschology capable at home of maintaining a clean tidy but not yet anywhere near enough organized to keep myself going!</div><div>I cannot get a clear recognition of people who have changed it takes me awhile to process by which the evidence is no good again</div><div>They break in</div><div>Then it appears that makes them even more arrogant and determined to believe are 100% in control of everything evidently observation time fills them with the belief they have gotten away with what they have committed....what gave them that idea?</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work: of the less amused...repeat to oneself!</div><div><br></div><div>Which is or is not vanity and I know nether question matches...and I write deliberately to mention things which will remove energy which has become static...to have a need to let someone know how good they are how much abuse involved by those who feel they must let that person know?</div><div><br></div><div>What makes a person assume that a person does not already know how great thou art?</div><div><br></div><div>As I wrote 'of the less amused i felt an energy release from around me...do not know why?</div><div><br></div><div>If I was to imagine my body as a string of meridians which unfold by information would that be true?</div><div>If so why would the mention of coins and the less amused free my energetic bold of static energy?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64210062020-08-31T10:12:00+01:002020-08-31T13:30:06+01:00Dear God What more should I do or ask to be set free?<div>Even as free with freedom still on the...31/08/2020@09:40-09:43</div><div>At the sound of the thought = the class room is at the police station the sound of a revving helicopter stops!</div><div><br></div><div>Was it an illusionist telethapy or a limping school boys 50 year cling?</div><div><br></div><div>They hated</div><div>You end up criticizing</div><div>Because they hated</div><div>Such evil can be transferable until you think it is yours</div><div>Such is the nature of such jealous abuse</div><div>Though you want to you cannot trust them</div><div>There feels like no safe place to report</div><div>They have forced everyone into each line of hang man!</div><div>They stand out there jeering </div><div>You are going to have to face us down again</div><div>They wait eagerly at supermarket and the housing for the day you cannot again afford your shopping and your rent</div><div>As if that did not happen becausr you were already rape and previously left for dead!</div><div>Happily sitting there cussing and interferring </div><div>Cannot see themselves as proving the lack of support they are giving despite having means stop everything and allowing others to live free and happy again!</div><div>It just seems they would rather organise a clash than create a peaceful healthly solution</div><div>Positions among barbaric allegiances! </div><div>Some will even attest to calling it love</div><div>The most deliberately cruel that is who carry along with them the inadvertantly cruel who daren't oppose them but advocate for their cruel control to be accepted!</div><div>They call it love</div><div>Then why do so many fight to be free of their own cruelty?</div><div>What can ever be gained from such unhappy unions and reunions?</div><div>What kind of terrors are they still going through or have they created to still need things to be like it was back in the day?</div><div>Enjoy this you fucking sadist</div><div>You made it </div><div>In every neighbourhood and every street!</div><div>We were all hate</div><div>We were all raped</div><div>We were all told to keep to the church</div><div>Who taught us it was wrong?</div><div>No one!</div><div>It was eventually only if we could feel hate for it as it happened again in the school playgrounds did we begin to separate ourselves into a life where rape and hate and unwanted people could never again be entertained!</div><div>Thats what all this is about all over again</div><div>Think i do not know or feel your control over me?</div><div>Sitting writung when I should be up and about cleaning</div><div>Racism is it supposed to look like</div><div>Racism directed by a chauvinist?</div><div>Nobody sees it white girls walks infront miming 'go home' 'stay home you are too old' she looks as racist as fuck while the black guy walks behind looking innocent?</div><div>This all fits so well amongst the heads which cannot change they enjoy hearing about their antics all over again!</div><div>But this plan had come out of the art scene on the stairs since 2002 </div><div>Its still the same thing of these messages being passed through!</div><div>Its your fate</div><div>Its your fate</div><div>You must be made to accept your fate</div><div>But is really</div><div>Or is the hostages of years of no Love and Freedom trying to escape?</div><div> </div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64206222020-08-30T18:21:00+01:002020-08-30T18:45:12+01:00TUiD & A Peace Office & The Escape!<div>SCRAPED PAINT</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"Get the fuck back here and sort this out!" </div><div>"What out?"</div><div>"The bit about the way you investigate not by last location but by diagnosis...i ask you what on earth where you thinking....you forget the line which said do both?"</div><div>"For fucks sake is that all this is about? You fucking shit me up you did you fuck twat!"</div><div>"So how many we got?"</div><div>"What do you mean?"</div><div>"How much in fighting is there?"</div><div>"Where?"</div><div>"Don't you dare jerk me around you know what I mean..how much of the rebellion is from inside..."</div><div>"Look...mate....i...can't...begin to explain what we've found has been going on!"</div><div>"Any chance of containing it?"</div><div>"Well we can't can we...look at what is spilling out..."</div><div>"Which means we've failed by context and where silence has been insisted?"</div><div>"Which means the full dynamic is not yet fully known?"</div><div>"Dynamic of who?"</div><div>"A very rich and dangerous paedophile who has gone around defending the right to pretend...trying to recreate families with strangers this is not just an illusionist this is dangerous"</div><div>"Has she continued to be stalked since she lived in the Kennington park? Someone shave and clean up their act but still clung to following her around because it seems like it doesn't....the ongoing screaming voices what is the motive apart from to pace up and down...because even I find it a bit weird that there has been a generation of neighbourhood problems especially when all you are doing most of the time is working or staying in house and the minute you go shopping they are still there to pounce and you gonna tell me its just by coincidence you happen to show ex amount years later in the area of another one of her addresses after she had already moved 2 time since...who exactly has this all been hiding..or who has always been steering because a stalker never just hits one person!"</div><div>"Its hard behind the lines. Especially if you are the only one in the family who has that job. But even worse if everyone is expected to fall in line behind you. There is somekind of professional 'mist' that falls in nothing else can remove the equation of them and us or retaliation of that...there has been a lack of care and understanding equally on both sides and i dare to say it needs adjusting and correcting. It needs courage to let go old stereotypes we have had of ourselves within the industry this is...and regarding what enforced secrecy does!"</div><div>"So face the fear it is then....every single last one of them?"</div><div>"Nah...better that every last one start from each and everyone that began each decision!"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work: </div><div>Whose escape is?</div><div>Who is the unidentified?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64202172020-08-29T16:32:00+01:002020-08-29T19:15:07+01:00TUiDs @ The Delinquency!<div>I need to get this frump flower started</div><div>Make sure I stay out of the spite house and away from fucking them up Malice!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Lorry driving for me and I dare to say I should imagine to many others has always and only ever been a means to an end just like many other jobs and business opportunities most of us are grateful for. But in recent times for some reason or the other it seems to have become the be all and end all in extreme cases - triggering feelings which are leading to forms of attack others. It now really looks like for a few or for many it is a job or environment which is thr only way it seems for them to surmount and overcome years or even a childhood of subordination abuse which this industry plays out it forms of supremacy which believe it or not is not all about race only....baffling is a horrible unnecessary and contrived competition what can appear as is the subordination and equally supremacy of age and the right to privacy and success!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Never before had I seen or been forced to notice the need for 'out-drivers' in car or on bike to cause a parade of flashing lights to let it be known another woman drives?</div><div><br></div><div>I said it before saying again as a temp I covered each driver who was a way as it happened i believe many times I cover a womans place no fanfare it is the way it is. But why I have had to be lambasted with lights knocked back and out followed home burgled intruded upon and the list goes on. Because it is a set few which try and make it an day all night event with no time off?</div><div><br></div><div>I am not chattle</div><div>Not am I your property</div><div>With leading being you must never give Vin a spare moment instead realising we need to better use out moments!</div><div><br></div><div>"Do you fucking mind you ever lasting cunt I was just about to get this session started without you bleeding on about that fucking job...but it is a good fuckung question why the mobbing I didn't like it....that seem like a kind of....nah it was a carefully crafted mobbing of you in the toilets in Corby Service...i don't care i have said it. How the fuck come do they do that I dont like it. The 'whitish' women look....and hairstyle of dress look at the news from across the pound and similar looking women has caused carnage in the similar style of dress...yeah its a bit much no disrespect intended but to my mind there just seems to have been a bit too much co-ordination and planning and I have not just been noticing that recently either!"</div><div>
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</div><div>"There are sub-cultures behind everything that is happening!<br>Get after them because they can give the feeling of the most serious illness and death very realistically and most of very quickly almost instantly!"<br><br>"It sounds like the cavernous dip almost at the beginnings of the M40 where toilet roll dwells!"</div><div>
<br>"These are the random arguments from the back of nowhere this is what the fuck nah?"<br>"You can't do it like that"<br>"Well its how its always been done"<br><br>"Look I investigate via diagnosis and scientific fact not by copy cat of the last location!"<br><br>"Dont come starting on me with your sour set. All spoilt up. If she says something then you find away to mob her. Then one it is realised that you're incapable of doing the job or that you haven't actually done the job it is the self pitying form of brutalisation and intimidation with all talk going to your low morale"<br><br>"I have had years of the tricks you pull to not get anything done!"<br><br>"Investigation my foot you love to carry things on because you have been stalking someone!"<br><br>Poetry Question Time Eh-gain!<br>Whats with the all of a sudden monopoly?<br>Why their monopoly?<br>Their name in all we do?<br>I mean their pushing @ business which just works out to be only about them despite all what you do?<br>The kind that go on about people who make it then forget other people Then do the exact same thing too?<br>Especially, if you don't like them they turn round and mob you too!<br>But why chose mobbing as an avcrpt<br><br><br><br>Coarse Work:There is enough room for everyone in this world but why dont they or we without abuse and intimidation...allow it to be?<br><br>"Anyway....where is the fucking delinquency...brondezbury?"</div><div><br></div><div>Orange like Lime</div><div>Yah bastards </div><div>I have just figured out which game you have been playing </div><div>Yah fucking cunts the pair of yah</div><div>But what they've still got on all of us that don't truly know...is... whose been playing whom?</div><div>That square has so changed since that fateful year!</div><div>Good Fucking Luck to the Lot of Yah!<br><br><br><br>
</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64188872020-08-27T22:41:00+01:002020-08-28T01:00:07+01:00Hate Mine ir Yours?<div>I know you hate me why do you also need to keep turning up or coming back to attack me?</div><div>A disconcerting personal energy link</div><div>Yet your undercurrent is anger and rage because you finally found my weakest spot to hurt me back yet your the one who hates so why do you need me so much? </div><div>An energy compression of unwanted heat and air pressured toward an unsuspecting individual who us not participating in the deliberately engineered wickedness</div><div>It is a parasitic illness of absolute parasitic hatred only a calculated stalker can arrange and make happen!</div><div>A dates and even years apart</div><div>Pre-planned alliances </div><div>Developed into interpersonal domestic terrorist occupations within the mind emotions and psyche of survivors </div><div>As the stalkers trolls and other terrorist stalkers keep lying and trying so long as corruption keeps everyone resolute and quiet!</div><div>The gentle tender dispersion of intimate attacks of ongoing intimidation on unsuspecting innocent people unaware of the practices and techniques the parasitic cruel continue to use</div><div>The cruelty and subtly and legitimacy of dangerously mentally ill officially passed off as spy operatives legitimate and investigations and practices</div><div>You think you are living but you are suffering without even knowing that is what is happening</div><div>Over 10 to 19 years of ongoing attacks due to the right of entitlement of others forced to let go of their powers they come to find you and take it out in you!</div><div>Over 10 years if ongoing attacks in some shape form or the other!</div><div>All recruits have one brief!</div><div>"She thinks she going to have a life of her own"</div><div>What excuse did or does anyone have for that not left to be true?</div><div>Yet it becomes impossible to get anything done due to the level and confidence of corruption</div><div>Nothing but the molestation of interference which has spurned so many experts as she carries on with her life they keep jumping forward with explanations about her writings about her life which are all contrived from their own dis-ease jealously and lies! </div><div>As the attacked who did not realise how they were being attacked all you have now is the memory of the feeling of abuse which now helps you realised how others were falsely changed to behave hateful toward you</div><div>All I could feel is my stomach and solar plexus area feeling pierced and becoming weak!</div><div>Everytime we would meet</div><div>My heart felt like it was beung dragged down into my tummy</div><div>Someone taught this</div><div>This is known as expert gang shit on the street</div><div>I never knew she would need to go to such a length to spend a life time recruiting and hiring to steal my live from me!</div><div>Everything i feared and hated she set out to make true and she succeeded</div><div>I never set out to control her though or keep her so fixated on me</div><div>I left to be free</div><div>Now I realise she can't stop stalking me!</div><div>Inner turmoil often asks if any of this is true knowing the way it proves true may not look like how it is thought to look</div><div>Such remains for a survivor of what being stalked by stalker forces a survivor to relive prior to effective healing can begin!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom if Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Love & Freedom</div><div>^</div><div>Freedom & Love</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64188882020-08-27T22:39:00+01:002020-08-28T01:00:07+01:00Love Mine ir Yours?<div><br></div><div>The feeling of pain I feel knowing you have stolen my love from me</div><div>If I sit quiet long enough </div><div>How long will you go on explaining the fate that you created and put me through?</div><div>You seem to have an answer for everything I am facing </div><div>Yet I don't know and have done nothing to ever meet you</div><div>So why did you reach out and cause so much friction and pain where there was none </div><div>Nothing was even laying in wait for all this bad to happen!</div><div>Nothing is perfect or stress free everyday </div><div>Yet this love was strong enough to survive without any interference of spite</div><div>Even in your hate be it racially motivated or jealously activated there is still a need to be tactile </div><div>Violence is a form of touch</div><div>You hate so much you move as far away as possible</div><div>So why so many parasites?</div><div>You hate so much</div><div>You are so better than</div><div>Why turn up just to play lord and mistress of public humiliation via backstabbing the one to positive to see it?</div><div>What are you gaining other than restating your lack of love and ongoing guilt?</div><div>For the person I love am in love with have loved so ingrained and an intrinsic part of my being disoriented to accommodate you the epicentre of confusion and hatred</div><div>I became weak</div><div>I admit it</div><div>I couldn''t make best decisions</div><div>Inevitably nature got the better of me</div><div>Now you reflect all my weakness directly at me by the way you treat...love...freedom caught in your personality disorder and whatever brings these words to me!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural</div><div>^</div><div>Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A</div><div>^</div><div>Freedom</div><div>^</div><div>Of</div><div>^</div><div>Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Help!</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64177762020-08-26T20:29:00+01:002020-08-26T20:45:11+01:00Ramberlings as Coarse Work<div>I lived with ADD my whole life I just didn't know it was exactly that!</div><div>I knew I had sustained neurological damage?delays? from violence and suffocation but I was young not fully educated and incredibly niave! I thought fashion and image could change and heal me and right all my wrongs!</div><div><br></div><div>My Lack is or was my notice I have written recently but not necessarily! Sometimes due to challenges it is not possible to even perceive what you lack even though you may need too or your life would be better if only you knew what would better it and make you better brighter and much easier to get on with as a person? I literally used to think if i could just buy a particular pair of glasses frame. Wear a certain style of clothes that that will heal me and solve the problems I was having. I lived feeling shredded and so self-conscious and aware that i was living with a brain which felt like it was misfiring commands to an unhealed brain!</div><div><br></div><div>How wrong was I to believe that changing my appearance would heal years of challenges associated with types of ADD?</div><div><br></div><div>If only we can fix the outside the rest will force a change - How many stalking events has that caused?</div><div><br></div><div>Example: this family, or I, as individual will be better off and more successful if only i could couple up or pursue a life or success by becoming attached to that calm successful family or person all we need to do is get to them to have what they have and be like they are...how many times has that type of falsehood triggered one person or a group if people to stalk others?</div><div>Is that as a trigger true or false? </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>A persons vision is misdirected or thwarted due to what?</div><div>A perception disorder?</div><div>Via brain injury or damage or by personal attack by a very dark and abusive narcissist/sadist/mentalist or trickster?</div><div><br></div><div>It becomes almost impossible to save someone from pain are you beung inconsiderate and thoughtless to give that person the space they need to figure things out?</div><div>But who would recognise what that dynamic is exactly? Does someone/people who pull away from other people to concentrate on a relationship always signify a red flag?</div><div><br></div><div>What types of abuse requires isolation?</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div>And last of all what kind of secruity measures will require an exact look-a-like and body double to do a split second swap that nobody must ever find out about?</div><div><br></div><div><img src="content://com.samsung.android.memo/file/98a95dcf-552b-3496-0000-01742c030b6a" class="size_orig justify_inline border_" width="901" /></div><div><br></div><div>I have never like magic and trickery even though I have been aware of such shows for entertainment which is where I take it and leave but I have been wondering what is lacking? Failing? Or going on when that is used as a means of getting through life especially high levels of lying and trickery as relationships to the point nothing else but that is normal?</div><div><br></div><div><img src="content://com.samsung.android.memo/file/98a95dcf-552b-3496-0000-01742c0473e1" class="size_orig justify_inline border_" width="901" /></div><div>Yep...his little ginger snapper shows up on a wall in the hanger! 25/08/2020 pm! </div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64177772020-08-26T19:55:00+01:002020-08-26T20:45:11+01:00Ramberling Coarse Work Lack = Notice True or False?<div>I lived with ADD my whole life I just didn’t know it was exactly that!</div><div>I knew I had sustained possible neurological type damage? Often explained as delays which may have been due to violence and suffocation but I was young not fully educated and incredibly naïve! I thought fashion and image could change and heal me and right all my wrongs!</div><div>I lived with ADD my whole life I just didn’t know it was exactly that!</div><div>I knew I had sustained possible neurological type damage? Often explained as delays which may have been due to violence and suffocation but I was young not fully educated and incredibly naïve! I thought fashion and image could change and heal me and right all my wrongs!</div><div><br></div><div>My Lack is or was my notice I have written recently but not necessarily! Sometimes due to challenges it is not possible to even perceive what you lack even though you may need too or your life would be better if only you knew what would better it and make you better brighter and much easier to get on with as a person? I literally used to think if i could just buy a particular pair of glasses frame. Wear a certain style of clothes that that will heal me and solve the problems I was having. I lived feeling shredded and so self-conscious and aware that i was living with a brain which felt like it was misfiring commands to an unhealed brain!</div><div><br></div><div>How wrong was I to believe that changing my appearance would heal years of challenges associated with types of ADD?</div><div><br></div><div>If only we can fix the outside the rest will force a change - How many stalking events has that caused?</div><div><br></div><div>Example: this family, or I, as individual will be better off and more successful if only i could couple up or pursue a life or success by becoming attached to that calm successful family or person all we need to do is get to them to have what they have and be like they are...how many times has that type of falsehood triggered one person or a group if people to stalk others?</div><div>Is that as a trigger true or false? </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>A persons vision is misdirected or thwarted due to what?</div><div>A perception disorder?</div><div>Via brain injury or damage or by personal attack by a very dark and abusive narcissist/sadist/mentalist or trickster?</div><div><br></div><div>It becomes almost impossible to save someone from pain are you beung inconsiderate and thoughtless to give that person the space they need to figure things out?