As she sat watching and listening to a black women eloquently describe her pain and struggle
She searched to find the equivalent said using the same terms about race in a white women and could not find a peace said with the same sincerity. Not because it isn't there but just because she couldn't find it as easily!
It conjured up so many questions it is not like she had never experienced racism. Except it felt like it was from both white a black equally at times!
I knew she had said to herself she is just so fed up. She is emersed even though several generations removed in both sides of the story and prospective....so is this investigation being down or passed onto her from her Great Grand Father or Fathers and Mothers?
Why can she not hear it so easily and understandably from a white women?
Why can't she say anything without their being so much fear and initidation about what had been in the form of brutal cruel racism yet today so many of us are united in racism from racist as racist divided by racism because of the way we speak about race or feel about white women?!
Sick!
Sick of what looks like their attempts at the appearance of control and natural gravitation toward a belief system of supremact dominace and the right of entitlement to appear better than even the black man they lay their head down with yet it turns out something in their structure gives them that percentage above which makes them more likely to stalk someone else-considering it is supposed to be a crime to stalk someone else!
Is it in the Men or is there a statistic that show white men fell gullible to holding up traditionalism faster the black men? Or is that the other way round?
Is it the left over unspoken or hardly ever high-lighted fact and effects of slavery when the white man would put the white women on a rancid pedal stool (even though it wouldn't appear rancid) whilst the white man went out and found a black women to rape or truly fall in love with?
Have white women lived in forms of behavioural shackles ever since?
Force through every generation to out do and do more and more to prove a black women worthless because of the historic abandonment for the sake of sex addiction, rape, or love?
WITHOUT EMPATHY
It gets sickening and tiring when you just cannot be
And just be comfortable
It is hard enough in general society overcoming the similations of generation upon generations of incest and all the ongoing bahavioural patterns that is allowed to turn into culture and tradition that creates across generations and every race!
But to then have to continually live through the ongoing affects of slavery in this very modern day embroiled in the modernisation of sex addiction and the sleight and stealth of paedaphila as it becomes so stylised to the point it is hardly recognised as a form of stalking behaviour goes beyond the goat!
It is enough to be done with the ongoing sexual intimidation some white females appear to want another to feel
Since they-white women or whitish looking women appear to have been seen as the most sexually desirable and preferred in the world of the anointed does it mean they have been appointed to put a stop to what this sexual desire and profit has been?
Is that a weakness pending to be a strength to not be taken for granted as sex objects?
WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP
Its gone past the sell by date to keep fight against the one in the similar mind!
That does not mean hand in hand or linked arms because that can also be just another sexually deviant alibi!
But so many of us are just sick and tired of the unecessarily stupid and the high tide and tithe profits of the sex abuse industries remarketing!
Which part of the brain is so defunction this situation still has coping with it over and over again?
And is it just a mixed race thing?
When for once in our lives we just want to hear it easy?
And not be in this constant division about our Mothers and their history or Our Fathers and their history?
And is really about race at all since it does not actual exist or is it about the sexual global profit race?