CRF = Cutting Room Floor!
The Hearing; the more she hates and speaks against the family the mòre the ones that have made the billionaire and billions will not pay out?
Evenly?
But within me feels a trap of bitterness and hate to try and control my own fate away from them rising around me to try and put a negative stamp upon ny identity to feel forced to need their demise?
I don't feel like i like that!
It feels wrong to me to live with the need to crush somebody!
Very wrong because it will cause more me and them pain!
But it feels like im being pulled back again and again to this need for my ongoing attention?
It feels like someone has a need for me to turn around or away from the life I have created just to face off with them as enemies in deep and desperate need of attention! Someone very sick made alot of money it would seem then played it all out again right back to the poverty of where abuses first began? If that being me? Its very unfortunate!
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If i may I pray today to find everything brand new and unfamiliar to me amid writings about incest and the need and contact of continually stupified abusers! Whilst recognising that I do not feel I never have had the need for any of them and whatever they intend to achieve by as much as they can destroy!
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In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!
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Amen!
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In Gods Name Alone!
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Natural Flowism!
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A Freedom of Being!
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Amen!
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Evenly?
But within me feels a trap of bitterness and hate to try and control my own fate away from them rising around me to try and put a negative stamp upon ny identity to feel forced to need their demise?
I don't feel like i like that!
It feels wrong to me to live with the need to crush somebody!
Very wrong because it will cause more me and them pain!
But it feels like im being pulled back again and again to this need for my ongoing attention?
It feels like someone has a need for me to turn around or away from the life I have created just to face off with them as enemies in deep and desperate need of attention! Someone very sick made alot of money it would seem then played it all out again right back to the poverty of where abuses first began? If that being me? Its very unfortunate!
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If i may I pray today to find everything brand new and unfamiliar to me amid writings about incest and the need and contact of continually stupified abusers! Whilst recognising that I do not feel I never have had the need for any of them and whatever they intend to achieve by as much as they can destroy!
^
In the name of the Father Son and Holy Ghost!
^
Amen!
^
In Gods Name Alone!
^
Natural Flowism!
^
A Freedom of Being!
^
Amen!
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