</div><div>But who would recognise what that dynamic is exactly? Does someone/people who pull away from other people to concentrate on a relationship always signify a red flag?</div><div><br></div><div>What types of abuse requires isolation?</div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br></div><div>And last of all what kind of secruity measures will require an exact look-a-like and body double to do a split second swap that nobody must ever find out about?</div><div><br></div><div>I have never like magic and trickery even though I have been aware of such shows for entertainment which is where I take it and leave but I have been wondering what is lacking? Failing? Or going on when that is used as a means of getting through life especially high levels of lying and trickery as relationships to the point nothing else but that is normal?</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div>Yep...his little ginger snapper shows up on a wall in the hanger! 25/08/2020 pm!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>A persons vision is misdirected or thwarted due to what?</div><div>A perception disorder?</div><div>Via brain injury or damage or by personal attack by a very dark and abusive narcissist/sadist/mentalist or trickster?</div><div><br></div><div>It becomes almost impossible to save someone from pain are you beung inconsiderate and thoughtless to give that person the space they need to figure things out?</div><div>But who would recognise what that dynamic is exactly? Does someone/people who pull away from other people to concentrate on a relationship always signify a red flag?</div><div><br></div><div>What types of abuse requires isolation?</div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br></div><div>And last of all what kind of secruity measures will require an exact look-a-like and body double to do a split second swap that nobody must ever find out about?</div><div><br></div><div>I have never like magic and trickery even though I have been aware of such shows for entertainment which is where I take it and leave but I have been wondering what is lacking? Failing? Or going on when that is used as a means of getting through life especially high levels of lying and trickery as relationships to the point nothing else but that is normal?</div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64150292020-08-22T17:24:00+01:002020-08-22T18:30:13+01:00The Unknown iRate Detective....and the unwanted radioWhen I get back<div>I am going to deal with the poke in the cheek otherwise known as radio....but is it attention seeking? If so, is the attention wanted?</div><div>Who us hacking my phone?</div><div>Is it an inside job of mobbing from within a Police Force or any other emergency services department?</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64150302020-08-22T17:16:00+01:002020-08-22T18:30:13+01:00The Unknown iRate Detectives after Parties pt 1After Coarse work more coarse work appears....<div>TUiD tries to deduce</div><div><br></div><div> TUiD is left with a feeling that investigations and deductions appear to returning to the same place</div><div>Who is Mr & Mrs Duplicitous or Mr & Mr Duplicitous or Mrs Miss or Ms's Duplicitous and who are all their children?</div><div>Are they being forced to stalk?</div><div>Who has always been the duplicitous one?</div><div>Coming from a family riddled in fear doubt violence and incest has an almost 'rockstar' status to it. In that you could barely meet anyone without them also being without the same to somw degree or the other!</div><div>Who is the one that has kept up the harassement?</div><div><br></div><div>These are the possible activities of the duplucitous</div><div><br></div><div>Possibly making contact with all neighbours employers so as to influence the way she has been treated?</div><div><br></div><div>Keeping up a very intimidatory presence any time she is public?</div><div><br></div><div>The need to over power her?</div><div><br></div><div>It seems to me that after moving away from Notting Hill areas to remove herself from that stalker to live on the Kennington Park Estate initially a Lambeth council Estate turned over to Hyde Housing Association for good keeping after eventually getting on her feet whilst living on the Kennington Park Estate where due to her success a small amount of mobbing started after an entry of new residents I dare to say it is possible she was happened across by another stalker making her fresh start in the Peabody Buildings in Waterloo Duchy Street almost impossible!</div><div>As a detective I am extremely and sadly intrigued that neughbourly activity against someone would be allowed to escalate to the level of jealous traffic mobbing violence it is today!</div><div><br></div><div>There appears to be little objectivity or solace or respite offered to some tenants in such situations where a balance of power might left in the hands of some and not others. Hence when complaints are made to such bodies like an ombudsman it would the approperiate resources and help cannot be applied because it is pissible to be mobbed again and suffer "TV Show" hypnotism in public and attacked in your profession as a result because of who you are forced to live around.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>A landlord may do the good work of housing those vulnerable due to drug addiction and anti social behaviours as a result but how do the tenants who do not have those challenges really know how to pin point what that will really cost them...to be stalked, harrassed, assaulted even due to need to accept such a level of housing?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>What about the possibilty of this case where years later there appears to be a repeat offence within the same family where the women diligently as possible even as a estranged family members go about their daily lufe yet within same borough ywars apart they are stalked assaulted and mobbed by female perpretrators?</div><div><br></div><div>Every neighbourhood?</div><div>Strikes me as kind of funny but not? </div><div><br></div><div>Its a sufference belueve it or not not of the one being mobbed.</div><div><br></div><div>The one who ia being mobbed stalked due to neighbourhood nosiness and anti-social behaviour does suffer and pick up the cost of the behaviour but that sufference does not include stuck!</div><div><br></div><div>A female obsessing about another female issues consistent and persistent jealously and jealous mobbing in traffic....all of sudden get there life together but all centered around who they are stalking? Roving salesman and woman who are always doing busuness only where that person is?</div><div>But when it can never get out and never be reported or responded to in correct manner then does the abiding sentence that it must be an inside job mean the crime is actually associated with a Police Officer? Or is that all part and parcel of the very first stalker?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64150312020-08-22T14:27:00+01:002020-08-22T18:30:13+01:00TUiD's Coarse Work Continues...<div>DO THE FOLLOWING COARSE WORK....</div><div><br></div><div>FIND OUT IF ANYTHING BENEATH THIS TEXT IS CHALLENGiNG BEHAVIOUR AS SET OUT IN LAW in regards to ANTI SOCIAL BEHAVIOURS!</div><div><br></div><div>Without Robbery there has been x-ray scan machines for every body and organ missing from every major and minor hospital and clinic and some emergency rooms around the globe do you know which one it is?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"You know what they've gone and done don't you... they've only gone and told the girls she is all in on everything and she ain't!"</div><div><br></div><div>"Bled clit ya lie... how long has that being going on?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Ever since they couldn't tell the difference between her and her body doubles they set up to rob her house and make sure she gets treated like a voodoo doll...but is that really why a gang would use such a pattern is it really just identity theft? </div><div><br></div><div>Or a rouse for murder? </div><div><br></div><div>Or had they been so successful in body doubling/double-ganging celebrities who refuse to rise to their bate. But does that eventually lead to black or white mail and currency acquired by the gutter presses?"</div><div><br></div><div>"I want to know why this whole stalkers stalking was so parasitic and psychological?"</div><div><br></div><div>Mad Coarse Work continues; Use the following passage to discover possible and potential motives....remember to do a risk assessment timeline since antics are at the gravity of attempted murder....the answer to TUiD question is...</div><div><br></div><div>"But they had seen her on road and in the depots and on train reading Dr Amen's book</div><div>Change Your Brain</div><div>Change Your Life</div><div>That was around 2009 onwards.....but we don't know if that is why they attack or is their just some having typical female competition problems?"</div><div><br></div><div>I seen them around the back of Kent the week before</div><div>I saw the girl leaning forward out side the big brand Chicken shop</div><div>Next thing my order of S-Adenosyl...etc becomes an restricted unsent item returned to sender from Erlanger Kentucky unimportable to the uk item</div><div>What been going on and why do these people stop and take picture of the sky or thin air when they know they shouldn't be stalking anyway?</div><div> easy to get hold of SAMe mood and movement support at this time have felt so spoilt!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>All mention of BrainMD and other products is courtesy of Amen Clinics</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64149502020-08-22T13:33:00+01:002020-08-22T13:45:14+01:00TUiD finds Ms Fat Tongue on the CRF!<div>The Unknown iRate Detective finds Ms Fat Tongue....and begins <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-8gAGor4lqac/X0EQmtnE6DI/AAAAAAAAIHA/r6KOUQUznkwPp5ZNVyMv2CVAf1vRBER8gCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1598099606068072-0.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-8gAGor4lqac/X0EQmtnE6DI/AAAAAAAAIHA/r6KOUQUznkwPp5ZNVyMv2CVAf1vRBER8gCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1598099606068072-0.png" class="size_orig justify_inline border_" width="400" /> </a>
</div>some mad Coarse Work</div><div><br></div><div>"I could have died before heaven and the alter...im just knackerd of it but... there's been a Snitch amongst the henchmen since a top peace officers affairs got out"</div><div><br></div><div>"You think!" Mad Coarse Work</div><div><br></div><div>"Of course there's a snitch with every fucking stalker going around grooming and aggravating everybody with the way they create give and send the feeling of death like the reality of a hottest summers day they are everyones original suspicion straight out before you even commit any other crime or anything else for that matter!" MCW</div><div><br></div><div>Coarse Work Continues;</div><div>Are the effects and affects and burden of enforced secrecy the same...officially or not?</div><div><br></div><div>Does it count as the suppression of the truth which only abusers need and use?</div><div><br></div><div>You thought you put a case to bed but its hanging on your head like a bad weave...how many times has that occured or happened to you in terms of how many times you thought it was over and done and your actions match that but you found out what?</div><div><br></div><div>There is a silence an abuser uses....true or false?</div><div><br></div><div>Is it possible that the Rich and Famous are invisibly hypnotised into thinking they need to buy into the blatant and illegal use of sex and drugs? </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Poetry Slam!</div><div>Hypnotised with no one to recognise it!</div><div>Even though there have always been health concerns times changed things are older now theres still a jealous cunt who is spitefully out to dangerously ruin someone if they can all because they are stuck on a competition of who made it before them!</div><div>Attempted murder it can be if taken for!</div><div>Convinced are they </div><div>Of their need to impress others</div><div>In amongst rape and incest </div><div>They seek to gain power notoriety and inflict pain with ideas born out of illness and disorder which their sexuality and appearance is consistently used to deflect!</div><div>Yet they are convinced they will rise stronger by causing tradegy caused to someone other than themselves! In a bid to clear their slate of the mental damage which clearly reflected them and their ways!</div><div>You cannot buy it out</div><div>Remodel it </div><div>Or swap it out </div><div>Because the diagnosis has gone beyond neurosis and psychosis all because some kind of fear and prejudice toward the target </div><div>A hypnotist revered among those with no ability to be trained or retrained to think different and see the actually damage intended from the day of their very first audition where the only intention was to never get caught and to get into and see the houses of the rich and powerful to subtract and disorientate their money and their minds whilst investigating and exposing their sex lives and potential crimes</div><div>Their resource has been cruelty </div><div>Their motivation has always been and will always be about money!</div><div>Assault on a minor by an 'apparent' stranger and one other familiar?</div><div>Possibly changed each kid by violence and assault which served as 'pre paid' membership to all the gangs and their citrus fumes which arise just before they are about to committ </div><div>Minor irrevocably changed not for the better the injuries sustained </div><div>Old history andd their participation and service too long standing a narratives</div><div>The problem</div><div>They had no idea they had one</div><div>Because they too had been sold a lie!</div><div>That ill health no matter how sociable or impeccably will never be stronger than the empathy and compassion needed for another human being specifically within the sex industry as a whole where the most powerful and overt in addiction and psychosis are the most blinkered and niave in their belief as well as the most intentionally cruel!</div><div><br></div><div>But who wants the most dangerous?</div><div><br></div><div>The ones who look at innocent hard working people and via mobile data transfers and other social media means spend all day or night sending people to attack that person even if they are related!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>TUiD goes to find reasons for the personality disorders and copy cat struggle in each scene played out over a 38 year period and asks why among neighbours aa St Upid thrives again things deliberately carried out on a large scale continually intrusive escapades?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>But when did the number plate gang breed of hypnotism start 2006 from Blackburn to the middle of Barking?</div><div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64103422020-08-15T20:26:00+01:002020-08-15T22:45:25+01:00TUiD & ARM star in...<div>....is Unless Healed The Final Witness?</div><div><br></div><div>"...so since my Arm has been swung out and dragged in again you better 'swing' the following in....I have been here from the beginning so this is the angle I have eventually learnt to deal with and see! If we say we have to get this sorted the opposite will happen simply because that energy and its antics have been given and have taken too much free reign! However, I think it may help us to know exactly How much Sex have they given away? because that may directly lead us to what they are trying to recover? Also it may helps us to learn or go over what we know about their dress codes? So for instances...what is or has been their dress codes? Or 'goods' codes? What have they used? Also...If it is 'child done wrong' what is the differential between their mental age? Emotional age? And actual chronological age? And who or what would they prefer to be or look like? Be like? Or live life at? A good detective considers all the above before anyone can realise it?" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"However, in general most people only see the most obvious the adult as an adult a child as a child a teenager as a teenager I have learnt since I been here. However, what are the following connections and why? E14 - 2014</div><div>What was with the East London connection in the past as side from a work and home challenge figuratively speaking this was there since the beginning in 2007? But why? Next one is relatively new...so to speak....How about this as a possible rhyme? SE5 to the Clyde?" Arm finishes her rendition </div><div><br></div><div>But TUiD snaps back with.....</div><div>"Robots and Sugar searching for number nine?" </div><div><br></div><div>"Oh...that reminds me where are we up too with that reading she had...names in all not doing hold back lets have it....what you got?...mentioned in the reading was a woman whose name began with B is that why they had been burglung her property?" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"Ok...ill go over the names...she was given the name of Bianca...." TUiD is interrupted by Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"This was a Clairvoyant/Mediumship reading given at some point during the early 90's?" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"Yes I would say so going by who she knew at the time!" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>"Who else things are too dangerous now for us not to ask!" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"She was given... Bianca...Carol....Debbie....Jacqueline....Ivan or something like that last name was not too clear as possible pointers and indicators in her life as people who may become poignant to her at some point or the other if they will or how they will fit into her life is not known or if the reading is true?" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>"....hmmm....yes there is always the negative of those forcing things to fit where they don't belong....hmmmm....but... now I think I remember that there was also a part in a reading about a man with white hair who is not scared to see things through to the end given her ADD im not surprised a medium or clairvoyant will pick that up quite frankley...so whose the chubby blonde with the sweep over hair do who tends to sits forward in the passenger seat? Seen near where she works in recent months on more than 1 occassion? I have a feeling she has a well honed talent for 'getting behind the scenes" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"That is of interest by question is by due to which industry will she have learnt to do that? Which sector or environment allows her, and others if by her knowledge or permission allows them to roam so freely?" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>The Unknown iRate Detective Lectures...with a Questionnaire...</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"When and why is jealously is used as confidence and as a barameter for attraction and love?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Why the fuck are so many cars now turning up around her with wages as a number plate a coincidence?</div><div><br></div><div>Shes beeñ attacked who dreamt it up?</div><div><br></div><div>Simple Jealouslys</div><div>Set off revolutionary crime sprees?</div><div><br></div><div>I seen him as he slipped from under me</div><div>Crossed over with his head turned side ways as they catch him out of his body it literally looks like he has slid from under me</div><div>Bare chested white stripe at the side of his black sport pants</div><div>My life has been made into a lie</div><div>I dont like it and i still dont know why?</div><div><br></div><div>Even a birth can be complicated so think about what a murder is..."</div><div><br></div><div>says TUiD not so lovingly!</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64102022020-08-15T17:32:00+01:002020-08-15T18:00:23+01:00TUiD & ARM discuss FINAL WITNESS!<div>"I had to tell them....You fucking hit me and that bullet will come back as your shit!" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>"Child Done Wrong and this current level of play out?" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"Is how i was forced into seeing the difference between the criminally sick man/woman in this case of absolute evil, and a well person! Because when I start a case as a detective remember I don't know fuck all there is not crisp white shirt trendy city meetings where we fall about laughing then go and 'try' to get the job done. I take a case on everything goes on hold and i am then forced to live it! And that one way or the other include everybody linked to me and anyone who comes into contact with. Because in some cases those bastards find you out in yhe worst case scenario everything about you and attack everyone in your personal life too! Innocent or not! TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>"Research and forced observation showed you that the ailment or disposition of guilt and hatred carried out as tricky complicated by a need for? ..and obsession with? ... the press? forced you into realising what? guilt always showed up to check and monitor how much time or liberty they had left? basically put...guilt showed up each time they were nearly found out? or when they felt threatened by the fact they would be found? What about when they can latch onto someone and make them be in the same time place or space as them....hmmm?" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"Look...it proved to me that the innocent didn't need to show up because he and she was just getting on with their lives and had nothing to hide or fear per say. The innocent had nothing false to create or need to make anything look fake or false. The innocent had no fake income or need for any kind of action to make anything work or to stop things from working, most importantly!" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>"So....Guilt had to interfere create or curate and rendevous a specific number plate and engineer each person they came into contact with to make sure each and every person did not look like it was them/guilty of the offence or offenses? hence a perfect breading ground and insatiable need for stealth sleight to function by the most deadly forms of jealously? Which has meant when brushed off or ignored? Or therefore in ignoring it/persons who warned against what was being allowed to happen allowed were set to suffer in a foundation of the most cruel forms hypnotism-trickery-magic- mesmerization which could be formed taught or learned in a situation where they where professionally left to rise grow and thrive in the most deprived areas where by sheer ignorance and disbelief = hypnotism have allowed the dangerously sick to form groups/gangs and sects despite pre-warnings to have the freedom they need to attack and cover-up their deeds under the guise of power for the sake of fame and what ever else?" Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"As I sais the innocent just continued doing their thing nothing to prove no need to turn up anywhere unnecessarily!" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"So don't tell me...all they could see was to take what already knew and..." Arm</div><div><br></div><div>"It means...look this may mean they went on from being the original stickz girls and men to running all the wages departments they could get into then formed the biggest fandemic to show off anf cover up all their do?" TUiD</div><div><br></div><div>"Talking of excrement who showed up outside her flat months after she moved looking like the case of the deadly nurse?" Arm....</div><div> ^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64075152020-08-11T23:24:00+01:002020-08-12T15:00:09+01:00Unless Healed...CRF...pt 6<div>CRF = CUTTING ROOM FLOOR!</div><div><br></div><div>I am so thankfully grateful and blessed to repent and surrender to the forgiveness purpose and power life is as I wonder how much more can be explored and learnt about how brain damage and injury and personality disorders prolong the suffering amongst survivors in society?</div><div>^</div><div>I am inclined to ask further is that where division is supposed to conquer?</div><div>^</div><div>In Gods Name Alone!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Enough!</div><div>^</div><div>Blessings & Freedom to all and whom it may concern?</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>In the Spirit of Light and Freedom</div><div>^</div><div>Darkness and Expansion</div><div>^</div><div>In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost and Spirit!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64075162020-08-11T23:16:00+01:002020-08-12T15:00:09+01:00Unless Healed...CRF...pt 5CRF = Cutting Room Floor!<div>The Hearing; the more she hates and speaks against the family the mòre the ones that have made the billionaire and billions will not pay out?<br>Evenly?<br>But within me feels a trap of bitterness and hate to try and control my own fate away from them rising around me to try and put a negative stamp upon ny identity to feel forced to need their demise?<br>I don't feel like i like that!<br>It feels wrong to me to live with the need to crush somebody!<br>Very wrong because it will cause more me and them pain!<br>But it feels like im being pulled back again and again to this need for my ongoing attention?<br>It feels like someone has a need for me to turn around or away from the life I have created just to face off with them as enemies in deep and desperate need of attention! Someone very sick made alot of money it would seem then played it all out again right back to the poverty of where abuses first began? If that being me? Its very unfortunate!<br>^<br>If i may I pray today to find everything brand new and unfamiliar to me amid writings about incest and the need and contact of continually stupified abusers! Whilst recognising that I do not feel I never have had the need for any of them and whatever they intend to achieve by as much as they can destroy!<br>^<br>In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!<br>^<br>Amen!<br>^<br>In Gods Name Alone!<br>^<br>Natural Flowism!<br>^<br>A Freedom of Being!<br>^<br>Amen!<br>^<br>
