Lavinia De Ayr




Update for 2021

I am happy to share that I have become an accredited Brain Health Professional at Amen University as a way to train and heal my brain, I hope to God I keep my head about me and maintain the acknowledgement, its a big responsibility

Like many people I have had my fair share of bumps bashes and bruises some inflicted more deliberately than others, and in some cases by others, and many due to my own function, all of which I knew needed healing, and much improving.

When I first read Dr Amen's book Change your Brain Change your life, I was fascinated least of all because he wrote about a case study of two different type of stalkers. I was so grateful because that has been a long term experience in my life, and know it can be hard to come across such good research about cases of a stalker's health. It is an experience often experienced in isolation with little understanding!

I could just see the power of brain health for the world at large. I desperately wanted to be treated, because at the time I was in a bad place. Completely went into an episode of automatic negative thought never quite believing I will ever be able to afford any of the treatments, let alone be healed. Thankfully, I was wrong!

Whilst I still have a ways to go to maintain my health, I eventually manage to move out of disbelief to being able afford some of the treatments which are still having a positive affect on me to this day

Pulling all my businesses together is proving to be a great tonic.

Life long learning helps to maintain a more healthy brain!

Blessings and Love


Natural Flowism


A Freedom of Being!












2016 -  2020

 21/05/2020 I released/submitted my first ever Single for distribution today!

Single is Called: Ah Wa Yah Stalking me Fah?

Sounds of the Book Shop!

I hope it is well received and understood!

Still learning how to get the best presentation style or technique from myself.  I am just so busy trying to get everything done which I set out to do...and quite Naturally I am not having the best of time connecting words or sentences without a lot of errors! 


If you have enjoyed my works Thank You.  Tap the Music note below to go straight to TuneCore Distribution that is where my latest releases will first appear...thank you for taking an interest...much appreciated....I also got round to finally submitting a ringtones!

I am so Blessed!




 ...and This is My Atelier


I write under the pen name Natural Flowism which  happens to be my personal mantra which means to me A Freedom of Being!

I tend to write my personal mantra and now business name everywhere


I am a  Self - Healer! 


 Self - Portrait Artist and Designer


 Monologue and Spoken-Word Artist!


   Singer Song Writer and Musician!

 As a Musician it has been quiet a surprise return to my first love Music, even though predicted.

I resume with skills I retained since passing Grade 1 Practical and Theory Piano.  Passing these exams at some point way back in the 1970's.

I still continued with lessons learning theory and practical piano up to Grade 2 , I don't think I took the exams  though or if I did, I may not have passed them both.

Even though I have forgotten most of the theory knowledge by now the rudiments of music was part of most practical training back in the day as far as I was aware!

Which in hindsight was such a good idea when you look at what the Music industry is worth!

Also resuming basic Guitar playing skills at the same time which are also remnants of night school lessons! 

Training in both instruments has given me enough knowledge to feel free enough to freestyle and grow in confidence with  my style of  improvisation as my memory unites and fuses with life long inspirations into my developing styles and skills.

It has been quite a welcome challenge filled with ceaseless love self-healing enjoyment and much pleasure.

This all sounds a bit stiff elementary  and like a bit of a brag... but for the sake of my own memory...I also remember learning marimba and xylophone at primary school, and playing the recorder, as well as informally taking up flute.

Though typically not realising to keep it up and become proficient from my young years onward.

But i never forgot the affinity I had for music or various instruments so all is not lost, and  what better time to start learning and becoming re-acquainted with what I once knew.

Sometimes whilst editing I make so many mistakes I end up deleting things which i should have left in.

Excuse me if you have read this bit somewhere else on site

I still have not tackled some of the more complicated or more versatile of Digital Audio Workstations.

I am literally just learning to find myself again as a person now able to record music. I do not feel like a performer or musician for that matter even though I am one of sorts!

I have used the ease of Garage Band to create my first two music EPs 

Bad Guitar, and B.f.a.m.e (Blind Fingers and my Ears).

Using drum beat presets  and other effects

Whilst managing to produce all the keyboard work 

Trophyism 1st track on Bad Guitar EP is my first performance on a 4 string bass! 

Whilst Music has always been my love it is so unexpected to me to have such an opportunity with it

At this point in my life!

I am so Thankfully!

 I am so Gratefully and beyond Blessed!

I am also a 

Self - Published Poet!

Long   Goods   Vehicle   Driver

Someone who is eternally Grateful for life Health Strength and Opportunity!


Natural Flowism


A Freedom of Being!