</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64075172020-08-11T23:04:00+01:002020-08-12T15:00:09+01:00Unless Healed....CRF....pt 4<div>CRF=Cutting Room Floor!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Where any Law officials are unwilling to recognise incest and its continuum and how the personality of others continue to prolong the suffering of their survivors may we who so choose be spared their hatred and false concern which is continually perpetuated around us both deliberately and otherwise to force us who feel affected into an enforced obedience to the cruel forces of need greed and hatred by deed?</div><div>^</div><div>In Gods Name Only!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Enough!</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64075182020-08-11T22:59:00+01:002020-08-12T15:00:09+01:00Unless Healed...CRF...pt 3<div>CRF= CUTTING ROOM FLOOR</div><div><br></div><div>What feels like it should have been healed a long time ago by now all seems rolled into possible connection to the continuum of being stalked which has raised and brought forward and into play the horrible memories of incest some how?</div><div><br></div><div>Motherhood is great!</div><div>But not without its twists and turns</div><div>For those of us who survived sexual incest we inadvertently passed on emotional incest without even knowing or in some cases recongnising that is exactly what we had done. Not deliberately or sexually!</div><div><br></div><div>Stubborness and Definiance falsley appear to protect. Protected you as the parent as you fought your own siblings/guardians/carers or parents not to issue the abuses they experienced upon you. But that same stubbornness and obstinance turned right round and re-presented itself to you once you became a parent who tried to undo what your parents/abuser did to you before you were the parent trying to undo the very cruelty and abuse which was forced onto you.</div><div><br></div><div>Mind boggles as perceptions become skewered because that is not the same thing you were trying to do as a parent because of what had been done to you! But few know how to pay enough attention to the injuries in the brain or to the brain which cause that which makes the continuums of incest violence and emotional distresses and as a result cruelty continually possible!</div><div>^</div><div>In Gods Name Alone!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Praying for Divine Intervention from the most high! This is all I can say ask for it right now!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>For the sake of all our happinesses and Freedoms!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Enough!</div><div>^ </div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div>Bless & Freedom!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64075192020-08-11T22:39:00+01:002020-08-12T15:00:09+01:00Unless Healed...CRF...pt 2<div>CRF=CUTTING ROOM FLOOR</div><div><br></div><div>Incest has away of seeping into every area of your life, mind, and emotions. Personality disorders attached to it prolongs the suffering of others which flows out to the wider community. And if accepted erodes and changes society in general. Unannounced causing unseen unexpectedly animosity and inexplicable acts of hatred and ongoing unhealable pain. Incest has a footprint. Incest has a very big foot print which effects the economy lifestyle choices the atmosphere in very subtle ways leaving little trace and realisation of how its foot print has erased and projected life in all the wrong and right places, spaces, and in the body and minds of each generation and each race. It has left present an energy of confusion in society and confusion in the minds of many it has left and is leaving so much confusion in the minds of those trying to strive and achieve better than from whence they came!</div><div>Leaving many of us with misperceptions about status and wealth and in pain at having to re-live the hurt and pain of the abuse over and over again! Though even that can be healed by paying attention to where is has damage or injured the brain that way you can quite possibly switch off the constant repeated memories and pain!</div><div>^</div><div>In Gods Name Alone</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64075202020-08-11T22:29:00+01:002020-08-12T15:00:09+01:00Unless Healed..CRF....pt 1<div>CRF=Cutting Room Floor=Random Writings & Notes ÷ By No Order × By Feelings+Observation -♧◇♡♤■□●☆!</div><div><br></div><div>I am so Thankfully Gratefully Blessed to Repent and Surrender to the Forgiveness Purpose and Power Life is...</div><div><br></div><div>THE THROW DOWN...</div><div>This is about - What I feel and whst things people and circumstances feel like to me</div><div>These are random notes they may or may not relate to a truth!</div><div><br></div><div>...incapacity relating directly to time management. </div><div><br></div><div>A lack of empathy and intrusion into my life because of a public person's persona or public life?</div><div><br></div><div>Dreading. Hating having to face or confront the sadistic plans or behaviour of a stranger who is stalking me in an unknown manner? Or in a style and manner akin to what is known in society as Press instrusion which in reference to Law may well be able to actually be seen as criminal offence?</div><div><br></div><div>The fact words almost fail me to express a knowing feeling that other people have deliberately made me and my daughter distraught and distressed and even delibrately hated and at certain times poor just so they can be rich and build their brands off the back our distress?</div><div>Possibly off the back of the incest violence and abuse I/we have been forced to suffer in our lives! Within that in my bid for us both to heal and know and heal in truth I realise I may be viewed as capitolising allbeit my own pain for gain. Even though initially it was all I could do to break free of a stalker and abusers restraints!</div><div><br></div><div>The fact the evidence of antics have become more obvious and true. Does is it really a link to incest and if so where or how will i ever find if necessary concrete the unequivocal truth, if needed?</div><div><br></div><div>A womans name was predicted in a reading with a pyschic a name which begins with a B? </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>About to go to the store dreading the queues which will be already filled and waiting for my "appearance" as the compressing and oppression of a helicopter continues? Light aircraft pilot has already flown over!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>I have been living in internal turmoil conflict and confusion about who and what to let go! It can feel and even appear to others (narcissists, sadists, mysognists) like glee to be free and feel relieved having made the right decision to get up and out and away from their deeds! </div><div><br></div><div>I have literally gratefully woken up today feeling air crushed to my chest in false wonder hating past regergating memories. </div><div><br></div><div>As i can see pre see them now waiting to confront me!</div><div><br></div><div>Hated by the jealously or a false appearance of some kind ingrained in the search of those who seek to impress aristocrasy hound me mistakenly because I look like someone else for some reason which they cannot even articulate.</div><div><br></div><div> I dont know how to trust...that I can ask life to be kept away from anyone incestuous rich or poor old middle class or young?</div><div><br></div><div>Dear God the Father and Mother may I finally be free of anyone who maybe chasing me because they are practising incest or are hiding something else in their current or ongoing practice sexual offences or unrest which is nothing to do with me!</div><div>^</div><div>In Gods Name Alone!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>I am Grateful!</div><div>^</div><div>Enough!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div> </div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64058022020-08-09T11:46:00+01:002020-08-09T13:15:12+01:00Unless Healed....<div>As she sat watching and listening to a black women eloquently describe her pain and struggle</div><div><br></div><div>She searched to find the equivalent said using the same terms about race in a white women and could not find a peace said with the same sincerity. Not because it isn't there but just because she couldn't find it as easily!</div><div><br></div><div>It conjured up so many questions it is not like she had never experienced racism. Except it felt like it was from both white a black equally at times!</div><div><br></div><div>I knew she had said to herself she is just so fed up. She is emersed even though several generations removed in both sides of the story and prospective....so is this investigation being down or passed onto her from her Great Grand Father or Fathers and Mothers?</div><div><br></div><div>Why can she not hear it so easily and understandably from a white women?</div><div><br></div><div>Why can't she say anything without their being so much fear and initidation about what had been in the form of brutal cruel racism yet today so many of us are united in racism from racist as racist divided by racism because of the way we speak about race or feel about white women?!</div><div><br></div><div>Sick!</div><div>Sick of what looks like their attempts at the appearance of control and natural gravitation toward a belief system of supremact dominace and the right of entitlement to appear better than even the black man they lay their head down with yet it turns out something in their structure gives them that percentage above which makes them more likely to stalk someone else-considering it is supposed to be a crime to stalk someone else!</div><div><br></div><div>Is it in the Men or is there a statistic that show white men fell gullible to holding up traditionalism faster the black men? Or is that the other way round?</div><div><br></div><div>Is it the left over unspoken or hardly ever high-lighted fact and effects of slavery when the white man would put the white women on a rancid pedal stool (even though it wouldn't appear rancid) whilst the white man went out and found a black women to rape or truly fall in love with?</div><div><br></div><div>Have white women lived in forms of behavioural shackles ever since?</div><div><br></div><div>Force through every generation to out do and do more and more to prove a black women worthless because of the historic abandonment for the sake of sex addiction, rape, or love?</div><div><br></div><div>WITHOUT EMPATHY</div><div><br></div><div>It gets sickening and tiring when you just cannot be</div><div>And just be comfortable </div><div>It is hard enough in general society overcoming the similations of generation upon generations of incest and all the ongoing bahavioural patterns that is allowed to turn into culture and tradition that creates across generations and every race!</div><div>But to then have to continually live through the ongoing affects of slavery in this very modern day embroiled in the modernisation of sex addiction and the sleight and stealth of paedaphila as it becomes so stylised to the point it is hardly recognised as a form of stalking behaviour goes beyond the goat!</div><div>It is enough to be done with the ongoing sexual intimidation some white females appear to want another to feel</div><div><br></div><div>Since they-white women or whitish looking women appear to have been seen as the most sexually desirable and preferred in the world of the anointed does it mean they have been appointed to put a stop to what this sexual desire and profit has been?</div><div><br></div><div>Is that a weakness pending to be a strength to not be taken for granted as sex objects?</div><div><br></div><div>WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP</div><div><br></div><div>Its gone past the sell by date to keep fight against the one in the similar mind!</div><div><br></div><div>That does not mean hand in hand or linked arms because that can also be just another sexually deviant alibi!</div><div><br></div><div>But so many of us are just sick and tired of the unecessarily stupid and the high tide and tithe profits of the sex abuse industries remarketing!</div><div><br></div><div>Which part of the brain is so defunction this situation still has coping with it over and over again?</div><div><br></div><div>And is it just a mixed race thing?</div><div>When for once in our lives we just want to hear it easy?</div><div><br></div><div>And not be in this constant division about our Mothers and their history or Our Fathers and their history?</div><div><br></div><div>And is really about race at all since it does not actual exist or is it about the sexual global profit race?</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/64058032020-08-09T09:21:00+01:002020-08-09T13:15:12+01:00TUiD's Cutting Room Floor!<div><br></div><div>In the Cutting Room Floor!</div><div>Body parts speaks</div><div>They feedback to the brain</div><div>Because the Brain gave the body parts the command in the first place!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Yet again, it has been Variation of a theme of faces situated in the frankly spoken toilet visits!</div><div>There has also been Motorcyclist who project their energy onto the foreheads of others forcing them to touch the area the motorcyclist has stares at creating the look of a false looking salute as the unwanted feeling of projection is brushed off!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div>The following works are carried out under the theme of: the most likely to....</div><div>...either going be yourself or compromise yourself in the playoff to Stop being so simple and nonchalant about the reality of the situation you are in! </div><div>As the Unknown iRate Detective enters the freak out zone asking who brung on the need to panic?</div><div>Uninterrupted Pressured Rejection?</div><div><br></div><div>At the Yard of Alternative Training the following Question is being asked...</div><div>Does untreated Brain Damage take form in an individual become a collective and then go onto become a Cultural Traditions and a Social Norm?</div><div>In the Alternative Training Course Referred to as Therapy is the Process based at Natural Flowism Studios the following is being explained Asked and Considered...</div><div>Free flow Journal writing is an important part of psychotherapy it can help process and unblock a lot of unwanted troubling and disturbing thoughts and feelings!</div><div>In the form of personal therapy what does the creation of an irate character and detective really represent? Does it show someone feeling oppressed or living depressed due to being legally illegally abused?</div><div><br></div><div>Tuid...is still at home...</div><div><br></div><div>"Well what do think what must they have been through? High time we got rid of the label of black as aggressive and white as jealous and subservient or passive when neither is not always actual or true in such forms even though too often perceived and presented as such!”</div><div><br></div><div>"Eh?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Have white women unwittingly been forced to be seen as more sexualised and more sexually available and more easily attainable sexually whilst or when black women had not been and doesn’t that all lead back to the same place? That place of seriously dangerous and even subtle forms of physical spiritual psychological sexual and emotional rape?</div><div><br></div><div>"Which pornovirus cunt cam up with that and let that can out of the bag?”</div><div>“Be honest why do you think they are among the most likely in statics in the supposed higher figures that show white women are more likely to stalk than their black counter-parts and I will make it very clear it is not true of everyone not every white women has the tendency too stalk but I do want to at least begin to clarify and even expose the common myths and denominators.... your the detective your supposed to know them statics what is behind the most likely?"</div><div><br></div><div>"The one thing i have to do as a detective is make sure the people who claim they can solve a crime or an abusive situation are not the ones who created the crime or the abuse or problems against others in the first place. Especially when it comes to detecting and investigating stalkers ongoing assaults be they covert or overt!"</div><div><br></div><div>"What do you mean?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Stalkers are often unable or in some cases incapable of seeing where and how to appropriately respond in relationships due to the level of entitlement they often feel regardless of their race that is an important fact to know about stalking behaviours in relation to the history of the word! Stalking behaviours by the nature of obssession appear to set out to cause years of doubt about their cruel evasive yet possessed behaviour patterns and antics. As a result they often gain ground among those people included their target who may be suffering from moments of much needed avoidance or those who have been forced out of responding as they naturally or normally would due to enforced trauma often by a stalker or domestic abuser aka former friend/spouse/family member this can cause conflict avoidant responses which may not be natural to the original character of that person!"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"It is sad but true that all too often due to unprofessional persons or untrained personnel in positions of legal authority willing or unwittingly all to often stalkers are allowed and permitted to re-enter or sneak back into their victims or targets life - as the victim or survivor attempts to heal from the very stalker who is again allowed to hide and continue levels of stalking antics around them due to being allowed to live near to their victims or have unlimited access to them in some form or the other! "</div><div><br></div><div>"So...you mean that a person that is either victimised or has already gone through being targeted by a stalker cannot even escape or find help whilst trying to escape the brutality of a stalker? Hence might be still forced to fight on against the stalker they are trying to heal from because no one can see what a stalker is?”</div><div><br></div><div>“That shows the extent of obsessional clinging control of the stalker. But what about when stalking emerges as a back drop or prelude of rape and incestuous rape where the feelings of a right of entitlement is in a family or even religious group/cult or sect is sky high?"</div><div><br></div><div>"It is the same thing as said before?"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>“So they are still predicting her whereabouts and behaviour in the most intimidating way it feels like they have no compassion for how she feels?”</div><div><br></div><div>“It has felt like a commune or a sect of people cold and heartless in their need to be proved correct about the personal business of someone else - without shame or any realisation that that is where a boundary should have been placed in the need to have and to hold and to know so much. All they see or all they know is how they need or must have it be. Yet callous if they have wrongly taken from ruthless and possessive over all possessions!”</div><div><br></div><div>“But aren't we all like that? Imagine you have an investigation which has taken years then you find out or work out the reason it has taken years is because the culprit of the crime was already covering up that they had been stalking somebody else the whole time which led you astray within the investigation so you will not concentrate on the life of the one doing the targeting but make a culprit out of the one who is reporting the crime?!”</div><div><br></div><div>“Yeah that would be one of them situations where it always leads back to the one left looking like a deer in headlights!”</div><div><br></div><div>“Yeah so that means the one left in distress and anxiety because of due to being attacked in the first place!”</div><div><br></div><div>“So to go on about their tactics and antics they would feel the need to go as far as to need to drop something on the floor to either let you know they have bought or had deliver the same product as you?”</div><div>“The obsessive intimidating and intrusive need to always need clues? “</div><div><br></div><div>(Random Clairaudience: They were asked not to leave the hotel a voice said at 23:45 on the 02/08/20?)</div><div><br></div><div>“This whole behaviour pattern has turned out to be completely;</div><div>Child done wrong and the most intimate methods of intimidation!”</div><div><br></div><div>“The need to constantly match up or be alike?”</div><div>“The uncanny appearance of team work everything is too neat and clean and tidy?”</div><div><br></div><div>“They've planned plotted and done something very nasty over something really small and stupid?”</div><div>“Has it been about A joke which back fired?”</div><div>“Why would that keep so many so loyal to its duration”?</div><div><br></div><div>“The case will remain open but I am still going with intention to remove or come between Mother and childern as possible motive and obsession, with accounts and reports of stalking or even those involved in recycling and using reports of survivors of stalking or those who re-write a survivors account will all be used as evidence in cases of murder even if remotely related or combined with what is written!” TUiD announces</div><div>“Fluff Daddy?”</div><div>“How many? Or so many unknown from travels all around the world?”</div><div>“I’m still curious about where when and why there was a need to surround the poet?”</div><div>“Jixy People?”</div><div><br></div><div>“Right...well... now there’s a story!”</div><div>“Money retrieved?”</div><div><br></div><div>“Fully and purely success at the ego's cost and behest?”</div><div>“Yah rich/yah rich/but it is when you have to put down and put upon someone/and then have to turn up and to let them know/dat dem riches don't glow!”</div><div>“Hilarious!”</div><div>“Is you ever lasting cuntahfunckingvirus!”</div><div>“I beg your pardon...do you mind....that is inappropriate and it is not funny!”</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div>
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</div>"So what this?"<br>"Church!"<br>"Whats with the singing?"<br>"What are they singing do you mean?"</div><div>"Yeah...wotz this?"</div><div>"They are now singing...Onward pissed off soldiers<br>No more willing to go to war<br>Never has there been such a victory..because before we were all in to much pain to see!"<br><br>"Innit in paedophilia that they pretend to be not the age which they are to lure and groom someone into a confidence or level of trust?"</div><div>"Yeah...does that mean all these turn up and pretend to be.....has meant what exactly?"<br><br>
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Even if it means pickng up the stupidest thing until they get noticed. </div><div><br></div><div>Or when it gets worse it comes down to trying to take over everything around or beyond the person they do not realise they are not feeling.</div><div><br></div><div>They create a slavery all over again</div><div>Instead of it being about global nations it turns up as years been stolen from somebodies life as they are relentlessly stalked for absolutely no reason.</div><div><br></div><div>Because whether we like or not </div><div>All of us</div><div>Everyone in this life has something go wrong or against what they actually want</div><div>We all lose at somethings</div><div>We all win at somethings</div><div>But that doesn't ever mean we have to cause a form of slavery around somebody or anybody!</div><div>I heard for some years people try and indicate to me what some men may want from me, or even some woman for that matter</div><div><br></div><div>But neither me or my body is chattle to anybody</div><div><br></div><div>Whilst the depth and violence of hundreds of years of slavery can never be compared</div><div><br></div><div>To be stalked has a bearing within what the history of slavery is!</div><div>^</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>^</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>^</div><div>Amen!</div><div>^</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63872972020-07-18T15:40:00+01:002020-07-19T06:15:35+01:00About to Show Up & Act as...? <div>"Is it ones families precision?"</div><div><br></div><div>It has been a few years since I visited Morocco.</div><div><br></div><div>Morocco was the first holiday and first time travelling abroad by myself without meeting someone I already knew at the destination. But in truth I knew I wasn't completely alone because I knew I was being stalked, and had some kind of investigative figures stalking/following 9n behind whereever I would go Uk and abroad, and to be honest that is a tail end that always feel like shit and in and of itself needs investigating because it takes a toll on me as ongoing abuses. Whether that tale end is welling or not by unknown press reporters, unknown evangalists of sorts, possible undercover Police Officers doing the good and welling meaning thankless task of finding extremely clever and stealthy dangerous criminals! It just all felt very off even though it was a trip I took alone to celebrate my own birthday. A day which I spent so many years hating let alone not wanting to ever celebrate mu birthdat just because life has felt much like no place to ever really relax or truly ever be safe enough to let my whole guard down!</div><div><br></div><div>Some people upon hearing that will launch into a full on monologue of blame slammed against me; you should have done this and that and shouldn't be doing this or that! If it is the one who intimately stalks the atrack will continue to be you should have stayed...you shouldn't have gone...i have a right to access to you regardless of whether you give you permission or not!</div><div><br></div><div>That last bit has been the longest riding piece of possibly evidence known durning this epilogue I have known since I was first forced into experiencing being stalked. An experience which began as far back as 1986/1987 when I lived in Notting Hill Gate in West London with more recent incidents and episodes emerging from2005 and becoming full blown by 2007; and again with something changing and similar intensity of previous again having episodes continuing since 2014! Which may mean given what seems like a 7 year patterning. It maybe possible that in another 7/8 months something else again emerge, and though hopefully not... may present again as full blown episode nature of Stalking type and sub-type behaviours!?</div><div><br></div><div>Since the above mentioned behaviours I have been writing and publishing My Very Own Poetry Style Blogs which led me into the world of Self- Publishing my own books. Which are written as Self-Defense and Self-Healing works intended for research. As a Self-Publisher it means nothing is edited out or presented as something much more glossier than it potentially is. Though once I regain the time and energy needed I do intend to try and see if it is possible to clean up some of my previous works.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Ok, enough about my written history let me get back to why I began by recounting my holiday to Morocco. </div><div><br></div><div>Certain days out and trips for me have always been purposefully taken. At difficult and different junctures in my life when I need to make particular decisions about the direction of my life. Morocco was no different especially as I had to find away to get through the holiday knowing that nosey and unwanted individuals were trying to gate crash my party as it were! Somewhere in a molesting type atmosphere I had to try and enjoy myself despite the presence of ongoing planned spite. If you can imagine going abroad to experience something new and to me new people only to find and realise an unknown stalker and an abuser who abused you possibly since school or at least since your teenage had recruited locals from London/Uk neighbourhoods to go to your holiday destination so by the time you get there the stalkers recruits are there to serve you; follow you around; you in turn - struggle to experience anything or anyone new. Well, I feel that is how bad and how far a stalker not necessarily known to me got in my life...and that as an ongoing experience Uk or abroad has been beyond fatigue and exhaustion for me over the years as I remain continually forced into dealing with experiences created by the dis-ease of others suffering from the need to Stalk!</div><div>^</div><div>
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<div>Holiday and book finally over and long time finish and done with I keep moving on with my life. I do not write books for other people to take and develop their own ideas about a subject or theme of a book I have written then to come back around me and abuse me with their inability to just read a book put it down and leave it alone. I almost find it impossible to explain that since going on holiday and writing about it in a book I found myself unduly under unwanted attention of what maybe a specifically created biker community.</div>
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<div>It was getting toward the latter part of 2005 and I was beginning to feel the impact of losing my Father in a which I never thought I would as we were never close. I had by that worked for years in the haulage trying to better myself bit by bit and I had succeeded. But at a very unecessary price because though I could not articulate it at the time for what it turned out to be all the years late I knew I was being clung on too in some shape or form and I couldn't cope...and just put up a persona to get through till I could get out. It wasn't supposed to offend anybody but it is I feel where the germ of trickery may have been born and continued in some form repitation everyday every month and every years since then. Which has gone on to include the even further type in intimate intrusion of my home being broken into. Which remains unsolved!</div>
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<div>I still do not know exactly what it was about 2014. But since that year I have had to work really hard to make sure that I do not remain at a level of suspicion which the events of that year made me feel to do. 2014 was the year I returned to work as a driver up against a horrible backlash of hate and serious attempts of what seems like very deliberately created attempts of Jealous obstructions!</div>
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<div>Who so ever started up the bikers style rally around me. STOP NOW!</div>
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<div>It is very simple go away and become well. You will see know need to continually play charades around me or any form of secruity I maybe forced to use.</div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63872992020-07-14T17:38:00+01:002020-07-19T06:15:35+01:00Hard Facts & Dominoes<div>Chorus;</div><div>Its never to say it didn't happen</div><div>Its never to say it didn't hurt</div><div><br></div><div>Verses:Sometimes))))))))</div><div>Though)))))))) its hard))))))))))</div><div>Its important)))))</div><div>To)))))) be on))))))) a particular)))))) side)))))))cause its))))))</div><div><br></div><div>Chorus; its never...</div><div>Its never to say it isnt true</div><div>Sometimes)))))))) you cannot understand it))))))))))</div><div>Because))))))) you tried so hard to bury it)))))))</div><div><br></div><div>Burying)))))))so much)))))))When you))))))) were being)))))) hurt</div><div><br></div><div>Then you find)))))))) yourself)))))))) attracted to the glitz of glamour)))))))) which hides your pain)))))) from being hurt again)))))))</div><div>You think your carrying on in life like nothing has happened)))))</div><div>By the time life catches you you are illegally in trouble</div><div>You never healed</div><div>Though you may not be alone </div><div>You have not resolved the marks))))))) put on you since birth</div><div><br></div><div>Chorus</div><div><br></div><div>Sadly not every one can teach you </div><div>The effects rape/incest&sex abuse had on you</div><div><br></div><div>They tried)))))for so many years))))) to make it into an attractive industry)))))</div><div>But look at the devastation it is! </div><div><br></div><div>For so many it felt too late</div><div>Like there was nothing they could do</div><div>But it is never worth saying its untrue</div><div><br></div><div>Hard facts and dominoes is where all the lies and denials go</div><div><br></div><div>Chorus and rift</div><div>Rift: its never/its never/ its never to say....</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63873002020-07-14T15:16:00+01:002020-07-19T06:15:35+01:00An Unknown Detective Looks on...<div>Their Evidence is so easy</div><div>But maybe it isn't really</div><div>Nowhere to be seen is the one they clutch so tightly as their victim</div><div><br></div><div>Their evidence was so easy</div><div>Their endless trips around the sky made their energy and information so light and breezy </div><div><br></div><div>Some of the messages was a voice that said used our meetings are in the sky</div><div>But no one knew why</div><div><br></div><div>Of course all of this is nonsense in a case so onesided where the truth is like recycled thread only to be weaved all over again!</div><div><br></div><div>So many players </div><div>Without any lovers</div><div>One lynch mob of haters </div><div>Everything at their finger tips</div><div>Yet they cannot conclude anything without causing dis-ease unease and distress in everyone they need or meet!</div><div><br></div><div>They target the ones who do not truly know who they are then sit back and laugh as they live off the frustration worry and expenses they have caused!</div><div><br></div><div>Their evidence has always been easy</div><div>For as long as life has been in existence they have caused the same drama trauma in varying degrees of violent pain over and over again with the only differing influence being the style and fashion of each of era and decade they have lived in which allows them to continually roam free again, over and over again!</div><div><br></div><div>Their evidence has always been they need one victim to clamp down and focus on or draw attention too....</div><div><br></div><div>"Yeah yeah we know the detail...but don't forget they do fail...because they do continually present with so much of their own evidence! "</div><div><br></div><div>So why has the willingness gone on for so long?</div><div><br></div><div>The willingness to entertain such pain until it gravitates to such a state that eventually there is nothing else but for it to be brought down in a spectacular way?</div><div><br></div><div>Intialing both sides fail but quiickly realise the gap where their failure would go unnoticed and unthwarted and with a developmental skill they negiotate there so their evidence will go unoticed pampered spoiled as they poke out the ability of anybody to stop them from succeeding!</div><div><br></div><div>They believed in a philantrapy that never existed. The blatant mockery that crushed and inhibited their victims. As those with power fell weak to status and charms choosing to divide and conquer in a bid to claim societal norms</div><div><br></div><div>...and as the detective I have heard and watched it over and over again</div><div>Watch their victims like a horror movie scrape their lives back together again after being hit by the blatantancy of destructiveness and intrusions. The written in illegal stalking programme. Which has been written in to fits so seemlessly into the everyday comings and goings of the people they only accept if they term themselves as victims. </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Like so many I worked to solve the problems gathered all the relevance only to be met with convenient contradictions which at least on the surface seem to play right back into allowing wrong doing.</div><div><br></div><div>Despite their Evidence appearing so easy</div><div>But yet not factually</div><div>Only as a resident mystery!</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63850442020-07-13T23:06:00+01:002020-07-14T01:15:26+01:00The Detective Files....<div>He explained "due to his guilt you must understand his need for compliance whilst hiding inbetween the life of someone"</div><div><br></div><div>"Oh did he now its aload of fuckin bullshit that is..." detective spits</div><div><br></div><div>They're screaming at her again!</div><div>When she got here to view the place 2013. She sat on the floor and the screaming rose from beneath her!</div><div><br></div><div>"Ground swell was it?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Question is have we got to the bottom of it...that in some form shape or time frame or the other the same thing for who so ever has always been behind it all keeps happening again!"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>"Yeah...yeah its that thing again you have no idea how miserable your life can get when you are forced to become the sole target of someone!"</div><div> </div><div>"Question is...has this been about trophies or currencies all this time later?"</div><div><br></div><div>"Or has their alibi been their way of life...which is it?"</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63831972020-07-11T19:28:00+01:002020-07-11T21:45:30+01:00A Babbling Exorcism <div>He said; "He woke up drunk and found he'd been laid upon without his permission"</div><div><br></div><div>It was an expectation of terms expected to ensue him into manhood as he was expected to accept it.</div><div><br></div><div>A life time of unwanted </div><div>Which was to leave him with an image of strength that would never be revealed as interrupted development if society never found out the twisted feelings he had about himself.</div><div><br></div><div>Looked over and passed over in the midst of fun and jolly</div><div>Fashionable parodys which never revealed how he truly feels</div><div>No longer can hide from himself the truth about which he never wept</div><div>Until the next generation grew up and said you will never carry this on among we!</div><div><br></div><div>For we will fight and not necessarily by or with violence</div><div>For we understand our privilege of free will and free speech</div><div>We need not elect leaders</div><div>Because their is natural law that can guide us by</div><div>Bur if we so choose we may support leadership for the sake of what administration requires us too!</div><div><br></div><div>For we are not bled dry of neurological knowledge</div><div>We are aware of the distraction that abuse details to impair </div><div>Whilst everyone will never be well which why we cannot yet state a non-violent state</div><div>We need not be afraid of our brains or what it cost maintain </div><div>Because of our ancestors we need never be afraid</div><div>We need never be afraid to pay attention to the power of a damaged brain which if untreated can go on to steal the areas our minds need to function and behave</div><div><br></div><div>As for him up top as so written</div><div>He continued to live</div><div>But how many are like him?</div><div>Men raped by women</div><div>Young men living with the anger and after effects of their enforced first sexual experiences?</div><div>And what if they have found nowhere else to go are the clinging too?</div><div>Memories best forgotten when you are trying to free yourself too?</div><div><br></div><div>One abuser makes the other abuser if by the time you can say stop you know understand and continually make decisions to stop or contain excessive arousal away.</div><div><br></div><div>But what do you do when they turn up again because so long as there is none to tell or anywhere to go heal they will keep turning up again and again especially if their moving on was the ready waiting industry.</div><div><br></div><div>They'll turn up again to hate you especially if a stalker or troll has laid claim to yoy without health but only stealth.</div><div><br></div><div>Then God only knows how many will turn up ready and waiting as though your presence and your eyes are like a stage with camera and lights as they show up to act as...</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63831982020-07-11T18:28:00+01:002020-07-11T21:45:30+01:00Urged to Say<div>I am urged to share with you the following;</div><div>"That I am not the only one"</div><div>"It is just the way the town was with everyone at that time'</div><div>Said the berries on the trees which seemed to have sprung arms and legs that cuddled the branches of each tree!</div><div><br></div><div>This is the weirdest most random poetry i have ever seen</div><div><br></div><div>"Who the hell is behind it?" Said 1 detective to another</div><div><br></div><div>"A Fake Medium" replied a reporter</div><div><br></div><div>"Oh, we are being surrounded by minims" exclaimed the other</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63829692020-07-11T13:47:00+01:002020-07-11T17:15:23+01:00Another Rant by The Apparent Unknown DCi!<div>Infront of Team 'TUiDCi!' Continues to rant....</div><div>"Can you imagine being forced to live the reality of life as an act?"</div><div>"Think will yah?"</div><div>"What kind of persons or crimes can present or hide behind that?"</div><div>"Can't you imagine their planning...oh if someone or something requires it...then with complete flippancy and God syndrome idealology we can turn up and pretend to be it....just sitting or standing there they plan to just turn up and fake it...which in itself is more than possibly dangerous...let alone that being carried out without any comprehension of the potential damage that can be done to everyone. Unlike the depth of a blues song they show no ability to understand what damage can be done yet the continual frustration such a contrived situation... which can only... all to easily... unfortunately cause a possible situations of complete and utter aggravation to anyone or to all unwittingly forced to be affected by those showing up to act as ...?"</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63828192020-07-11T12:23:00+01:002020-07-11T12:30:29+01:00The Unknown irate DCi!<div>I don't care if it is in or out!</div><div>Corruption can't hide no more!</div><div>Nobody is as sick as before!</div><div><br></div><div>I am here 0900 like donkey</div><div>I am here 1000 like turkey</div><div>What you want from me now?</div><div>You want me to fly like one dead bird and gwan like scuttle fish hmmm...?</div><div>On the fringes of show business lay a very dark secret the illnesses of a need and a certain type of greed which had been filtered to the street like games...played consectively with no care or feeling without and without anyone suspecting.</div><div>Feathered somewhere between a computer hacker and everyones elses personnal data </div><div><br></div><div>"Who kills people by the means of trying to tell people something, or a specigic someone something...i know i am being stalked...help me....help me " she screams</div><div><br></div><div>"This is a case about which kind or type of stalker is doing or organising the stalking?"</div><div>"Which type of stalker" said one detective to the other.</div><div><br></div><div>"Which kind of thought is the stalkers brain stuck on?" said 1 neurologist to another</div><div><br></div><div>"Is it a name, prediction, or place that the murderer is trying to put a link on?"</div><div><br></div><div>It had become the game of many pubs and clubs; as to what was the ghost writer (non-specific) behind Natural Flowism going to come up with next if anything but a bunch of nonsense fiction</div><div><br></div><div>I woke up and every nerve of mine spoke</div><div>As I woke a shock like a quote screamed and sprang from my body looking like a bed with a mattress full of loose springs.</div><div><br></div><div>My days had changed. No more hammering it round the M25. Things have once again become calm. Home felt like a very well labelled laundry room. Stark and bare since I sold off all my art work collections, and designs to nowhere </div><div><br></div><div>Several couples from the country contacted me and we struck up a currently non-existent deal. They had between them several shops but had struggled to maintain new ideas. Once i began printing and making my designs they could see their way through what I had made. Theie complete business was complete as mine came up for sale.</div><div><br></div><div>They found my collections completely inspiring realising how many businesses and product lines they could make by adding my creations to their unusual things for sale</div><div><br></div><div>You will have to excuse me he said</div><div><br></div><div>"You still driving around dem mash grapes?"</div><div>"Eh" she said</div><div>"Formented you mean innit?"</div><div><br></div><div>"So which fackin murders is it, eh?" Asked the Detective at the Head of the investigations</div><div><br></div><div>"A number of them ave donnit so stop facking me about!" He screamed</div><div>"A number of them were let go and a number of cults ave started ever tried tackerling it as sucide arranged as a murder? Are you fucking listening to me?" He howls at his crew and team</div><div><br></div><div>"Somebody must ave something... i have got a feeling that somebody has grown an alternative assisted suicide thing...you know what i mean?"</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63828202020-07-11T11:59:00+01:002020-07-11T12:30:29+01:00Tiny Turquoise Roof!<div>It came in phases</div><div>A Designers Release</div><div>Put the room back together </div><div>Bit by bit</div><div>Finally finding Clarity</div><div>As the brown boxes are torn to bits</div><div>I could finally see what it is!</div><div><br></div><div>Finally beginning to see it</div><div>And it is not that bad!</div><div>I don't need to hold on to anything that does not make me glad!</div><div><br></div><div>I hate him</div><div>For the years of bragging and blagging about what he did to my life!</div><div>Success and Jealously don't do it for me</div><div>There has been something more underneath that no one was willing to believe</div><div>Choked in green velvet</div><div>Burped on pink silk</div><div>Wrapped in cellophane</div><div>The continuous mind games</div><div>As they turn up all days</div><div>And isolate</div><div>To replay</div><div>The mind game</div><div>Of walking alone in the street again!</div><div>To enjoy the day they think they have won</div><div>Only to be gathered up and taken to a place where they can never stalk again</div><div>One man started something</div><div>And all day everyday they turn up on each street</div><div>Just to show up and act as...?</div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63828212020-07-11T11:16:00+01:002020-07-11T12:30:29+01:00To Show Up and Act as...?<div>They hold on so tightly</div><div>The all assuming eye</div><div>No regrets about letting go</div><div>Unlikely earths elements rippling by</div><div>They have no feelings of regret</div><div>The evil who live for physical pleasures</div><div>Thrifting on the young and innocent</div><div>As they begin to try and make their own way in life!</div><div>^</div><div>You hold on so tightly</div><div>Like as if there is no love in the world anymore</div><div>Broken into the unknown</div><div>By a brain that could never function as whole</div><div>^</div><div>You never new your own guliability to the cruelty you were forced to face</div><div>^</div><div>Buried in a negativity of a truth you may have never been told</div><div>Then to continue to be </div><div>You yourself are or are made to look cruelly stripped of all sensitivity which will have spared you the riddicule of the very pain you maybe once knew</div><div>But is any of that really possible or true?</div><div>^</div><div>It can be difficult to believe that any person can be so cruel</div><div>Because we ourselves have been seemingly almost blindsided into believing all good must be tender and leave us only feeling good </div><div>^</div><div>As if almost setting us up against those who display a litany of warning signs of the shock and pain that will come our way?</div><div>^</div><div>A possible clockwork machine of many layers of people willing to lie to see that with what we had been naturally given we may never correctly use?</div><div>^</div><div>Layers upon layer of those who indecently abuse</div><div>Have no empathy or sensitivity toward anybody but for nothing they are enslaved to the belief of the worth of currency </div><div>As distant healers fight and wrestle with the energy of justice and the contradictions it makes who by myth the energy of Gods have Love for each and every baby child they sent to this life with the ability of empathy or not!</div><div>As distant healing wrestles to keep from the myth of a satan their innocents even in apparent complete guilt in the light and darkness of evidence</div><div>There is a myth of a God who cries equally bereft of those who to them are always as innocent as the innocent lives they made bled?</div><div>^</div><div>Bled are the days which may have been truly lived in by appearances a happy daze</div><div>Beneath endurancy of duty put above choice and real depth of feeling for a freedom unrelentlessly avoided</div><div>Soaked in a journey which never truly existed</div><div>As to turn up and act as...</div><div>Somehow took over society's best wishes</div><div>^</div><div>Flagrant in colours so dull and yet so bold</div><div>Given over to eras of sickness before modern day neuro scientist's could see a way forward which would heal the human being into a much more truthful vision of health to behold</div><div>Beyond being stuffed behind a lack of knowledge which created terms in history known as 'revolutionary' as ignorance and a lack of understanding unfolded!</div><div>^</div><div>Somewhere in the dark edges of society is a mind that will never let go of anybody or never concede to what is defeat</div><div>Horribly convinced there was no need to feel by their very own opthalmology of deceit </div><div>"Oh, I can't see and don't need to feel" they sayeth</div><div>Some trained by their abusers to never contact their empathy or memories so the abuser can take form in society and live freely?</div><div>^</div><div>An anguish which cannot be fooled</div><div>As on lookers thirst is equally cruel</div><div>As are the things which block out </div><div>Treating the body like a piece of cast iron that could never be shaken or broken</div><div>^</div><div>A constant need to the destroy the mind before it could think to help itself touch itself or truly feel what those who they abused really see or really feel</div><div>^</div><div>It feels like it fits into the myth of a non existent abominable sin</div><div>Bewildered in not even a delusion but a brain which cannot seemingly comprehend what kind of pain it is in and has left others with</div><div>^</div><div>One abuser does one as one abuser tries to create another one driven by the nothing which has created everything yet the runaway wreck feeling is lived to its fullest in the attempt to create an everlasting tale to show up and act as...?</div><div>^</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63233632020-05-20T08:22:00+01:002020-05-20T10:30:29+01:00Incest(Sexual Rape) Leading to Emotional Incest which Leads to Emotional Abuse in the Home and in Wider Society! Incest Interviews...I cannot tell you...as if I am speaking to somebody else...how Thankful and Grateful I am to be awake this morning!<div><br></div><div>This may not be an easy read or blog to write especially given the mass grief being endured at this time during a global pandemic. However, I am grateful to be able to follow the leads in the title at this time. </div><div><br></div><div>I will continually publish this blog unfinished because if I don't I lose the content. It has been possible to safe and hold content in draft.</div><div><br></div><div>Therefore this is created as another live view. Every few paragraphs published!</div><div><br></div><div>It is never an easy thing or a light decision to make to have to or chose to write about abuse in a family context. Within my work I refer to my experience and reference in family as related to my own child prior to pregnancy in my late teens and Motherhood from my twenties.</div><div><br></div><div>Its a hard to travel make no mistake it feels it is never over. You get away. Then you need to make hard decisions to stay away. Because whether you like it or not you were hurt, you going to inevitably hurt...and there is going to be alot of people inbetween you are hurt because they don't understand or know the full story and they also may not be well enough too!</div><div><br></div><div>I am hedging a guess that my energy may stick around on this page for awhile.</div><div><br></div><div>I made a point almost about 30 years ago now to go and get help for the sexual incest I had experienced. I was fearful for the effects of that will have on my ability as a parent. </div><div><br></div><div>That kind of therapy enabled me to gain enough confidence to get ahead. Because prior to achieving a self-referral. My mind and nervous system was boggling out of control. </div><div><br></div><div>I was living in Notting Hill in West London in the mid to late 1980's. I was ambitious and just beginning to find myself, as an individual whilst also negotiating Mothethood which I absolutely loved.</div><div><br></div><div>After I had worked through sessions of rape crisis group therapy. For me I though it was so good and so informative. I literally felt I could take on the world, in my personal world. I felt I could our pathway ahead much more clearly. Which was true only for a certain amount of time.</div><div><br></div><div>But in hindsight there was alot I didn't see or take into consideration. Simply because I was too young, trusting, and incredibly niave as a result.</div><div><br></div><div>During sessions with the group I met other survivors. Heard stories of women and men who couldn't ever escape or get away from the families they were raped not only as a child by males in the families who still continued to hold onto their lives in a need to continue to rape. The rapists mind couldn't not change which may mean brain care and also the area of other disorders mentally/personality were prolonging suffering and inhibiting the ability to get effective help and support for the long term.</div><div><br></div><div>The effects of my early life on me as an individual and as a Mother has never stop having some kind effect on our lives ever!</div><div><br></div><div>It has continued to dominate me everyday which it was at times just easy to plunge constantly so I could get out of the home, try and earn somekind of money, and try and have some fun and date. </div><div><br></div><div>I manage to create and have some happiness which I am so grateful for. </div><div><br></div><div>It is not that I am not aware that life is challenging generally for everybody. So many other people are facing worse than what I have ever known. I learnt that in Rape Crisis Group Session that instills instant Compaasion and Gratitude. </div><div>I write as a self-portrait artist refering always to myself and my own experience and abuse in a family context. I choose to use myself and my life as an example and basis for my own healing and research, and I hope and pray that my life experience what I have learnt and am yet to learn can inspire the life journey of others.</div><div><br></div><div>So whilst my writings may come across as me-me or she is only thinking about herself. Yes! I am! That is what this Self-Potrait Artist does! Not to be Selfish but to be open and strong enough to show you are also weak enough to admit you are challenged, are being challenged, and are still weak enough to be strong enough to overcome!</div><div><br></div><div>Living in a Sun room I have no complaints. Except I wish I could pick it up and take it all to some other place.</div><div><br></div><div>Where?</div><div><br></div><div>Somewhere where I do not hear what sounds like a timely siren. </div><div><br></div><div>Is that referring to those who carry large boom boxes in sports bags?</div><div><br></div><div>Recently, I sat pouring over old photos of my younger days when I was so in awe of life a timing spanning 1980 and the ninties. I was seaech myself to find where the emotional connection was. Where has I placed my emotional connectors?</div><div><br></div><div>For too long I have not been a get up and get fully dressed and be ready to start the day type of person at all. Though I never wanted to be the kind of survivor which a stalker could orientate. That is exactly it feels like has occurred! The emphasis being on the "feels like" that is not truth but it does burgen on a part of my reality!</div><div><br></div><div>So where were my emotional connectors or where did I derive or emerge in emotional connection?</div><div><br></div><div>I was probably the closet child to my Mother at one time. I spent a lot of time away from school sitting by my late Mothers side as she sewed what seemed like a neighbourhood and church community full of clothes designs. She never received enough credit for her creative brilliance though I did at least try to tell as much. As I research my past with the Intention of healing myself in the present. I am now so grateful ti realise and remember the years and copius hours I sat beside my late Mother as child as she talked endlessly about all the years of her own abuse. She had lived through an absolute hell words can explain. Little did I know her hell and the things she said was like a premonition for my own life.</div><div><br></div><div>...and again I am just taking on my own life as an individual. I am fully aware of the wider affects. But there is no intention to be attacking as there is nothing to be gained in it for me. I have committed yet again to another level of being free from who or what has bound my life. </div><div><br></div><div>Searching myself for the emotional connections within myself is how I do it. </div><div><br></div><div>Especially, admist receiving noise as patterns of pestering noise nusiannces and in general negoitating abuses in others individuals as something to overcome!</div><div><br></div><div>Now that just didn't make a whole lot of sense.</div><div><br></div><div>Sitting by my Late Mothers side or being in the same room as her playing with thread bobbins during hour upon hour of creative production is a memory that fast forward from late 1960's to 2020 has long caused me conflict which I often forget is mangled with my own now creative ambitions and many failures!</div><div><br></div><div>Many failures to even get started or to complete a task or tasks started. That is coupled with brain related care mostly.</div><div><br></div><div>Sometimes going through the same or similar abuses as someone else can lead to people forming a strong bond. But not always in my life experience it has led to all out clashes...leaving me feeling its much better for me to negotiate myself away from those still the throughs of abuse, and as I have experienced other issues such as being unable to let go. Gulliable to an abusers persuit not able to not respond to bribery or excessive stalker style needs which are not about love. They may not even be about attacking a person or sexual desire. But they're approach, wish, or demand is very emotionally damaging and constantly emotionally abusive!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63222642020-05-19T11:31:00+01:002020-05-19T15:46:38+01:00Incest/Trespass/Intrusion!Yesterday 18/05/2020 felt like I was going to be forever churning out the back cupboard of a history of child sexual abuse. <div><br></div><div>Whilst I am in no doubt I am strong enough to get back on track and keep moving forward despite whatever trigger may present itself within me in whatever variety of forms that may be.</div><div><br></div><div>I decided to open the conversation with myself anyway just so my sub-conscious always knows I am open to clearing the pathways from my brain to my heart soul and through to and beyond my spirituality process so nothing can build up or becomes stale or fermented by paranoia or a lack of understanding for appropriate responses and allocation of responsibility.</div><div><br></div><div>Thank Goodness that is what showed up for this Grateful morning because to get stuck down the rabbit hole of never going to be allowed out is the most unholy mess for anyone religious, spiritual, or without any kind of faith. It hurts everyone and anyone equally without exception or exemption! Be notified and advises of that!</div><div><br></div><div>The fact that I braved up and faced up to the fact the part of my lifes journay is that I bounced to earth got raped was supposedly loved during that period. I was definitely well cared for as a child materially and medically...without a doubt I have always been grateful for that. Whilst I never agreed with the perception of the religion at the time my spirituality was activated as a result of that introduction. Just like with being made to learn Music. It was a great introduction to a level of commerce and a potential direction of monetary abundance for future success that unfortunately I was not fully aware of at the time neither could I see because eventually all my attention energy and mentally became constantly distracted and embroiled in try to get over it all! </div><div><br></div><div>Even to this day I try and step on without taking time to replenish myself. Sometimes somehow I feel like even taking time to write will drag me back to where I didn't want to go. But infact it is doing exactly the opposite. It is allowing me to see more clearlt. I could hardly see it let alone say previously in most of my works.</div><div><br></div><div>I was very well looked after as a child materially not without alot of blood sweat tears and copious hours of hard work and due diligence carried by my late parents.</div><div><br></div><div>I could barely see or say that before so covered in and distracted by the scrumage and battering of abuse at the time and distractions since.</div><div><br></div><div>I was very well looked after as a child medically most of all though my persona could never show it at the time. As I grew from cradle to teenage in my late parents house. I became less gregarious by nature as the level of responsibility of the life ahead of me dawned on me...especially the fact though I was skill I was completely ill equipped by perception and the ability to see how fully I could have utilised myself, my mind...quietly I had the deepest gratitude for the gravity of responsibility my parents found themselves dealing with. Despite that I never made peace with either of my parents before they returned to their souls journey from wherever they were prior to coming to earth to experience life with us as their children.</div><div><br></div><div>It is a hard and horrible thing when even if you feel love or gratitude or even just taking a moment off to feel chilled out gentle and tender but to express that can trigger danger!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Hence spiritual awakenings and self awareness which opens you up to learning to understand when to trust where and when it would be save to return home to that safe space of the tender gentle chillout without the expectation that no one else will look after you in that space the way you percieve or want too but you. </div><div><br></div><div>However, whilst I am still on that journey of knowing and learning how to percieve and know I am safe. I do recognise by paying attention to that and trying to keep that at a constant level awareness. That knowledge intention attention and process will surely help change levels of vibration and the orientation and direction of what life attracts.</div><div><br></div><div>That might sound easier said than done to someone who can barely get down the street or even out of their front door without be chirpsided, confronted, or accosted in someway. But the truth is it is something that needs to be in you internally. </div><div><br></div><div>The amount of times I have written and written my woes and how much it pissed me off vexed etc...and from that written how deeply I felt and how I'd like to feel left the page forgotten about the page. Then find the page and realised I had changed and that area which had hurt before no longer held the same trigger for me.</div><div><br></div><div>But whilst I opened the conversation about incest and feel better for. Am now able to say I was born to two very creative and skilful people who went on to become taken with religion...including that as part of my perceptio has helped me enormously as I spent many hours as a child wondering how diferent life may have been had they just purely lived a life as artist. </div><div><br></div><div>Whilst I can come to that level of freedom about my past. There is still another couple of conversation I need to open within myself...simply because whilst in the process of surviving and just living things get pushed aside. Plus there is that area of what is inevitable which cannot always be a positive experience. </div><div><br></div><div>To lead a life of real quality I have come to realise...to enjoy love and life fully is to be aware of the internal relationship you have with you brain. Is your brain able to transmit and translate and allocate the accurate information to the correct area it is supposed to be perceived? Big stuff to me on my life journey. Thankfully!</div><div><br></div><div>Regarding the brain transmitting correct information and what the means to me. Especially as during the course of surviving abuses and menopause things life events relationships and circumstances can all become disoriented and trying to make sense in all the wrong places.</div><div><br></div><div>Recently began listening to podcast which I have not yet completed...and all I heard was the banks print money due to current crisis etc! Well! My head with the brain still inside it...took off on one curse excursion! How the rass you can have the power to print money and people in the nah have na money? Hmmm....true say I don't know or understand the full context of the banks and what was fully explained in that podcast which is why I won't name it here just in case I get it wrong but I tweet @naturalflowism. I need to go back and fully understand this thing. Correct or not this is why my brain questions what the effect of incest is still having on the decision making processes of the world? Simply because I have witnessed the areas of cruelty of those which live with or make life decision from a brain disease or damage of personality and very restrictive mental ordering and compassion. Again I am choosing to use informal terminology to get this out of my neck!</div><div><br></div><div>Seriously unbelievable to me if it is true that part of the universal abundance is the creative ability to print the very currency we need which will make freely means such as specialist areas of care in medicine readily and freely available to especially brain care which will inevitably change and boost the economy because less people will be trapped in traumatic abusive behaviour patterns as victim/perpetrator/survivor. It just doesn't make sense. Surviving Covid-19 world consciousness must have or must begin to change toward less feae and more proactive thinking. On personal level going through menopause for most woman is a wake up call. I became completely blindsided first in general as you get older you generally realise what you didn't see so clearly when you were younger. </div><div><br></div><div>But the lack of ability to see fully, and more clearly, around at least most bends and corners almost had left me for good. I felt like I was literally holding onto a ledge with a bottomless fall if I had let go.</div><div><br></div><div>The Brain and its ability to works correctly is significant, and important to each and every individual on this planet whilst we are here without exception or exemption. So is the function and decision making of any of us who are affected by decision making processes which are affected by anything in anyway dysfunctional by personality disorder. I swear and declare from my birth to this day that the world, this planet, and the universe is limitless in its abundance!</div><div><br></div><div>I know for myself as a creative I can at least make things to generate a homebased income. It has been my exasperation and frustration the amount of time it has taken to get my brain and mind healed so I can correctly connect to myself emotionally so I could do what I need to do with constantly messing it all up.</div><div><br></div><div>So it is not an easy or straight forward path to get things right on life or business which reflects life by product, montetary demands, and other goods and services.</div><div><br></div><div>So...underneath my vex curse excursion about money and what I have not as yet fully listened too so I could fully understand...is the facing up to the experience of trespass and intrusion!</div><div><br></div><div>Trespass and Intrusion not always seen as a crime due to technicalities in law? Again how clinically correct that is I do not know but in any given situation in life there are a myriad of scenarios which may have complex reasons and people behind them!</div><div><br></div><div>It started in 2006/7...or I should I began to really feel it fully and notice it more since that time. But I remain concern it had been along time behaviour pattern of someone who possibly needed treatment for bravado and a habit possibly stemming restriction or burdensome responsibility placed on them at too young of an age.</div><div><br></div><div>Moved in the Waterloo East area 2006. Shortly after my energy changed. It felt like I was continually be attacked by grips of absolute fear. Generally, not when I was connected to my life and planning for my future. But since the night that helicopter first appeared. After things were beyond bizzarre.</div><div><br></div><div>In a world where you must take responsibility for your own actions is believed to be the most responsible. I found trying explain somebody elses illness and possible criminal behaviour almost impossible. Without evidence...what evidence do you have...and other really defiant scenes created as though it was believed I knew something which of which I didn't.</div><div><br></div><div>There was a bit of a warning in hindsight in 2004. But I had no way of knowing with the level of knowledge I had a the time what was going to transpire and last for years.</div><div><br></div><div>You could live your life as diligently as you like with all the best intentions in the world. But if some who is very sick underhand and stealthly turns up some near you with intention to affect and destroy your efforts without tou realising that was their original motive. You go on living you life with the best intentions, and so does the person with the sicj intention to destroy the good you have made.</div><div><br></div><div>All I new is something was wrong and we were being financially targeted. I could do little to stop or stem the tide of disbelief. I became ever more nervous to leave home. I was not a celebrity. I had published a few poems and put them online. But was not widely known as I didn't have my picture online like I do now.</div><div><br></div><div>I knew I was neing stalked again. Was concerned it was linked to being stalked before by someone I once knew. But this time it felt evil. It was though the person or persons behind it thinking back on it now felt like they may have been incapable of compassionate feelings...and wanted me fully exposed for what I don't know because incest is enough in before you are forced into. I knew nothing before I was forced to learn their ways and begin the journey to be myself and not what others had forced me into and tried to force me to become. </div><div><br></div><div>It just isn't a one way journey or street. Just as being one of many siblings isn't especially where there is problematic behaviours including rape which hurts other people. The problematic behaviours especially if stuck prolong the suffering of others. What back in the day may have been rape which may have created an additional families. Can go onto to become an all out war to try and gain protect and preserve a financial present and future. To stay in such financially restrictive emotionally distracting abuses can mean a loss of self and the ability to be responsible. Even if you get out and try to live freely...not try to revenge anyone but just try to get on. It does not stop those who are hurt or who to take responsibility for their own treatment. Nothing stops them from persuing for their own jealously and pain, sadly enough which come back to whether the brain after abuses can direct you to the best perception which will allow you to fully recover and heal.</div><div><br></div><div>I don't know who the intruders are that trespassed into my home. But all I remember is after 2006 September. A short time after I felt like the absolute piss was being taken out of everytime I left home. By 2007, it felt somebody had approached other driver or people in the haulage industry and were encouraging possible to view them breaking into my home/trespass/intrusion. My whole private life felt like a tourist attraction! Emotionally and Psychologically I felt constantly violated to be honest.</div><div><br></div><div>It was very clear to me there was a disconnect to emotion in who so ever was seeking that level of condescending style of antics and revenge. The only good thing I eventually realised is that they either were a crowd pleaser and loved attention so everyone they groomed would someday be a potential witness. Even though their level of fear at being caught felt incredibly projective to me at least. The fear that I might just go on to be even more successful held unspeakable levels of ill intention jealously and hate. I became so weak by each realisation. I stopped caring for myself unintentionally my health...and never wanted to feel or look attractive ever again. That is what I felt like during those periods of time.</div><div><br></div><div>But despite writing about it all over and over again. It would still take me many years to realise and understand the systematic patterns of actions that were being directed toward me, and the steps I needed to take and am still learning to take.</div><div><br></div><div>It felt like who so ever was behimd this kind of personal attack was prepared to use anybody to achieve their aims.</div><div><br></div><div>Lack of proof</div><div>Lack of proof</div><div>And I was the biggest goof because all I had was a lack of proof, and they had long plan to do grew!</div><div>And all I would ever have was a lack of proof and even if I had proof it was heading right back to my sick sexually mentally and emotuonally abusive childhood where I'd be blamed anyway regardless of what I went on to do. Where I was naturally the filth scruge and scum whether I had got up and done something or not.</div><div><br></div><div>It began all over again endless panic attacks just at the thought of having to go out. I would get later and later, weaker and weaker until one point I was so near collapse I had to call the agency and blowout the shift just moments before i was supposes to be on site.</div><div><br></div><div>Despite all the jealously and abuse I loved what I did for a living, and all I had achieved as a Woman and a Mother...because I was in a sector of business with great opportunities. Eventually, overtime I could better see my own health and others and know how cruelty and prejudices can make opportunity seem almost non-existent. But not only that another financial disruption certainly for me was jusy being able to get on with a job without becoming personally involved. Returning to keeping things very professional after having made regrettably dreadful mistakes which I can happily forgive and forget but evidently there are some who cannot! </div><div><br></div><div>I became so scared indoors I would run around trying tidy up or disarrange things only to fund however I left my which had no secruity cameras or uncovered windows. No matter how I left my home by the time I either got to street level or to work to which ever company I was based at. A scene from my home how so ever I left my belonging would be replicated! It disgusted me. Which vibrationally and energetically felt like it slung me off my life course.</div><div><br></div><div>It felt a level of intimidation and deep pyschological maybe even pathological rage being played out which felt like it was being well supported and even funded.</div><div><br></div><div>I lived distraught feeling constantly uncomfortable. Eventually barely going out and found myself slung out and barely able to earn money. The effects of those times still haunt me to this day though I am working harder and harder to remain calm and overcome the constant triggers despite have move twice since it all began!</div><div><br></div><div>Lack of proof</div><div>Lack of proof</div><div>Even with some proof im accused.</div><div><br></div><div>Seening a collection of random things which look like my belongs replaced in a street scene somewhere it is hard explain a style of burglarly/trespass/intrusion possibly developed from intimate stalking abuses.</div><div><br></div><div>During these time loved ones were robbed abroad. Things have gone missing and unfamilar things have appeared. It feels like the very knowledgeable walk of those that know how to walk inbetween the lines of the law just by the very nature of their disorder!</div><div><br></div><div>It was to take me from 2006/7 till 16/02/2020 to finally catch intruders trespassing into home!</div><div>But I found it. It was just pre-covid-19. So even though reported images and videos are not the clearest. I have been advised to make further reports if I can gather more substancial evidence and witness reports. I felt it best to advise all who maybe affect close by. It has been enough for me to know i was not going barmy all those years ago when I knew in my heart of hearts in my gut and in my water somebody was breaking/bumping and banging their way into my property. </div><div><br></div><div>Years ago between 2009-2013. I had been getting up and falling down trying to get a home based business off the ground with little and nothing. I needed to energy to be appropriately directed toward my emotions so I could make a vibrational successful universal connection. But I would return home to find my minute efforts distrubed.</div><div><br></div><div>There seemed to me an unsual pattern of behaviour. Once I moved from where the incidents began or continued possibly since childhood, things stepped on a bit since I moved. It would appear my ability to just try and get on with life wasn't enough. </div><div><br></div><div>The trespassers/burglars/intruders stemmed a pattern of not just distrubing my home by their intrusion. But by 2009 the situation or I became highly psychically stressed oit or connected. I would return home to find I would feel drawn to look a cupboard or draw only to find items of clothing etc with about a half an inch cut in it...and that would be accompanied by something or someone in the surrounding area. I would got out and leave the kitchen area spotless only to return home to a pattern of screws being removed from the draws! </div><div><br></div><div>It was and is almost soul destroying and mind boggling. Because as is known all jealous behaviour can be hard to understand or digest among normal healthy happy people.</div><div> The continued stress of trying to convey there is a growing danger especially if loved ones are already delicate by nature or the effects of nurture - levels of survival where health can be maintained providing the delicacy of persons energy and mind is not triggered by the negative deeds and energy cause by the unwanted intrusions of the jealous wickedness and diseased cruelty and disorder of a stalker, or stalkers.</div><div><br></div><div>Especially, when or if it stems from ex's who threaten to abuse you years earlier in your life. Threaten to come between you and your children of it were possible...and years later you are over them...mind your own business getting on with your life next thing you know they've built an entourage around to systemically keep up the very same antic regardless of where you moved too!</div><div><br></div><div>Exhausting!</div><div><br></div><div>I am not claiming either that anything I have been gifted with in life to learn from...Good or Bad Abusive or Not is the worst ever case. There is much worse suffering in the world than I have ever known.</div><div><br></div><div>It just helps me remain well to give it the time it takes for me to share those experiences and open the converstation within about how I feel about regardinf what I have been through! </div><div><br></div><div>Life is a gift no matter confusing painful and hard it is for us to live through!</div><div><br></div><div>We are here on earth to learn find gratitude and open our mind and hearts to be Thankful no matter what!</div><div><br></div><div>The journey to learning about maintaining a healthy brain is quite liberating. Its taking me a lot longer than I expected but is giving me what I have always wanted!</div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div><br></div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div><br></div><div>Blessings and Love!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63206812020-05-18T11:25:00+01:002020-05-18T11:30:34+01:00Incest the interviews......but I will only be interviewing myself. <div>This is the second time I am starting this blog because I had literally just felt healed by writing the first one I didn't get a chance to save because the phone locked up and became burning hot. I pressed restart and lost the entire draft!</div><div><br></div><div>Now that gives way to me updating this blog all day long</div><div><br></div><div>I became stuck as to where the side of my business which relies on my personal experience being the content maker behind the business with healing from abuse in a family context being the driving force for freedom within the business. All of which is determined for change growth and betterment.</div><div><br></div><div>I just cannot hide from any of it. Not that I was ever trying too. Life happenes you have got to make a living. Time goes by thoughts and feelings go a rye, and then you can end up all clogged up with nowhere to go but bitterness hate rage and all out damage.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div> </div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63088912020-05-08T08:08:00+01:002020-05-08T12:30:36+01:00A Poem in a Song - I Clap for You!Everyday I clap Yah<div>Even though you can't see me</div><div>For every life you praise</div><div>By caring so deeply</div><div><br></div><div>Everyday I clap for you</div><div>Even though it can't be seen</div><div>My hands in my heart</div><div>Clapping Gratefully!</div><div><br></div><div>Frontline Workers</div><div>I Thank You</div><div>For being the ones in front of everybody</div><div>Never in the backline</div><div>But the strength and force behind us all Globally!</div><div><br></div><div>Thank You</div><div>Thank You</div><div>Thank You</div><div>And May all Your Strengths and Resourcefulness be Strengthen too!</div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div><br></div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div><br></div><div>08/05/20/08:06</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/63005862020-04-30T21:12:00+01:002020-05-01T01:45:33+01:00Unless Ye Shall Move...It is not unfamiliar to me at all the goodness of bible lessons, hymns, faith and the myriad of ways to say Thank You for each blessing!<div>Now whilst there are a myriad of health reasons for any build up or dispersing of energy. I want to take a moment to share what recently happened to me not for the first time either.</div><div><br></div><div>Now when this "energetic" thing first happened to me I didn't know or understand the possible components which may have made it occur. That is my weird or warped or maybe even wise reasoning. The fact is it was Sunday night and I was at work. About to walk into the entrance of a warehouse/hanger style building, and there it was...an invisible line of energy which has a sensation of being built up since there had always been alot of something of somewhere going on around there. Instinctively I just pushed by arms and hands outwardly at the same time almost quickly returning them to make across inbetween my torso and knees.</div><div><br></div><div>Bluetooth picks up the stereo signal and outburst Gospel...something in my spirit doesn't completely give with what I am trying to achieve...hmm...thats it...the proscrastination of ADD and Fengshui has got the better of me...as well as having a smaller sized undecisive brain because of my big arse belly! </div><div>So! Anyway! Moving not so swiftly...I am actually sitting...which often do just to pace myself especially through strenuous activity trying not to barate myself not having done more...at this point my legs feel heavy but the spirit of gospel is moving deep within me. I had never gone to the type of church where people dance and get as happy as I have seen in church scenes online. In fact during the years I had to attend dancing as far as I remember was not allowed! Considered secular by the religious perception I was around. Now, whilst no one got up in that church and ran around shouting...people filled with the spirit or something else did used to break out and begin speaking tongues and believe you me that was drama enough!</div><div>I loved the music </div><div>But I still sat sitting</div><div>I sat sitting then could feel an energy weighing me down and coming toward me like an energy wanting to curling in on me be on me and most of all 'rest' around me!</div><div>I got up and though I have my own set of dance moves I began using the movement I'd church folk use whilst shouting/a particular kind of church movement. I managed to light step and run a certain kind of dance run I seen those church members do. I couldn't believe it when that spirit of oppression left me as I ran it off!</div><div>Now whilst an appropriate for me diet and excercise regime is yet to successfully introduced which could partly be the reason I could feel such a sudden and even dramatic energy shift. How is that worked?</div><div><br></div><div>That I should use the same movements used by church members - who have sometimes been referred to as folks that "get into the spirit" that I should pick myself up out of my chair and be able to push the energy back off me which often feels like someone literally trying to get a hold of you. I mean...i am sure it can be explained in a myriad of mental/medical or even spiritual ways. But for it was the biggest "aha" moment I have to date. Because I am not even Penticostal or Religious I don't feel or think in any form. But I do love and respect the variety which faith. The truth generosity and love that can be found in the temperance and wellness that the business of church has gone about and made its business only with the permission and true choices of others!</div><div>I am so Grateful for the experience and lesson I was taught!</div><div><br></div><div>As I am writing on my phone for some reason I have found it difficult to add the music links. So will add it later! </div><div>For the Blessing and Strength of Freedom and Love every single God and Angel and all their messages and symbols may blessings fill anyone who chooses to accept a free and open unattached blesding for their health strength and freedom for themselves and to whoever they are connected too past present or future in the name of love peace darkness and light!</div><div><br></div><div>There is Nothing like a singer who can take a song and build into decibles of a thousands of throngs!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>Amen!</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62995372020-04-30T04:38:00+01:002020-04-30T06:30:29+01:00Vision of a Stealthly Looking Fella!<div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-JQZOySt3RBo/XqpIM6pnPLI/AAAAAAAAH3M/-Bqr6lEKMa8zRPMId-4y2f90FZQDyPj7wCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1588217905175538-0.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-JQZOySt3RBo/XqpIM6pnPLI/AAAAAAAAH3M/-Bqr6lEKMa8zRPMId-4y2f90FZQDyPj7wCLcBGAsYHQ/s1600/1588217905175538-0.png" class="size_orig justify_inline border_" width="400" /> </a>
</div></div><div>For Years He Stood going on about not being able to get in the gate!</div><div>The Clairaudience on him</div><div>Made me feel like stretched wool</div><div>Strangled in hate</div><div>Tried and tired</div><div>I just couldn't break free</div><div>Same words sentences and phrases on repeat</div><div>Couldn't tell it was me?</div><div>Something said to me</div><div>I got on I moved on yet it continually felt like nothing had been accomplished </div><div>Same old set</div><div>Couldn't tell it was me?</div><div>Freaked out</div><div>Name rung out</div><div>Why should I need to know who it may be?</div><div>Blinked my eyes</div><div>And in a blink of an eye I seen this guy</div><div>Pasted greasy dark floppy stringy hair</div><div>Creamish suite</div><div>With his leg already in the gate at the top of those old familiar basement stairs!</div><div>The rear of the house</div><div>Those front steps where once blood red</div><div>I can't stop</div><div>Yet i can't go on</div><div>Fizzled out are the design patterns before they come</div><div>A cheeky guy looking as stealthly as mud pie</div><div>With small slit eyes</div><div>Pale to very fair light skinned</div><div>Such was his complexion</div><div>No contrast from the suit he was wearing</div><div>How did he just slip in directly looking right at me yet he was not real and only appeared in a split second vision.</div><div>Just another day in the life of a sketch in which each line drawn matches each line of the poem</div><div>Though the character drawn</div><div>is shown as if a whistle is being blown!</div><div>That is not so</div><div>For a doorway stands or sit below which ever you prefer</div><div>Natural Flowism</div><div>A Freedom.of Being! </div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688432020-03-25T10:04:00+00:002020-04-01T23:47:26+01:00Mad Blog For The Home <div>It seems it is just not enough to just to pick out elements of the latest design trends and just stuff them it into your home!</div><div><br></div><div>In todays design and style market for the home etc you seem to need to have the full picture and in some cases the entire story!</div><div><br></div><div>(Mind you it is not just todays market what am i talking about? it has always been the case it is just that nowadays what is being done is actually being named and marketed as such!)</div><div><br></div><div>It would appear if you are market orientated or savvy you are not just creating or show-casing your home or space. </div><div><br></div><div>It seems you'll be better placed to understand how to transform a place or space into a hub of destinations</div><div> </div><div>Once you have done that it would appear you will then be best placed to understand how and where to create a variety of moments for specific events or activities?</div><div><br></div><div>All the while</div><div>Keeping in mind</div><div>Your are supposed to be seeing how you can create or encourage an environment which will either calm or inspire the next chapter of your own life or a persons life!</div><div><br></div><div>You can either create a series of events which maybe refererred to as a space for the empty head of the maximinalist? </div><div><br></div><div>Or a space and destination hub which will create the accurate moment for the full or overcrowded head of the minimalist?</div><div><br></div><div>Of course you can also remain completely individual by just not doing anything or ignoring what is current or bold?</div><div><br></div><div>Or you can remain "anti" the destination and trend makers market? </div><div><br></div><div>Or remain completely "indifferent" to all of this?</div><div><br></div><div>But in retrospect what will your end price be if selling?</div><div><br></div><div>An appreciating investment for the eventually largest profitable gain?</div><div><br></div><div>Or a depreciation due to indifference?</div><div><br></div><div>Profit from the accurately appraised preservation project?</div><div><br></div><div>Or a complete loss and washout due to the lack of vision, and concept of all of the above potentials or actuals?</div><div><br></div><div>It may just be the case that in these times...well not just in these times... because it has always been the case that the lack of ability to harness the capability needed to grow personnally...which could so easily be caused by any kind of injured or inactive brain function may well be costing you the correct level of vision and capacity needed for the attention to detail to be paid in the correct or best areas of design which help create the dream home, work or office space your life or budget, or the next move in your life may require!</div><div><br></div><div>Written by Lavinia De Ayr</div><div>Who is currently Covered in Mess</div><div>In A Freedom of Vision</div><div>Knackered by what feels like a lack of Time </div><div>But grateful for waking inspiration and the combination of words which in themselves create correct moments which open visions which harnesses the best so everlasting dream moments can come true without any nightmares being in situ!</div><div><br></div><div>Natural Flowism </div><div>A Freedom of Being!</div><div>24/03/2020/18:33</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/55256332018-11-23T23:46:50+00:002018-11-24T01:21:45+00:00KEEPING IT REAL!<p style="text-align: center;">So much to do </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">So much to get done </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Yet everything seems to be in fragmentation </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Everything which is about to be brought together </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Feels like it is completely falling apart! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Probably not the best way to go about saying Welcome to My Creative Space </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">My Hub!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But to be typically true to form I remain inappropriately myself! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Naturally me in my own freedom of being! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I moved to this site just recently </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Cannot even pretend that I know what I am doing! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Just figured out how to sell my products </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I feel like I am in a weird state </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">By all other standards as an artist who has recently put out an albumish/Ep mine is…. </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">BAD Guitar by me Lavinia De Ayr</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I have only just learnt how to add it to my site over a month after its release!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Bad show?</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Just keeping it very real! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Though in one way I feel I really ought to be out there somewhere promoting my work </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I feel a little different about my accomplishment at the tender age of just 53 years old! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Not an excuse I might add!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am very proud and pleased of what I have accomplished </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">It totally relieved me of a lot of anxiety once I got it finished</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">As Therapy is the process I need! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">It has taken me years to finally be able to listen and look at myself and be in love with what I see </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">The first investment I ever made in myself toward a career was some singing lessons because I thought I wanted to be a backing singer </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">It was the first thing I thought on a professional level I really wanted to do with my life, though I could never really reconcile the trepidation of having to go out on stage, but I figured if I could do it. It would feed me and my daughter well! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am so thankful and grateful that though at the time as a young Mom I was not able to fully pursue that dream. By some weird twist of fate, I find myself back in almost the same place again </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Only this time with my own style of record label! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">This journey is a pleasure and a complete and entire blessing though it all appears impossible </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Yet from somewhere I have complete faith in following the path I am on </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I cannot sit here presently and share that I have posted millions of record sales </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I am still The Wanting Entrepreneur </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But I will say this </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Welcome to Natural Flowism Studios </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Where Therapy is the Process! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Currently I, Lavinia De Ayr is the only resident Self Portrait Artist </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">My work is………………………………………Behind the Scenes of Freedom! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Behind the Scenes of Freedom explores the reality of abuse in a family context, incest, and the continuum of incest, and what it is to experience the experience of being stalked by some else more than just one time - whilst trying to do something as simple, and beautiful as moving onward with your own individual personal life! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Sounds and is ever so simple </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Nonetheless, it has been quite a daunting prospect to emerge from a form of isolation to be centre page. Most of all to be the one putting myself and even pushing myself forward especially after years of lack of confidence, and times of low self – esteem! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Please check out all site and social media buttons where you will find links to all my books at Amazon and my art collections at Saatchi Art! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">There is much works in progress which will appear hopefully sooner rather than later, on site </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Have no live performance dates - just have not reached that level of promotion or performance yet though short films/videos of my work and performances are being explored </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Despite being able to produce a complete music Ep without any spoken word there is still a degree of improv/freestyle to what I do </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Therefore, I am faced with a bit of a challenge to keep doing the same thing I already did! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But it is all good fun, and a good memory jog! </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I hope you enjoy what is on offer </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Spoken Word/Vocal Albums are great resources of performance research for anyone looking for inspiration, or information on surviving early childhood abuses, and stalking behaviours!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">All tracks are available for free listening if you have access through the right programs i.e Amazon, Sound Cloud etc</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Many Thanks </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Lavinia De Ayr </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Natural Flowism </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">A Freedom of Being!</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Selah!</p>2:00NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688322016-10-16T09:21:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:36+01:00Nothing without Time<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Something that does not connect </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Before time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A journey disembarked</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A stagnant phase with an undercurrent of change</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A wilting willow</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Passages above and below</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A façade of a feeling of not knowing where to go</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A journey</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A multi-coloured pillow</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Something that does not connect before it is time to go</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A journey undertaken</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Ambiguities</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Life turns corners</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Without forerunners</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A million different names for one type of stone</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Challenges that are home grown</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A stagnant phase with an undercurrent of change</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A miss you</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>I miss you </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Craze</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>When good function is about the conquering of a maze</i><p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Smoothed</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Heart breaks</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>A Challenge that created a spectacle </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Of an aura </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>With very sharp edges</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Smoothed</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>By the diligence to work through each moment</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Smoothed</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>By the willingness to heal </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Each bruise </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Created</i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>By what abused</i><p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Gentle</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The look in the mirror</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Gentler</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>To look in the mirror</i><p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The cliché </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>That deepens </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The more times </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>It is repeated</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The healer of whatever</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The second by minute changer</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The year by year designer</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>The uniting transformer of worlds</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Invisible </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Now seen </i></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>By modern invention</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Within each organ we feel</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Time</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>For you and me</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>As we connect and disconnect</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>As nothing happens</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Cambria Math",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'><i>Without time being granted</i><p></p></span></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688332016-10-15T22:46:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:36+01:00Shown<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif; font-size: 28.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Shown<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>Even though I have been shown<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>How to listen<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>Where there is an accomplice<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>There is also a possible witness<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>I still find myself exploring what is the truth<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>What is really true?<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>I keep finding a mindset <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>That does not want to accept<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "Century Gothic",sans-serif;'>What the universe offers as cause and effect!<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 24.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>That is not just ours <p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Or pay attention to the thousands and thousands of thoughts there are!</div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Yet one or two or plenty can invent, or create something that changes you from a routine!<p></p>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688342016-10-14T21:16:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:36+01:00Carry a Share<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688352016-10-14T12:02:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Praise Freedom<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>As freedom praises creation<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>In all that restricts <p></p></span></i></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688362016-10-14T10:49:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Let Love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 107%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Calibri Light"; mso-bidi-theme-font: major-latin;'>Or being able to 'truly' understand you<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 107%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Calibri Light"; mso-bidi-theme-font: major-latin;'>No one else can achieve<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 107%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Calibri Light"; mso-bidi-theme-font: major-latin;'>Natural Flowism<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "Bookman Old Style",serif; font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 107%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Calibri Light"; mso-bidi-theme-font: major-latin;'>A Freedom of Being!<p></p></span></i></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688382016-10-14T10:05:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Living in the 'let go' <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<a href="http://www.naturalflowism.com/">www.naturalflowism.com</a><div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>In the present but in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living on a sprawling estate of the ‘no go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Even though<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I am living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I get up from a desk<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Let go in the present of the moment that is now in the past of where I was sitting<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Sprawling estate<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Even though with every move I make I move into the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I let go of the moment in the moment I moved <p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I let go of one function while creating another<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Automatic ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Static the only thing the body can do is blink in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Frozen still<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Time<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>In every passing moment <p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>‘let’s go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How will love find me? <p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When I do not even know where to go?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How will I conquer all?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When I cannot find love in myself for myself?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love ever going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When my ears want to hear certain words formed into certain sentences<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Designed into certain paragraph’s that are filled with meaningful phrases<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know where to find my lost, and buried soul?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>If I have lived a life with no knowledge of how to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>If I naturally. Automatically. Do not have the capacity, or capability, to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When I have only just learnt I am always letting go!<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>That love is only lost<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Love only seems lost<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Love only appears absent<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When not recognised as omnipresent!<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>You pronounce me as non-existence<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>By your own insistence<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Even though <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>I am always present<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>You claim I do not know<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>When I am the one who has filled you with the contrast of what appears like rain, dirt, mud, and cold<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>You believe nothing<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Or nobody is around<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Yet I fill you with the breath and the voice that makes the complaining sound<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is everywhere<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In the very choice of change and adhere<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In every single movement, or non-movement there is a ‘let’s go’<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is movement<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love moves with movement<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love changes what is still by the moments that tick by <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is present in the journey that is Life <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is present in the knowledge of every individual life<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though pain, heartache, abandonment, and cruelty exist<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As real <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Not always in a fleeting glimpse<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As honest in the brutality it gives<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Concrete in the heartache and ‘good’ that it punishes<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though abuse and heartache can remove every feeling <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Natural sense<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Knowledge of the existence of love<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is within<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is every time you get up from being down<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>From being thumped to the ground<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is in the attack you survived<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>That made you decide to do more with your life<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though addiction may have you buckled and held tight to its side<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is in the recognition of the calling of its name<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>“Love. ‘Love’ make this painful, hard, hurtful situation, easy for me to embrace, easy for me to leave, easy for me to hold onto, easy for me to find who I am within, within the situation I am faced with in this moment, and in the moment it changes, love…. make it easy for me to ‘let go’”<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>The passion of someone’s love for what they do<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>For what they can do is all around<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In every city<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every Town<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every country house, lane, or field<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every lake<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every space, home, and business place you can see<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In every monument erected to commemorate moments of achievement<p></p></span></div>
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<span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Even though time has passed</span><br><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Memories </span><br><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Unites hearts</span>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though we feel fail<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Unable to recognise where we might be<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is in the nature of the flower, and the weed<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>When recognised <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As it is<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As Love <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>That love<p></p></span></div>
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<span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>That is omnipresent </span><br><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Around us all<p></p></span>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688372016-10-14T10:05:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Living in the 'let go' <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>In the present but in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living on a sprawling estate of the ‘no go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Even though<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I am living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I get up from a desk<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Let go in the present of the moment that is now in the past of where I was sitting<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Sprawling estate<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Even though with every move I make I move into the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><br></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I let go of the moment in the moment I moved <p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>I let go of one function while creating another<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Automatic ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Static the only thing the body can do is blink in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Frozen still<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Time<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>In every passing moment <p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>‘let’s go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Living in the ‘let go’<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How will love find me? <p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When I do not even know where to go?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How will I conquer all?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When I cannot find love in myself for myself?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love ever going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When my ears want to hear certain words formed into certain sentences<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Designed into certain paragraph’s that are filled with meaningful phrases<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know where to find my lost, and buried soul?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>If I have lived a life with no knowledge of how to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>If I naturally. Automatically. Do not have the capacity, or capability, to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>How is love going to know?<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When I have only just learnt I am always letting go!<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>That love is only lost<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Love only seems lost<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>Love only appears absent<p></p></span></i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i><span style='font-family: "bookman old style" , serif;'>When not recognised as omnipresent!<p></p></span></i></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>You pronounce me as non-existence<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>By your own insistence<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Even though <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>I am always present<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>You claim I do not know<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>When I am the one who has filled you with the contrast of what appears like rain, dirt, mud, and cold<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>You believe nothing<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Or nobody is around<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Yet I fill you with the breath and the voice that makes the complaining sound<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is everywhere<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In the very choice of change and adhere<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In every single movement, or non-movement there is a ‘let’s go’<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is movement<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love moves with movement<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love changes what is still by the moments that tick by <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is present in the journey that is Life <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is present in the knowledge of every individual life<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though pain, heartache, abandonment, and cruelty exist<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As real <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Not always in a fleeting glimpse<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As honest in the brutality it gives<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Concrete in the heartache and ‘good’ that it punishes<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though abuse and heartache can remove every feeling <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Natural sense<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Knowledge of the existence of love<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is within<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is every time you get up from being down<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>From being thumped to the ground<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is in the attack you survived<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>That made you decide to do more with your life<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though addiction may have you buckled and held tight to its side<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is in the recognition of the calling of its name<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>“Love. ‘Love’ make this painful, hard, hurtful situation, easy for me to embrace, easy for me to leave, easy for me to hold onto, easy for me to find who I am within, within the situation I am faced with in this moment, and in the moment it changes, love…. make it easy for me to ‘let go’”<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>The passion of someone’s love for what they do<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>For what they can do is all around<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In every city<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every Town<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every country house, lane, or field<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every lake<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Every space, home, and business place you can see<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>In every monument erected to commemorate moments of achievement<p></p></span></div>
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<span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Even though time has passed</span><br><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Memories </span><br><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Unites hearts</span>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Though we feel fail<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Unable to recognise where we might be<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is in the nature of the flower, and the weed<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Love is <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>When recognised <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As it is<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>As Love <p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>That love<p></p></span></div>
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<span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>That is omnipresent </span><br><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'>Around us all<p></p></span>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'><i>Natural Flowism</i><p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;'><i>A Freedom of Being!</i></span></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688392016-10-13T21:55:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Expectation in a Question of Love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i>You do not expect me too</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>But I do </i></div>
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<i>Question</i><p></p>
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<i>Why?</i><p></p>
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<i> Why when it is a good day</i><p></p>
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<i>Why am I at home lying down the day away?</i><p></p>
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<i>Instead of going out to say, play, and have a good day</i><p></p>
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<i>It’s coming back to me</i><p></p>
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<i>To ask</i><p></p>
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<i>How did I used to feel?</i><p></p>
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<i>Before so many days got away from me</i><p></p>
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<i>I almost didn’t know</i><p></p>
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<i>Those feelings of love for myself so deep within</i><p></p>
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<i>Why was I just at home?</i><p></p>
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<i>My feelings finally unfold</i><p></p>
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<i>With so many opportunities around?</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Why do I feel I was just sat at home?</i></div>
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<i>Those that knew</i><p></p>
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<i>Those that know </i><p></p>
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<i>Sit there saying ‘she’ll never know’</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>‘We’ll step in like cloak and dagger while looking like the kindest supporters!’</i></div>
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<i>You want that kind of life</i><p></p>
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<i>Charcoal and canvas</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>A form of sharing </i></div>
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<i>Love</i><p></p>
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<i>Everyone who has done one seems so free spirited</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>No appearance of real hard work </i></div>
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<i>Apparent to perceive at least</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Their live seem all about the latest style</i></div>
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<i>On trend not like a non event</i><p></p>
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<i>Is all </i><p></p>
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<i>That is seen</i><p></p>
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<i>Not hard work</i><p></p>
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<i> Broke</i><p></p>
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<i>Until that break</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Love no fake</i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Love for what you achieve no joke</i></div>
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<i>Love the only producer</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Among hardworking successful folk</i></div>
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<i>Happily single by my own</i><p></p>
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<i>Happily single together yet someone is alone</i><p></p>
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<i>Happily single married to one never home</i><p></p>
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<i>Happily tickled by hard work and struggle</i><p></p>
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<i>So long as I am not at home</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Lying down </i></div>
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<i>While a day passes </i><p></p>
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<i> Love</i><p></p>
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<i>When you know</i><p></p>
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<i>Love</i><p></p>
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<i>Love without sex</i><p></p>
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<i>Love that is not just lust driven</i><p></p>
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<i>Love that does not need to exclaim </i><p></p>
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<i>What someone else has been written!</i><p></p>
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<i>Love of</i><p></p>
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<i>Love of life</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Love off</i></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>'Love me off'</i></div>
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<i>Love for that handsome pretty face</i><p></p>
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<i>Love for that face that nobody can place</i><p></p>
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<i>Love for that face that is not accepted in any case</i><p></p>
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<i>Love</i><p></p>
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<i>Love of the understanding</i><p></p>
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<i>Love of the understanding for what there is too this life!</i><p></p>
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<i>Love of no deceit!</i><p></p>
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<i>Love</i><p></p>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><i>Without </i></div>
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<i>Where, What, Why, or How!</i><p></p>
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<i>Love!</i><p></p>
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<i>27/07/2016/00:14 & 13/10/2016/21:43</i><p></p>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688402016-06-21T07:48:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00John Vespasian: How to render yourself invulnerable to depression and anxiety<a href="http://johnvespasian.blogspot.co.uk/2016/06/how-to-render-yourself-invulnerable-to.html?spref=tw">John Vespasian: How to render yourself invulnerable to depression and anxiety</a>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688412016-05-01T18:40:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Freedom and Love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688422016-05-01T15:27:00+01:002020-04-01T23:44:37+01:00Poetry on Self Acceptance<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I accept me<p></p>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I accept me<p></p>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I accept me<p></p>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I am not afraid</div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I accept my mistakes<p></p>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">For all the tears I have shed<p></p>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">I accept the character with which I live this life<p></p>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><p>A Freedom of Being!</p></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688442016-04-27T21:01:00+01:002020-04-01T23:47:26+01:00ON THE WAY>>><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div style="text-align: center;">BACK FROM A DISTRACTION</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">WHERE A </div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">WAS AMISS</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">THAT ENERGY</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">EVERYTHING </div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">THE INNER SIGHT</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">ALL THINGS </div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">A FREEDOM OF BEING!</div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688452016-03-09T17:31:00+00:002020-04-01T23:47:26+01:00Becoming...passing the inbetween<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Curtains cleaned</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Something has bothered you</span></div>
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<span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>But the contents may </span><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>inhibit</span></span>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>An order</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>A break is needed</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>For a pathway not yet located</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Mind blowing principles</span></span></div>
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<span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>No more demons</span></span><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'><br></span></span>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Several elements</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>A freak in the presence</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Stay here with me</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Be not elusive</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>A peace of initiative</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Not easily uploaded</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>When you are unique the way you are</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Everyday feels like a start over</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Much is accomplished</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>But you are only as good</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>As the last movement</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Careful planning </span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Do not know if you can</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>The documentation of let go</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Time and reliance</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>An all day event</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;'>Natural Flowism</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A Freedom of Being!</span></div></div></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688462016-02-27T20:48:00+00:002020-04-01T23:47:27+01:00No Rush Or Hurry<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div style="text-align: center;"><b>The Quandary</b></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">Why is it?</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>When you appear </i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>To have found your calling</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>It is loud and clear</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Not only you can hear</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>You are doing your gift</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>But...</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i> You still feel a compelling drive</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>To thrive</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>At something else</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">Gift or Ability?</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>You can have more than one gift to balance</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>An ability can show up just as naturally!</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">Natural Flowism</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">A Freedom of Being!</div>
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<div><i><b>ARTISTS </b></i></div>
<div><i>Are the people</i></div>
<div><i>Who express everything in life</i></div>
<div><i>Nothing is inexplicable for an artist</i></div>
<div><i>Artists are always communicating</i></div>
<div><i>I can get impatient sometimes </i></div>
<div><i>During the research process</i></div>
<div><i>Because the artist within </i></div>
<div><i>Is always bursting </i></div>
<div><i>With communication</i></div>
<div><i>Speaking in every second </i></div>
<div><i>When art is their world</i></div>
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<div>To a doctor I am a patient</div>
<div>To a scientist I maybe an atom</div>
<div>To a psychotherapist maybe a resource</div>
<div>To a neurologist a chemical imbalance </div>
<div>To a rapper I maybe subject </div>
<div>To another Artist a study</div>
<div> To a mechanic a nuisance</div>
<div>To a retailer a customer</div>
<div>To a preacher a sinner</div>
<div>To a designer a figure</div>
<div>To a labourer a consumer</div>
<div>To a gardener a plant</div>
<div>Different relations</div>
<div> Different interpretations</div>
<div>Different to whoever!</div>
<div>Why aren't we liked?</div>
<div><b>Why is it? </b></div>
<div><b>When we say it</b></div>
<div><b>Nobody wants to hear it?</b></div>
<div><i>You need to make sure</i></div>
<div><i>It is the people. </i></div>
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<i>The person</i><i> </i>
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<div><i>Not the disease </i></div>
<div><i>Illness</i></div>
<div><i>Misaligned emotional age </i></div>
<div><i>Or chemical imbalance in the brain!</i></div>
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</div>NATURAL FLOWISM STUDIOStag:naturalflowism.com,2005:Post/62688472015-12-13T12:55:00+00:002020-04-01T23:47:27+01:00An Intermission Appearance<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Upon a voyage of non existence<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Covered into an experience<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Only for an exponent<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>to appear!<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Release<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Conduit!<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Marvel @ Change<p></p></span></div>
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<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>The releasing of a union<p></p></span></div>
<div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>That phased an age<p></p></span></div>
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<span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva";'><span style="font-size: 16pt; line-height: 107%;">Twenty </span><span style="font-size: 21.3333px; line-height: 22.8267px;">eighth of </span></span><span style="font-size: 21.3333px; line-height: 22.8267px; text-align: left;"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva";'>November</span></span>
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<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Did not quite know where I was and what will happen</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>I just knew I wanted to change<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>Change something deep within<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>I wanted to make a shift<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 17.12px;'>I did not know where to begin<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 17.12px;'>I wanted to see something<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 17.12px;'>I did not know what I wanted to see<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 17.12px;'>I wanted to begin<p></p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 17.12px;'>But did not know where to begin</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;'>I was trying to resist the writing process</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>At times the entrance of inspiration feels like it takes your breathing to a different rhythm</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal"><span style='font-family: "monotype corsiva"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;'>It can sound and feel like heavy breathing</span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">You want to be an entrepreneur</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">But..</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> you were forced to be jumped into a gang</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">because that is the only way in that small town,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> you, and your family can be free?</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">Or...</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">Already before you get started</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> the boss of everyone else</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> is your worst enemy!</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">Somehow,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> you have fallen foul</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> to every pathway</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> in which you need to succeed.</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">Everyday you say to yourself </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">Where I am at now is not for me</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">It is not forever!</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">Something else is intended for me!</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">You know it!</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">You feel it every moment.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">You just do not know how or when.</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">As a poet...</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">I start a poem</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">I never usually know </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">how it is going to end!</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">I just sit open to the moment that I am sitting in,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> with a willingness to use,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"> any positive healing tool, </div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">I went down the road to buy five fishes and two loaves of bread<br>I could think of nothing else<br>Was I obsessed?<br><br>I went to work<br> on holiday<br> listened to music<br> went for a walk<br> talked<br> met others<br> did other things<br>the idea was still there.<br><br>I stopped and felt for danger to anyone else<br><br>Quiet is the silence that let me feel and think<br>Noise like a fragrance that let me see where calm was needed<br><br>Freedom is the feeling <br>Once confusion is no longer asking any questions!<br><br><br>To do it because you know you will always love it, is the answer<br><br>It is just to love what it is you decide to do<br>That is what I have found and is what I am sharing with you<br>It is a feeling of love that will always be present<br>Grounding every part of your energy system<br>Like the presence of a forest<br>Filled with animals quietly abiding!<br><br>Natural Flowism<br>A freedom of being!<br><br><br>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>I have fought day and night</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>I have fought every page</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>I have worried about every page view </i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>But is that what the wanting entrepreneur is supposed to do?</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>A poet by day</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>A poet by night</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>In the pit of the stomach nerves cannot take flight</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>When you know what you have chosen to do is right!</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>A book by day</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>A book by night</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>An idea by day</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Another by even tide</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>A lover gone</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Another to tired</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Like a shore and the sandy beaches by the sea</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Like the unrequited love that has far reaches</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Like grass and the clouds above</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Each successful and wanting entrepreneur</i></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Natural Flowism!</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>A Freedom of being!</i></div>
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